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Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. Martin Luther King, :bearhug: L.O.V.E. you all :bearhug:
Warning : this is going to be another one of my " I-need-You-Michael and I-am -such-a drama -queen " kind of posts ! Dear Michael , It's been a long time since I last wrote you something . So , I thought I might jot down some of my melodramatic ambivalencies .See, I've always loved fiction books , always favoured them over other genres , maybe that's why I'm so sticking to the hoax . Perhaps i'm so helpless , so desperate and vulnerable that I just wanna believe in something .. anything ! even the impossible ! Crossing the road today , I saw the most horrible scene a human being could ever witness . It was a 13 years old boy crossing the road from the other side who was hit by a car and his soul was taken immediately .. I stood there doing absolutely nothing while people rushed to him trying to save him .. but his soul had already left his corpse ! While people wondered about his identity , his place , his parents .. My mind was pondering all kind of silly thoughts starting from " Why did God brought me here to see this very scene ? " to " Was he hurt ? " . I've been hurt so many times before , and a lot of people in here can relate to this Michael , I / we just don't wanna get hit by the harsh truth just like that boy was hit but that stupid car . Don't get me wrong , I do belive you're alive , and that's exactly why I'm writing you this letter . You think I'm that lunatic to write a letter to a dead man ? I also believe that there's a great possibility that you might read it as well .. and unlike others , admit my existence . The truth is I will never stop waiting for you .. I'll never pull myself out of this even if people keep telling me that it's mere illusions that i'm holding on to .. I know I do sound pretty selfish talking about how hard it is for me and all of my never ending bla bla bla .. I sometimes seem to forget that is YOUR project , what You want .. not mine . I really hope that you're happy wherever you are right now, doing what you love , being with whom you love . You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login
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