The Official Negativity Thread - Whine, Cry And Rant In Here

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Offline mjj4ever777

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Mjfan7...My heart aches for you, and I know from first hand experience,just how devastating living in constant "chaos" can be. Please, my beautiful little sister, know that none of what is happening is your fault! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and if you ever need to talk, please feel free to PM me, because talking with others can be great therapy. Stay strong and positive sweetie, as hard as things may seem right now, you have to Believe that YOUR Life, is not a reflection of your father's, or anyone's  for that matter.

YOU have to do whatever it takes to ensure that "your" life will be one of happiness and LOVE, and as hard as that may seem at the moment, you must NEVER lose sight of that! It is sad that your parents are not there for you, and that you have to witness, and live through all of their negativity, but you can't lose sight of what is really important here, YOU! Find whatever it is that makes you "feel" good, and nourish yourself sweetie...find that "positive" energy wherever you can, and "thrive" on that good energy. Whether it is Michael's music, talking with us, taking a hot bubble bath, reading...whatever it is that makes you feel good, DO IT!

This chapter in your life is just one of God's "life lessons", it is a test of your "Faith" and Belief in yourself. Right now you have a "choice". you can just give up, or you can fight for the LIFE you deserve! I know this is hard being only 15,... I had to grow up way before my time also, but I am telling you that you can change the course of your life...you are the "Captain" of your life, and as much as we need our parents for guidance, the truth is that the only one truly in control of our lives is our self!

Mjfan, I have been reading all of your posts, and I can feel your beautiful Heart and spirit...I can feel your strength, and I can feel your LOVE, so that is why I am telling you these things, because I know you are a "survivor", as am I. I have total Faith that if you put your Belief in LOVE and positivity, that you will not only survive this chapter of your Life, but that you will THRIVE, in the new Life that you create for yourself! I Believe in you, God Believes in you, Michael Believes in you...Do YOU Believe in YOU???

Please know that I LOVE You very much, and that you are a very important member of our Universal "Family"! I am here for you!
LIVE LOVE...BE LOVE, for We are ONE!!!
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Thanks everyone for your support. I kinda wish I didn't post that now :oops: because I feel like im being selfish, I know I have nothing to complain about because so many kids have it WAY worse then me, and I feel for them... but it's getting worse everyday and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to tell a mentor or anyone, because they'll probably call police. and I don't want to live in a foster home or something. I don't want my dad going to jail either, because of course I love him... just not when he's drunk or high, but I can't even remember the last time he wasn't on drugs. Maybe once every 2 months he's sober, I can't even tell anymore!  :evil: argue/

Dear MJFAN7 I just read what you told us about your situation.I'm sorry  :( ,Oh the words fail me right now  :cry: .My parents also divorced and my father had problems with alchool.I cannot say that I had a bad childwood,but the problems with my parents were still there  :( .To be honest with you my parents divorce still hunts me even today,it's something that I will never forget  :( .For one thing I'm very happy ,from all this sad story: that my father is ok now,he is CLEAN and doesen't drink anymore. Please ,please try to be strong!!! I know that words are not enough but I just want to say that I LOVE, you  :) that's all   :) !!!
« Last Edit: November 27, 2011, 03:55:02 AM by applehead250609 »

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I just want to say you guys have already done all you can to help me, by being there for me. I'm silly for never realizing that there was so many wonderful people here, you are all so caring and sweet. God Bless you all bearhug

Gina: Thank you, and believe me I pray a lot, and I go to church every Sunday, and I know that God is in control ♥ ;)

Mjj: Your advice and kindness has made me feel a whole lot better. Thank you sooo much ♥ & while my parents may not be there for me, you all are and so is my strong faith in God. Thank you again. bearhug

Applehead: I'm so sorry to hear what you have went through, but I'm glad your life is better now. Thank you so much for your support.

I will stay strong for you all, for Michael, and for myself of course. Thanks again ♥ You all may not realize, but all of you have made me feel 1000 times better, I feel so loved and cared about here, I can't thank you enough, really.


