[...] :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: I love you so much Michael and I don't understand why you had to die, it's not fair 
Gina , help me understand ... fresse/
Are you convinced Michael is dead ? Since when?
What is this post ?
I am so stupid, I am the most stupid human being who ever walked on this earth crash/.
It's very frustrating. All people around me believe I am weird already for not letting go of him. "Aren't you over it yet?" Am I so smart and all the others are stupid or maybe the truth is exactly the opposite?
Some people are just being nice not to shout it in my face "woman you are stupid! he's gone!" I know they contain themselves but I know what they think. They all think I have a big problem. From the people I know directly only one believed that Michael might not be dead. Only one.
Everybody else believe he's dead. And they are probably right crash/
I don't know if I can make it to the end.
Gina, my dear, I love you so much, you know that! bearhug
Gina , pls don't say you're stupid. you're a brilliant girl! You have incredible wits and sense of humor!
Pls don't let others influence you or change your opinion about yourself.
Pls don't talk about MJ's hoax with people in your life that you clearly saw they can't understand.
The fact that they see you as stupid and crazy doesn't make them right.
You know things that they don't know! that's why they think you're crazy because they don't have the full understanding of the stuff that makes you a believer.
i think you're problem is that you don't trust yourself . You don't trust your hoax-knowledge that you have been accumulating from the years spent on hoax-sites.
You have to think like this:
There are 2 possibilities:
1. Michael is alive - so everyone who said or thought you to be stupid/crazy will realize how ignorant and arrogant they were! they will hate themselves for not trusting in you enough as to research the thing themselves and see with their eyes!
2. Michael is dead - murdered by TPTB - so everyone who said or thought you to be stupid/crazy will realize how ignorant and arrogant they were! At least you noticed something was wrong with the circumstances of his death, so wrong and so ambiguous that you were either entitled to believe he's alive or murdered!
So you see, Gina, in either case, you are not stupid nor crazy!
you just lack self-confidence. And that comes I believe, from people around you! and also you may need to concentrate more on the things that make you more a non-believer than a believer. make a list of the things that make you doubt of the hoax, and then investigate more on them! That's way you confirm to yourself what you can or cannot trust.
I am talking from my own experience.
I stopped talking about the hoax with people around me, long ago!
It was at the moment where I had realize that it's useless to talk to non-believers (on Internet) and with ignorant people (in real life) , people that are still very much manipulated by the media, people who are too much focused on their jobs and lives, people who are not willing to stop for a few minutes to think about what happens at a higher level in this world. people who are consumed by their daily routine , so consumed and blinded that they can't even conceive a thing such as a HOAX that is mainly created to liberate them from this robotic life that "they" are tying to tie us up to!
So I stopped trying with them.... their chance to see the truth will be only at the last moment, the BAM moment.
For now, I am happy that there are blessed places like this forum, for ex., where there are open-minded people , who look beyond their every-day life and who are fully AWAKEN! Being around people like these, gives me more energy, opens my eyes even wider, they influence me in a positive way.... I have discovered many interesting by myself, but it was on this forum , with TS posts and with so many interesting comments from all the members here, that I really started to connect the most important DOTS!
The other day you said you felt Michael is communicating with you through telepathy, maybe he is!
Gina you once said that you like this adventure because it's like living in 2 separate worlds: the real world and this escapism world of the hoax. Maybe the BAM moment will mean the unity of these 2 worlds...so never stop living in both of these 2 worlds, never stop believing in YOURSELF and in Michael! He's alive!!
