Hello!
I thought it can be a good idea to join a forum because I don't have anyone who I can talk with about Michael Jackson and it was making me sad so long. So now I am here and this is the time to introduce myself.
First of all I must say that English is not my first language so I am sorry for any mistakes I will do. I am from Poland, Europe - you should probably heard about this country because Michael enjoyed his stay here.
I am 21 years old (in June), I don't dance, sing or do anything like that.
I just like mr. Jackson because I think he is the last person in this 'famous world'who stayed normal, honest, modest and good. I admire his value system, talents, personality.
I have never been a fan before but please don't hate me for that - I was raised without any music. Really.
And i did not know that he had other colour of skin untill 2009. I didn't have own opinion about Michael either.
When I heard he died it was like 'oh really? that's weird and sad but you know, everybody dies'
Then I met my boyfriend who is in love with MJ from a long time, his childhood. And I started to listen his music, watching shows, interviews and finally I started to searching about his death. And something was stinky there - I thought.
As I said i have no one to talk to about it because my boyfriend like likes him but you know he is not obsessed with it like I think I am and i don't want to tire him.
I didn't know about all these lies about Michael, all that unbelievable cruelty which with he was treated so many years. And now it breaks my heart.
I think it is amazing that because of what he was like everybody can feel the special connection with him. He didn't judge anybody and if someone had a chance and opportunities to be his friend - it could be possible.
Every day I cry because I think what they have done to him was a slowly crucifixion, a tortures. And as we all know he don't deserve it. I feel so much pain that nobody can't do anything with it.
I know I am not alone (
with my feelings so really I am here to talk, admire MJ, and believe he is alive. I watched sooo many things on YT, I read a lot things on blogs, and a lot of this is worth nothing BUT if you want you find no stupid things but the real clues... But you have to keep an open mind. Right?
Ok that is it thank you