أملي هو فيكم.

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Oh man, this will be a long Thanksgiving weekend for me! My husband found a stray dog and neither of us have the heart to turn it away, so he's bringing it home in a few hours. I know nothing about this dog, if it has rabies, a disease, fleas, worms etc. and most importantly, i don't know if its dog aggressive. I have a dog so I'm a little worried. I hope it goes alright when he gets here, and I hope he doesn't use the bathroom in my house either lol. I'll have to spend over $100 to get his shots, vaccines, check up and have a doc look at his leg that has teeth marks in it. :(
My rant is not necessarily about taking care of this dog and its not about the money. My rant is about all the irresponsible, selfish, hateful, careless, inhuman people out there who treat animals like useless objects. I see so many strays and it kills me that I'm not able to find them all great homes. It shouldn't be my responsiblity to pick up your animals, spend money on them, go out of my way to find a good home for them. It is YOURS! If you can't take care of a dog DON'T GET ONE! And if you already have a dog and decide you don't want it ATLEAST TAKE IT TO A NO KILL SHELTER (although you should try to find a home for the animal yourself so your animal doesn't risk the chance of spending the rest of its life in a shelter).

This Thanksgiving, I am thankful for all of those who take care of the innocent, the weak and the helpless.
Happy Thanksgiving!
« Last Edit: November 23, 2011, 08:36:40 PM by TheMoonIsDancing »

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I'm a bit late, but I still really want to say happy Thanksgiving, everyone <333


I also want to share with you thoughts on to be thankful for all the good things you have received this year.
For those of you suffering tough times, please do not continue to suffer.

Challenges in life really are like our adventure in the hoax in many ways.

We're taken on an emotional rollercoaster that goes along ironically slow tracks of time.
Things that happen can either go really slowly or hit you really fast, but if you take them both equally with patience and perseverence, they will work out in your favor, rewarding you with knowledge, wisdom and even miracles.

That same feeling we get when we find a diamond of something new we discover in the rough (and so much rough) of the hoax?
We should feel the same way with every difficulty life throws at us.
Like MJ, these experiences happen to teach us something, so we appreciate - and be thankful for - whatever good we have, or whatever good we are about to receive.


Keep cherishing, and keep pushing past all the 'bad' parts so you can get to the good stuff...
so you will have more to cherish <3



bless you <3

my darling songbird,
where are you, dear?
are you gone and disappeared?
or are you warbling somewhere


where I cannot yet hear?

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Thanks everyone for your support. I kinda wish I didn't post that now :oops: because I feel like im being selfish, I know I have nothing to complain about because so many kids have it WAY worse then me, and I feel for them... but it's getting worse everyday and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to tell a mentor or anyone, because they'll probably call police. and I don't want to live in a foster home or something. I don't want my dad going to jail either, because of course I love him... just not when he's drunk or high, but I can't even remember the last time he wasn't on drugs. Maybe once every 2 months he's sober, I can't even tell anymore!  :evil: argue/

I feel profoundly sorry for your situation, MJFAN7. It tears my heart into million pieces :'(. To concede, I can in some way recognize myself regarding intoxicated and drugged up father :cry: :'(. It's hard for me to elaborately talk about what I really went through during my childhood. Not a single kid deserves such a anguished childhood :'(. I am only 18 years old, but have went through many demanding things in life. And I am very mature for my age.

You are more than welcome to send a PM to me. We could, if you wish, share our experiences and console each other. We have a lot of things in common! From the bottom of my heart, I hope you are feeling better today. I love you, MJFAN7!

Much L.O.V.E. and many hugs to you! bearhug
« Last Edit: November 27, 2011, 05:39:35 AM by BlackOrWhite »

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 Tired, frustrated, giving up,  breaking things, screaming,  crying,  death is nearer and nearer with every second and we don't know what's after or if there is some "after" ....and I'm afraid of that terrible moment when I'll have to say goodbye forever to the people I care for or they will have to say goodbye forever to me, not knowing if we'll meet again "after".



