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If you were to ask - I would say that life is good, I suppose. Other than the fact, that I can't cut loose from these strings that tie me to thoughts of you.If you were to ask - I would say that I'm ok, I suppose. Other than the fact, that I revisit the thought of you, every single day of my life.If you were to ask - I would say that I believe you are somewhere, waiting for just the right moment...to resurface. Other than the fact, that sadness is what really lingers between all the smiles and hopes that aren't very good at covering up..what I really feel.If you were to ask, Michael - I would say that the only reason why I try to believe you are not gone forever, is because I can't blow out that candle - it's the last flicker of something great....something no words can describe...no other being can similate...But if I were to ask you something...a favor, Michael...just one - it would be this: Tell Me What to Do...because nothing is working...I am floating between two worlds...one that believes...and one that doesn't...and I just can't seem to put both feet in just one place. It hurts to believe you are gone...but just the same - it hurts more to believe you are out there - because the world needs you back...doing what you always did so well...the best...you weren't meant to be behind the camera, Michael...no matter what others may say you have a talent for...So tell me what to do - when I can't see you but have to believe you are there. It is hell...Tell Me What to Do.
:cry: Beautiful. I really should not have read this thread today. I am already feeling kinda sad for other reasons and this is so touching it is about to break me all the way down. :cry: The question: where do broken hearts go? The answer: where ever love for Michael Jackson is. When ever I am down, I can always find some kind of peace and comradery with other people who share a love for Michael. Always.
Michael's "fans" really are truly in love with him. He exudes love and it's genuine. We know that and we have fallen in love with him as if he were our soul mate. We mourn for him, but we know he's not gone. Our hearts break because we don't know exactly where he is, what he's doing or if he's okay. It is a time for patience. A time to take a look at ourselves and to better ourselves. A time to care more for others. A time of growth and cleansing. Just like a lover who has gone away...to war to to another country for business, we keep our love alive hoping that he will be back soon. When he comes back, he will be coming back to the people who genuinely love him and will accept him as he will be. XXXOOO Michael 4 EVER.