Your Sunset

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Your Sunset

  • on: September 19, 2012, 01:39:01 PM
This road feels unfamiliar
And I don't know how many turns I've made

I've been away for quite some time
Not sure of what I wanted
But the weather has changed...
The breeze feels unfamiliar
And I don't recognize the scent in the air

I used to hear your voice
In every little sound
But now the seasons are silent

You feel so distant
And I can't seem to connect
Like really bad acting
That I just can't absorb

What happened Michael...
Everything sounds muffled now
And I don't like the absence
Of the fire I used to feel
The glitter that used to shine

Up ahead in the distance
There is a sunset on the horizon
It's not really what I sought after
Especially not in your name

The cold feels unfamiliar
Something I was never prepared for
Indifference is creeping up behind me
All I want to do is run

My spirit runs on empty
It used to wear your name
Your eyes now look one dimensional
Have I lost the flame?

Michael if you can read this
I just want to let you know...
I don't ever want to be the me
The one that lets go

My battery has run weak
As that sunset gets brighter and closer
I'm searching for an off ramp
Can you help me on my feet?

I want my feet to feel that rhythm
The one your smile knew how to direct
I miss the fire, the hopes and the notion
That somewhere you exist

This yearning feels so unfamiliar
Please make it all return
An ounce of faith I still have within me
The power
Of you
I yearn




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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: September 19, 2012, 05:43:33 PM
What a talented writer you are.  :smiley_abuv:

I have to admit to having those thoughts and feelings recently.  :(

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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: September 20, 2012, 07:18:39 AM
This road feels unfamiliar
And I don't know how many turns I've made

I've been away for quite some time
Not sure of what I wanted
But the weather has changed...
The breeze feels unfamiliar
And I don't recognize the scent in the air

I used to hear your voice
In every little sound
But now the seasons are silent

You feel so distant
And I can't seem to connect
Like really bad acting
That I just can't absorb

What happened Michael...
Everything sounds muffled now
And I don't like the absence
Of the fire I used to feel
The glitter that used to shine

Up ahead in the distance
There is a sunset on the horizon
It's not really what I sought after
Especially not in your name

The cold feels unfamiliar
Something I was never prepared for
Indifference is creeping up behind me
All I want to do is run

My spirit runs on empty
It used to wear your name
Your eyes now look one dimensional
Have I lost the flame?

Michael if you can read this
I just want to let you know...
I don't ever want to be the me
The one that lets go

My battery has run weak
As that sunset gets brighter and closer
I'm searching for an off ramp
Can you help me on my feet?

I want my feet to feel that rhythm
The one your smile knew how to direct
I miss the fire, the hopes and the notion
That somewhere you exist

This yearning feels so unfamiliar
Please make it all return
An ounce of faith I still have within me
The power
Of you
I yearn

50th_State_Believer2 You wrote her thoughts and feelings he has done as a poet. I want to say that everyone at some point we feel like, think of it this way, it is like a roller coaster, news and new "clues" lead us to the top as scratching the finish, and other moments are quiet. The calm is not bad, gives us "time" to look a little more, you are not alone, we are many, hoping that MJ is revealed. Keep the faith, especially faith in MJ. with love  :)

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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: September 21, 2012, 06:50:51 AM
Hi Your Sunset

Lovely thoughts and feelings.`
Here is a quote from Kahlil Gibran( 1883-1931)
" Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that Faith is his twin brother"

All forMichael.L.O.V.E. x


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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: September 21, 2012, 03:27:50 PM
Have to admit - the same feelings of void, detouchment and abscence from Both sides - something is clearly changed on the aer since september starts...and i not get use to for its spiritual point 0....
 Or may be its just time to let IT go and move to a new path when we relay only on Lord and Our OWN wings.
Thank You 50state from my heart to be such Brave soul and voicing out sooo perfectly what is my inner self wasnt able to construe!))
Hopfelfy its not indicate some major History brakedown -((  and wl get better after our aknowlegement((

.... Is MJ lost his hope on something/someone and have his Big Blue time - as we sensed?@

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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: September 25, 2012, 02:49:23 AM
Thanks to all of you. It helps to feel not so alone in this place hovering between doubt and love. The one thing I still do feel is the love. I guess that is the most important, is it not? Without it - all else will crumble.
@Lettingitsimmer: Wow that Khalil Gibran line - SO TRUE. THANKS...such opposite ends our feelings carry us...faith can truly be a lonely road...because it's when everything else feels it has abandoned you - it is then your faith remains...although in that lonely space...

You know in all my uncertainty..I still can not let go and can not replace the one most steadfast admiration and love of MJ. It's like being able to detect a very faint flavor or scent in the midst of the most confusing concoction in life. But you can still detect it...because you are tuned in to that element.
And in this life..MJ is that one element...that can never totally disappear..

Sometimes a part of me says ever so quietly, ''it's ok...it's ok if he isn't physically here anymore...why do you fear that by acknowledging it, you will lose him? You can never lose him. He can never be erased. " 

I think it's time to get some pumping MJ music back into my life. It's been months since I stopped listening to his music each day...time for some tweaking up on that.  Get a dose of that MJ medicine in my veins, don't you think? lol.

Love you all! So much!!

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Re: Your Sunset

  • on: October 01, 2012, 11:31:22 PM
Thanks to all of you. It helps to feel not so alone in this place hovering between doubt and love. The one thing I still do feel is the love. I guess that is the most important, is it not? Without it - all else will crumble.
@Lettingitsimmer: Wow that Khalil Gibran line - SO TRUE. THANKS...such opposite ends our feelings carry us...faith can truly be a lonely road...because it's when everything else feels it has abandoned you - it is then your faith remains...although in that lonely space...

You know in all my uncertainty..I still can not let go and can not replace the one most steadfast admiration and love of MJ. It's like being able to detect a very faint flavor or scent in the midst of the most confusing concoction in life. But you can still detect it...because you are tuned in to that element.
And in this life..MJ is that one element...that can never totally disappear..

Sometimes a part of me says ever so quietly, ''it's ok...it's ok if he isn't physically here anymore...why do you fear that by acknowledging it, you will lose him? You can never lose him. He can never be erased. " 

I think it's time to get some pumping MJ music back into my life. It's been months since I stopped listening to his music each day...time for some tweaking up on that.  Get a dose of that MJ medicine in my veins, don't you think? lol.





Love you all! So much!!

Hi 50th_State_Believer2

This is a lovely quote from the Dalai Lama :
"Be a good human being,a warm-hearted affectionate person.That is my fundamental belief.Having a sense of caring,a feeling of compassion will bring happiness or peace of mind to oneself and automatically create a positive atmosphere."
I agree..
and.. Yes! also play Michael's wonderful and brilliant music to warm your heart as well..
We are so lucky to have been here the same time as this special man! L.O.V.E. x   :icon_e_wink:

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