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I just want to say you guys have already done all you can to help me, by being there for me. I'm silly for never realizing that there was so many wonderful people here, you are all so caring and sweet. God Bless you all bearhug

Gina: Thank you, and believe me I pray a lot, and I go to church every Sunday, and I know that God is in control ♥ ;)

Mjj: Your advice and kindness has made me feel a whole lot better. Thank you sooo much ♥ & while my parents may not be there for me, you all are and so is my strong faith in God. Thank you again. bearhug

Applehead: I'm so sorry to hear what you have went through, but I'm glad your life is better now. Thank you so much for your support.

I will stay strong for you all, for Michael, and for myself of course. Thanks again ♥ You all may not realize, but all of you have made me feel 1000 times better, I feel so loved and cared about here, I can't thank you enough, really.

Sweetie, I wrote you a Pm.. Please read it and let me know if you need my help.. God is wonderful and he will protect you and so are your angels. God bless you..


I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy to be who I am.
Michael Jackson

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...let me bleed to death....

are you ok? It's a slightly worrying thing to say..

Offline katy (MJFAN7)

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BlackorWhite, thank you so much dear, I'll PM you. <3

...let me bleed to death....

Gina, are you okay? What's wrong?  :-\


أملي هو فيكم.

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My english is no much good    :cry:  ..so only little words for a lot of thoughts I have in my heart....     typing/     ...Thanks     bearhug    , I love immensely this hoax family, thanks to all for these moments....because are  pure joy..     

LOVE YOU  ALL...
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« Last Edit: November 29, 2011, 06:52:49 PM by blankie »
LOVE YOU MORE

Offline mjj4ever777

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...let me bleed to death....

Gina, you don't really mean that do you? You are much stronger then you give yourself credit for! I can see that after the outcome of Murray's sentencing today, that you have once again "lost Faith". I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave, that would erase all of your "Fears", but I can't. No one can. The only one who can change your life is YOU! You have to "want" a better life, and then you have to "create" that better life, for yourself and for your family. Michael can't do this for you. I know that you have deep feelings for Michael and you want to see him in the flesh so bad, but honestly Gina, Michael's return to the public eye, is not going to "magically" make your life all better. If you aren't happy in your life right now, it is going to remain unhappy when Michael returns. You may "think" that you'd be happier, and for a little while you may "feel" better, but once the novelty of his return has wore off, you will still have the same life you did, before his return, unless you make a change now.

You keep going back and forth believing one day that he is alive, then a couple days later, (or sometimes a couple of posts later), you are back to believing he is dead. As I have said before, you can't Believe in something only 50%, it has to be 100% in order to truly be Believing. You are driving yourself crazy with this "roller coaster" attitude, and it is impossible to have any Harmony in your life when you do this.  Your soul is begging with you to believe and have Faith in YOURSELF! I have a feeling that deep in your Heart, you know that Michael is alive, otherwise why would you be here on this forum? So the question you need to ask yourself is "Why can't I Believe in him being alive and stick that belief"? Listen to your "gut" feeling, whatever that may be, and stick with ONE belief, for your own peace of mind.

Please know Gina, that I am telling you this out of my LOVE for you. I know we don't know each other personally, but I truly LOVE everyone, because that is just who I am. I believe that we are all beings of LOVE and LIGHT, and that we are all an extension of GOD our creator, and our purpose here on Earth is to be LOVING and compassionate human beings. In order to live your life with LOVE and positivity, you must first learn to let go of all of your "Fears", and from reading your posts over the last couple of years, I think it is safe to say that you have a lot of FEAR in your life. Ask yourself what it is that you are afraid of and why you let that fear rule your life, then do something about it...Make that CHANGE! I know now you will probably say, "I can't", but the truth is YES YOU CAN! Fear is just an emotion that we ourselves have created in our minds, and because "WE" create that fear, we also have the power to "erase" it from our minds, and replace it with LOVE! Like the old saying goes. "There is nothing to fear, but fear itself".  If you are living in Fear, you aren't really "LIVING", you are just "existing". Believe me Gina, I use to be afraid of EVERYTHING, fear ruled my life, but I worked on myself, and today my life is Beautiful and full of LOVE.

