I wanted to cry so bad when watching it, but it just wouldn't come. I looked at the coffin and knew it was empty. Queen Latifah made me go WTF, it felt like a music special that mj would come out for. I half expected him to show up in pajamas, throw a water balloon, start the this is it concert and giggle, anything! I even wondered if he's hiding at the top when they showed the liberian girl picture but they were all thoughts. I got emotional over marlon and paris then. I wanted to cry, but I was stunted all day, instead feeling shaky and dazed. I was angry too and didn't want to hear people at home playing his stuff in memory of him, so I left.
