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you are only 14? I feel so sad you feel this way, I'm pretty devastated at my age, but I would have been even more vulnerable at yours and I'm pretty bad right too cause I feel like my inner child is wounded by this if that makes any senseI feel creeped out by this is it myself thinking it's his last days, I couldn't finish watching it after buying it.
Thank you all so much for your replies... I had another rough day today. Thanks everyone for being you!! and to YoungNewMJFan, sweety, you don't need to feel bad about becoming a fan after his passing. It's human nature Before his death, even me, (according to many people.. Not self proclaimed, lol) one of the biggest fans of him, I laughed at some of those stupid jokes. I found so many of them offensive, but I couldn't help but laugh at a few of them. And yeah, I know it's hard thinking that maybe that really was it... Maybe we won't get him back... Maybe we will... But whatever happens we are so lucky that we can remember him through his music, dance, and the person he was! Oh, and by the way guys, I said in my post when I joined a while ago that I'm 16. I'm actually 13, and I'm truly sorry I lied about that!! I was just scared about being too young, but now I realise there are others my age here. xx Lots of love to you all.
I liked michael since I was 2 or 3 if I saw him on tv through a video or whatever, and through a toy I had or if someone performed his songs at events which would happen, but when I was 12, 13, 14 during HIStory era, my love for his really bloomed cause I was catching up on him and it was such a magical feeling coming home from school to sit down and watch his videos or listen to his music or watch other things of his I had and still do. It's like every year I would discover more and more of him cause I would use my allowance to go buy another vhs or find someone who has mj footage I could dub for myself. I really see myself in you when reading about how much you love him. I wasn't ever mean to him before that, but I'm sure I laughed at him a little bit too about him wearing too much makeup or whatever back then or just thought he looked like a girl cause I was young and didn't know anything, it's normal to laugh at what you don't understand and mj is a hard character to read anyways so it's okay. I used to wonder if he was black or white too but I wasn't asking to be mean, I was just so confused cause I was young and thought I would get it when I'm older and then I learned about vitiligo. Forgive yourself for it and you'll feel better I feel just as young as back then too now, like a teenager all over again that's lost. So much happened since I could truly peacefully enjoy him and I'm grieving those days too, which is why I'm still crying. It hurt me to see what they did to him.
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