In the end, the "choice" is up to you! You do have a "choice" Gina, and you do have all the answers you are searching for, you just have to search a little deeper within yourself and change the way you "think".
For your own health and happiness, I hope you take what I have said to Heart, and I hope that you finally make a decision, (MJ dead, or MJ alive), once and for all, and that you finally become a true "BELIEVER", one way or another. Do this for yourself Gina, because it is obvious that the way you are thinking right now is driving you crazy and you are only hurting yourself.

I LOVE YOU girl...Michael is ALIVE...You just need to BELIEVE!!!!
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This thread says "whine, cry and rant in here"
I came here today to cry. I hope I am not off topic.

 :'(

mjj4ever what happiness are you talking about?
Now I think it's obvious what my fear is - I am afraid that MJ is dead.
But now that you extended your post to other areas, like my life, other fears in my life, how I don't know to be happy in my life, I want to ask you - how can you be happy when the whole world is the way it is? I turn on the TV and it's the same  - drama happening everywhere. I go out on the street and I see a mother with her baby in her arms begging in the cold of the winter. I go to a supermaket and the begging kids ask for money. I stay in line to buy something and see old people counting every nickle because they don't have enough to buy food.

I see doctors making a business of their pledge. I see so many people dying of cancer while there are billions spent for research but the researchers don't find "anything" crash/.

Please tell me how can I go home and be happy????
Because for me I don't need much. I have a place to stay, I have a job, I have a great man as a husband, a great boy, I don't like to travel at all, I don't  have expensive habits or whatever, I am happy with little things.  I regret I didn't trust myself enough to become a doctor...that's my regret ....but that's all. It's not about my life, but life in general...
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This thread says "whine, cry and rant in here"
I came here today to cry. I hope I am not off topic.

 :'(

mjj4ever what happiness are you talking about?
Now I think it's obvious what my fear is - I am afraid that MJ is dead.
But now that you extended your post to other areas, like my life, other fears in my life, how I don't know to be happy in my life, I want to ask you - how can you be happy when the whole world is the way it is? I turn on the TV and it's the same  - drama happening everywhere. I go out on the street and I see a mother with her baby in her arms begging in the cold of the winter. I go to a supermaket and the begging kids ask for money. I stay in line to buy something and see old people counting every nickle because they don't have enough to buy food.

I see doctors making a business of their pledge. I see so many people dying of cancer while there are billions spent for research but the researchers don't find "anything" crash/.

Please tell me how can I go home and be happy????
Because for me I don't need much. I have a place to stay, I have a job, I have a great man as a husband, a great boy, I don't like to travel at all, I don't  have expensive habits or whatever, I am happy with little things.  I regret I didn't trust myself enough to become a doctor...that's my regret ....but that's all. It's not about my life, but life in general...

I really want to hug you  bearhug

(Im not gay!  suspicious//  :lol:)
« Last Edit: November 30, 2011, 10:51:14 AM by reveron1958 »

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 bearhug
hugs Gina.

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To all who feel a little low.
Everything is going to be OK. You are loved and you are needed and worth. You make this world a better place. People need you cause you matter.

Stay strong.
("Minkin güerveeeee")
Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

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I'm tired of all this...I just don't feel like dealing with this stuff today.  :(





*EDIT*


Okay....enough pity-party.


In the words of Elizabeth Taylor...

"Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick and pull yourself together"


...back to work  typing/
« Last Edit: December 01, 2011, 04:01:04 PM by Snoopy71 »

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It's time for ranting! I have both a major Math and Biology test tomorrow /pull hair/



....no, I prefer to see the bright side of it. The weekend is approaching
  /woohoo/  :mrgreen:


Much L.O.V.E. and many hugs to everybody bearhug

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(Im not gay!  suspicious//  :lol:)

I never thought you were :shock:

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I'm tired of all this...I just don't feel like dealing with this stuff today.  :(



:lol: What a cute doggie that is.  :mrgreen:

Offline all4loveandbelieve

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This thread says "whine, cry and rant in here"
I came here today to cry. I hope I am not off topic.

 :'(

mjj4ever what happiness are you talking about?
Now I think it's obvious what my fear is - I am afraid that MJ is dead.But now that you extended your post to other areas, like my life, other fears in my life, how I don't know to be happy in my life, I want to ask you - how can you be happy when the whole world is the way it is? I turn on the TV and it's the same  - drama happening everywhere. I go out on the street and I see a mother with her baby in her arms begging in the cold of the winter. I go to a supermaket and the begging kids ask for money. I stay in line to buy something and see old people counting every nickle because they don't have enough to buy food.

I see doctors making a business of their pledge. I see so many people dying of cancer while there are billions spent for research but the researchers don't find "anything" crash/.

Please tell me how can I go home and be happy????
Because for me I don't need much. I have a place to stay, I have a job, I have a great man as a husband, a great boy, I don't like to travel at all, I don't  have expensive habits or whatever, I am happy with little things.  I regret I didn't trust myself enough to become a doctor...that's my regret ....but that's all. It's not about my life, but life in general...

Gina, what you see is nothing new. Every part of the world we have starving homeless people, children whom are abused, without parents abandonned, starving.  You say you have a job husband and son, count your blessings, not too many people have that. If you want to see a better world, make a difference. Do something about it.. Stop complaining and do a fund raiser party, to raise money for cancer, I do that, my mom has lung cancer, and she has never smoked a cigarette in her life. I give to the homeless shelters, What I am trying to say, you do not need to be a millionaire like Michael to give, even a $1.00 will make someone happy for a cup of coffee, this will make a better world. Yes this thread is to vent, you vented, now act.. Like they say actions speaks louder than words.
By the way it is never to late to become a doctor if you really want to.. I am 51 yrs old, and I am going for my Ph.D... in psychology. Just to tell you follow your dreams.. Never give up.. and BELIEVE in yourself. Which I see you are lacking.. I know you will be defensive towards me, but I really don't care, I needed to say my peace. blessings.


I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy to be who I am.
Michael Jackson

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I didn't know where to post this, so since it's kind of a rant, I'll post it here.  Today I had my yearly physical and the doc asked if I ever had a colonoscopy and I told him no...because I don't like the idea of getting knocked out for a procedure and he said "The drug they use is the one that killed Michael Jackson".......and since he left himself wide open on that one I decided to educate him about the hoax and that he should mark my words and watch/wait for the BAM.  He just looked at me with that "YEeeeeeahhhhhhhh...okkkaayyyyyyy" look but that's okay....at least he heard something different than MJ is dead.

What I want to rant on is:  Is this now how Dr's are going to label Propophol....the one that killed MJ?  I guess in a way it keeps MJ's name out there but it sure give Propophol a bad name!   :?

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I didn't know where to post this, so since it's kind of a rant, I'll post it here.  Today I had my yearly physical and the doc asked if I ever had a colonoscopy and I told him no...because I don't like the idea of getting knocked out for a procedure and he said "The drug they use is the one that killed Michael Jackson".......and since he left himself wide open on that one I decided to educate him about the hoax and that he should mark my words and watch/wait for the BAM.  He just looked at me with that "YEeeeeeahhhhhhhh...okkkaayyyyyyy" look but that's okay....at least he heard something different than MJ is dead.

What I want to rant on is:  Is this now how Dr's are going to label Propophol....the one that killed MJ?  I guess in a way it keeps MJ's name out there but it sure give Propophol a bad name!   :?

Jesus, what a horrible joke (especially from a doctor)  :shock:

I hope your procedure goes well.... bearhug

My advice though; consider switching doctors! suspicious//

 

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