Well , I have to say something and it may tick off a few people ..but I have always been know to speak my mine and I alway piss off people when I do but oh well here it goes ..
I feel in my heart and always have that Michael is alive .. But then I think why would He do somethink like this ..it has to be bad .. He would have not done this just for attention or to make money to get out of debt , I feel he had to do this to save his life and keep his kids safe ..
If they are getting money from his life insurance and his social security I feel it's pretty much a done deal , He is not coming back ..
and I hate that from the bottom of my heart .. I have loved Michael from the start , but if He did this to save His life or just to start a new life ..then I'm happy for him and I pray He is happier than He has ever been ..
I pray that we are not just reading into something thats not here .. and the so call clues we see are just that CLUES , and He is letting us know He will be back .. or maybe what He really is tring to tell us that He is alive , becouse He knows His fans would read into the clues ..to where everyone else wouldn't see it .. and those are the ones that say we need help ..lol!
He may have never meant to lead us to beLIEve He would come back ..He just wonted us to know He was alive ..and We are the ones saying He is coming back!
This is it .. it maybe all we will get just a clue once in a while ... if you think we really haven't gotten much in months .. just what we wont to see .. I feel He will sent clues from time to time .. but if he doesn't come back when everyone feels like he said he would then everyone will evenually will give up and this sites will shut down and Michael will fade in the background ..
Which might be what Michael may wont us to let Him do .. just let Him go .. I know that sounds like something we think we could never do ..I know it's hard for me to wrap my mine around .. but if He doesn't come back with in the next year or so then I really feel like He wont be back ever ..and we should just move on and let him live in peace ..
I know that hurts so bad to say that but if He doesn't come back to us what else can we do .. we can't make him come back if he doesn't wont to .. just to make us happy .. I love him and respect His reasons for leaving ..even if I truly really don't know why he did..
I guess what I'm tring to say here is that if he doesn't come back when we think He should ..then don't give up on Michael ..He is still watching us on these forums ..
We should always come here and write him letter of love and let Him know He is always in our hearts ..and we miss him everyday .. but we wish Him much love and Pray He is happy and at peace , We owe him that much ... for he has given us so much more of himself and his life which is partly why He is in this mess anyways..
Well I hope yall don't bash me to much for this but ..just something we should all think about ..and possibility we have to come to terms with ...
Michael if you are really out there and reading this ..I care for you deeply and always will , I'll keep you music alive by jaming to it for the rest of my life .. But I have to say I would much rather have you where we can see you , on tv or magazines (WHICH I KNOW YOU HATE THAT )and I did too .. but I would love to see it right now ..lol!
At least we would know where you are and that you are still in out crazy ass world lol!! tring to deal with life with the rest of us ..
I pray your safe and happy , just wont you to know I support you all the way , and I'll defined your name anytime someone saids anything nagative about you ! I know your a good man & loving Father . Everyone has made mistakes in there lives and why should you be any different ... don't worry about it .. people will judge you no matter what you do good or bad I get that becouse I speak my mine alot (KEEPS ME IN TROUBLE ALOT )But I'm not 2 face and be to fake is not me ..I don't mean to be rude but I can't act one why and be another in your face ..you either like me for who I am or you just get out of my face leave me alone . When I love you I love you with all my heart and would die for you ..but you cross me or do me wrong behide my back I'm done with you and I write you off , once your out you don't get back in ...so don't feel bad about anything you've done in the past and the people you've pissed off .. Shit Happens lol! .. you're more than likely better with out them in your life anyways .. That how I look at stuff like that when it happens to me ..
So if you come back to us that will be one of the happiest day in my life .. but if you choose to stay "DEAD" Then I guess I'll just have to learn to deal with it the best why I can . it wont be easy ..
You will always be in my heart .. Don't you ever forget that !!
Lori M.
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