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Introduce yourself / HI Ya'll
« on: May 08, 2011, 12:12:36 AM »
Hello everybody!
Just joined tonight and finally felt right about it. I guess I should start at the beginning. I fully believed Michael was dead until January of 2010. That is when I started to question what happened after months of stupidness in the news about what supposedly happened to Michael and what Conrad did or did not do...I was really frustrated. So I asked myself maybe something IS seriously WRONG and finally two months later in March of 2010 I started pondering the possibility that Michael faked his death. And I have not stopped since.
I have my good and bad days. But now after more that a year studying the hoax I feel confident enough in what I've learned, what I've seen and heard, and yes..what I feel, to join this board. I have lurked here for about six months.
There are too many things that make sense about him hoaxing his death then make sense about him dying.
If in the end it is revealed that Michael is dead...then I will come to the conclusion that my real body is strapped in restraints in a bed in a mental ward under sedation living in my own deluded fantasy world I created when I had a schizophrenic break in my grief over Michael. And the revelation that Michael is dead is merely my psychologist breaking through to my fractured mind during a moment of lucidity yet inevitably going back to my fantasy world of clues and hoax vids and slip ups.
So I guess what I'm saying is that Michael will always be alive, whether in this is reality or my possible mental breakdown fantasy world...I'm hoping for the prior. lol
Hope I haven't scared anybody away lol..
Just joined tonight and finally felt right about it. I guess I should start at the beginning. I fully believed Michael was dead until January of 2010. That is when I started to question what happened after months of stupidness in the news about what supposedly happened to Michael and what Conrad did or did not do...I was really frustrated. So I asked myself maybe something IS seriously WRONG and finally two months later in March of 2010 I started pondering the possibility that Michael faked his death. And I have not stopped since.
I have my good and bad days. But now after more that a year studying the hoax I feel confident enough in what I've learned, what I've seen and heard, and yes..what I feel, to join this board. I have lurked here for about six months.
There are too many things that make sense about him hoaxing his death then make sense about him dying.
If in the end it is revealed that Michael is dead...then I will come to the conclusion that my real body is strapped in restraints in a bed in a mental ward under sedation living in my own deluded fantasy world I created when I had a schizophrenic break in my grief over Michael. And the revelation that Michael is dead is merely my psychologist breaking through to my fractured mind during a moment of lucidity yet inevitably going back to my fantasy world of clues and hoax vids and slip ups.
So I guess what I'm saying is that Michael will always be alive, whether in this is reality or my possible mental breakdown fantasy world...I'm hoping for the prior. lol
Hope I haven't scared anybody away lol..