My story-updated Nov. 3rd w/ my vocal performance included!

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Offline jacilovesmichael

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Hi everyone! I've wanted to tell this story but haven't been able to until now (you'll find out why if you keep reading)...

3 days after Michael Jackson's "death", I competed in a local pageant (the local preliminary for the Miss America pageant).

I had been preparing for the pageant for a few months, and when Michael "died' (before I knew it was a hoax) I didn't think I was emotionally stable enough to compete. I was not going to participate, but a little voice inside me told me to stand up and be strong - for Michael. That is what he would have done. I wanted to win the pageant and use my title to inspire change, just as Michael inspired me.

So, I did the pageant. My talent was a vocal performance of "Over the Rainbow", and dedicated it to Michael. If you'd like to watch/listen, here it is. He's been my biggest inspiration as a performer. I learned from him how much one can learn about life from being on stage.

[youtube:c8umg6jy]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MW409fN4L5k[/youtube:c8umg6jy]

I ended up winning the pageant. It was a very happy moment for me. My platform issue was "Promoting Family Values" and I set out to use my title to make a difference in my community.

I started giving speeches and interviews and performances around my area. It was so much fun. I felt so blessed to have that kind of opportunity.

As time went on, it got time to start preparing for the next level of competition: the state pageant. I worked hard on my new essay about promoting family values. I used quotes from Michael Jackson and information about his charity as some of my inspiration. I was so happy with my essay, turned it in with confidence and pride...only to get shot down by the board of directors.

I was told that it “didn’t look good” to have anything about Michael Jackson in my essay. I was told that even though he was talented, there is a negative stigma attached to him and I should avoid mentioning him unless strictly talking about singing and dancing.

I was also “encouraged” to literally fabricate many aspects of my resume to “increase my chances of winning”.

I was furious with all of this, to say the least.

I decided right then that I would not compete for the state title, finish my year as the local titleholder, and move on after that. However, the board informed me (pretty sure they didn’t want me anymore after this ordeal) that I either had to run for the state title or give up my current title (even though I had put in more hours and raised more money than any title holder in the recent past).

Long story short, I decided to give up my title.  I was absolutely disgusted with what I learned from participating in that pageant. I was told that I could just “be myself” and make a difference. Yet, when it came down to talking about the things I wanted to talk about, addressing the issues that I felt needed to be addressed, and giving credit where  credit is DAMN WELL DUE, my efforts were put to a halt.

I was unable to speak about this until I had officially handed over the title. Now I want everyone to know.

What does this say about our world, and my COUNTRY especially? I realize now just how stubborn society is when it comes to change.

I can say that I have more pride about giving up the CROWN than I did when I WON the crown. I had a chance at being Miss America, but I walked away from it in the name of Truth and in the name of Love.

I do not want to be a BEAUTY QUEEN (from a movie seen lol). All I want to be is a woman of character and a woman who knows how to think and speak for herself.

Thank you, Michael Jackson, for teaching me that one does not have to be famous to be a star.

Let’s all shine our own light and together, piece by piece, we can eliminate the darkness.

Love,
JaCi
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Offline MJmakesmespeechless

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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 12:56:05 PM
Welcome and what a great inspiring story. No doubt that Michael's influence gave you strength

I would love to see the video
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 12:58:15 PM
I would also like to see it.
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 01:04:07 PM
Thanks so much guys! I only have the video posted on Facebook, so you can add me on there and then go to "my videos".

http://http://www.facebook.com/jaci.leigh1

Does anyone know why the embed doesn't work? I thought I could just put the video directly on here. I'm not that great with technology I guess!
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 01:22:51 PM
I respect you for you uncompromizing stance. Well done.
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 01:26:44 PM
Congratulations for having the courage to stand up for yourself.
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 01:37:24 PM
I'm glad you stood up for MJ, Jaci and chose the right path. :)

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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 01:59:50 PM
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I'm glad you stood up for MJ, Jaci and chose the right path. :)

Thank you very much. It was a difficult decision because so many people were expecting something different from me. But I've learned that the RIGHT decision is not always the most POPULAR one.  :)
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 02, 2010, 03:02:19 PM
Thanks for sharing your story and having the strength to stand up for what you believe in.
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Re: I would like to share my story with you all.

  • on: May 03, 2010, 09:33:53 AM
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Thanks for sharing your story and having the strength to stand up for what you believe in.

Thanks Ava! I think that is the only way we are going to change he world, by standing up for what we believe in and making our little corner of the world better. :)
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Well done jacilovesmichael! You stood up for what you believe in!
Michael would be proud. :D
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Well done, you did the right thing, JaCi! Michael would be so proud. :3

I can't believe what they said about your essay... “Didn’t look good”? Oh, please, that's just so ignorant and wrong.

I would love to see your video, too, but I don't have a Facebook profile, so. :< But I bet it was really good since you won! :3
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well done  Havnt we all learnt alot  over the past year
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well done  Havnt we all learnt alot  over the past year

Tell me about it! It has been quite the year.
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Congratulations on your integrity, jacilovesmichael!

