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You haven't. lolol/
I'll tell you in August :lol:
My sincere apologies. I will not say another word about dates, time, info, clues, future, etc. I totally understand where you are coming from. No problem at all.Peace and love,TRP.S. Souza, can you please delete my "Pranksta Gangsta gives birth" thread? I don't want any trouble. Thanx.
Do you know or do you guess, TR?
Quote from: "heartphantom"Do you know or do you guess, TR?Do you really want to know heart?
I posted this on another thread but it answers your question I think.Ofcourse I hope I'm wrong.I've been quiet for some time now, meaning that I was not posting because I didn't feel I've got something important to add, although I'm here almost every single day to read and re-read, and visiting other blogs, sites, youtube and watching old taped tv-programms over and over again, because I felt maybe I was missing something important, something that I had overlooked. The postponing of the trial hit me, because now, again, we have to wait so much longer before we have the chance to learn more about new details, the hoax etc.And then came the tweets of Jermaine. Although I still believe Michael is alive, first I believed and expected that eventually, Michael would come back to us. I don't know, maybe I had the dream that we, the believers, would get a special treatment from him, for all the love and support he was getting from us during this difficult time. Maybe it's selfish, but as a supporter for over 30 yearts, that would be a dream come true!! But first and foremost, this is about Michael and his safety, his plans and his family, I DO understand that! I only was talking about my DREAM!This afternoon, I was watching the Schmuley tapes again and part 6 hit me hard!! Don't listen to Schmuley, listen to what Michael has said (listen to the first minute of the vid). Ánd think of it, he said this when he already had his first 2 children and BEFORE the horrible trial he would have to face in the years to come. What has this trial done to his spirit? Think of it.You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login[youtube:2p1e8zap]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JrJ0GAbKag[/youtube:2p1e8zap]I'm devastated, because (especially after Jermaine's tweets), I really don't think he is coming back. He left us the clues to let us know that he is okay, but the TII-announcement and the movie, was this his final goodbye? I REALLY REALLY don't hope so, I want to see his face again, his HAPPY face, because he has accomplished whatever he was after.Please Michael, forgive me my selfishness, I REALLY want you to be happy and okay, I just hope I will see you again in the future! Stay strong, I will try doing the same!
I personally don't believe there's going to be a bamsday, let alone a return at all. I joined this forum a little while ago with little to no expectations at all, but I HAVE learned lots...and if it's anything I've learned, it's to not mark my calendar. Last year I joined during the summer, and I waited it out with you guys, the first anniversary of his 'death', his birthday, all the way to Christmas. All the while, I had no expectation of him really returning. Not because I'm a negative person, but because I don't want to be let down when he didn't.