It seems you share your strange experience with Aphrodite Jones, who - although a best selling author - did not find ANY publisher for her book "The Michael Jackson Conspiracy".

I am absolutely sure that there was a HUGE - not only mainstream but overall effective - "media ban", i. e. an unspoken agreement not to write or report or show or air anything positive about MJ (besides his music).

Question remains: where did this "negative stigma" come from, when did it start, what was the reason and what was it aimed at?

WHAT WAS THIS ALL ABOUT?


Your thoughts!?
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Quote from: "Aintnosunshine"
Congratulations on your integrity, jacilovesmichael!

It seems you share your strange experience with Aphrodite Jones, who - although a best selling author - did not find ANY publisher for her book "The Michael Jackson Conspiracy".

I am absolutely sure that there was a HUGE - not only mainstream but overall effective - "media ban", i. e. an unspoken agreement not to write or report or show or air anything positive about MJ (besides his music).

Question remains: where did this "negative stigma" come from, when did it start, what was the reason and what was it aimed at?

WHAT WAS THIS ALL ABOUT?


Your thoughts!?


Thanks for your response! I have a lot of thoughts about where the negative stigma came from. Like Michael always said, "the bigger the celebrity, the bigger the target". He became so popular and was unable to be used as a puppet for the illuminati because he refused to put anything but truth into his career. They simply couldn't control him and the GOOD that was in him, so they tried destroying him. That is how the illuminati operate. If they cannot use you, they will dispose of you. I believe these are not only the reasons for the negative stigma, but also the reasons for the hoax itself. We need to start believing in the power of one. If we all stand up for truth and love in our daily lives, even when it seems scary, we can make a true difference in our world.
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Quote from: "jacilovesmichael"


Thanks for your response! I have a lot of thoughts about where the negative stigma came from. Like Michael always said, "the bigger the celebrity, the bigger the target". He became so popular and was unable to be used as a puppet for the illuminati because he refused to put anything but truth into his career. They simply couldn't control him and the GOOD that was in him, so they tried destroying him. That is how the illuminati operate. If they cannot use you, they will dispose of you. I believe these are not only the reasons for the negative stigma, but also the reasons for the hoax itself. We need to start believing in the power of one. If we all stand up for truth and love in our daily lives, even when it seems scary, we can make a true difference in our world.

Well said! Congratulations on standing up for what you believe in!
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i am proud on you and you have my respect ,you are a winner by doing this  ;) welcome here and enjoy  :D
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Thanks everyone, really appreciate all of your support!
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Wish more people in the world had the courage to stand up for what is right, as you did JaCi. I'm so proud of you! Thank you for sharing your inspiring story with all of us here on the forum.
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Wish more people in the world had the courage to stand up for what is right, as you did JaCi. I'm so proud of you! Thank you for sharing your inspiring story with all of us here on the forum.

You're welcome! And thank you ALL for being here!
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Hey guys, I finally figured out how to get my video uploaded from facebook. I'm a little nervous to post myself singing, but I feel comfortable with you all and this performance was a magical moment for me that I would love to share with you, and I know a lot of you don't have facebook.  I hope you enjoy it, it's one of my favorite songs. The only bad thing is that it had to be shortened down to 90 seconds -  pageant rules!
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Thanks for sharing your wonderful story! I am so proud of you for taking a stand. I bet Michael will be so proud of you once he reads it. I have a feeling he will. Anyway, I can't wait to watch your performance later. I have the utmost respect for people who are able to get on the stage in front of a group of people period, let alone perform on it.  :lol: Peace and blessings! And you're right, everyone is a star in someone's eyes. :)
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Thanks for sharing your wonderful story! I am so proud of you for taking a stand. I bet Michael will be so proud of you once he reads it. I have a feeling he will. Anyway, I can't wait to watch your performance later. I have the utmost respect for people who are able to get on the stage in front of a group of people period, let alone perform on it.  :lol: Peace and blessings! And you're right, everyone is a star in someone's eyes. :)

Thank you soooo much!  :mrgreen:  Nothing would make me happier than for Michael to read my story and to hear me sing for him! Thank you for taking the time to read it, looking4truth. Much love to you!
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I wanted to tell you how very proud I am of you!  And what a beautiful voice!

You know sometimes we set our sights on a goal and it will cloud us from making "right" decisions because we are so focused on that goal.  

I feel like a proud big sister and I don't even know you! LOL  But you have shown me how important it is to do what is right, even if it means giving up a goal I was fighting for.

I hope your story gets circulated because there are many many young people who need this kind of example.

I will be sharing this with my own girls to show them what it's like to be a true woman... a strong woman... a woman not afraid to stand up for what is right.

Thank you!

PS I may be biased but I think MJ has the most beautiful girl supporters in the world... beautiful inside AND out!  ;)
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