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...let me bleed to death....
This thread says "whine, cry and rant in here"I came here today to cry. I hope I am not off topic. mjj4ever what happiness are you talking about? Now I think it's obvious what my fear is - I am afraid that MJ is dead.But now that you extended your post to other areas, like my life, other fears in my life, how I don't know to be happy in my life, I want to ask you - how can you be happy when the whole world is the way it is? I turn on the TV and it's the same - drama happening everywhere. I go out on the street and I see a mother with her baby in her arms begging in the cold of the winter. I go to a supermaket and the begging kids ask for money. I stay in line to buy something and see old people counting every nickle because they don't have enough to buy food. I see doctors making a business of their pledge. I see so many people dying of cancer while there are billions spent for research but the researchers don't find "anything" crash/.Please tell me how can I go home and be happy? Because for me I don't need much. I have a place to stay, I have a job, I have a great man as a husband, a great boy, I don't like to travel at all, I don't have expensive habits or whatever, I am happy with little things. I regret I didn't trust myself enough to become a doctor...that's my regret ....but that's all. It's not about my life, but life in general...
(Im not gay! suspicious// :lol:)
I'm tired of all this...I just don't feel like dealing with this stuff today.
I didn't know where to post this, so since it's kind of a rant, I'll post it here. Today I had my yearly physical and the doc asked if I ever had a colonoscopy and I told him no...because I don't like the idea of getting knocked out for a procedure and he said "The drug they use is the one that killed Michael Jackson".......and since he left himself wide open on that one I decided to educate him about the hoax and that he should mark my words and watch/wait for the BAM. He just looked at me with that "YEeeeeeahhhhhhhh...okkkaayyyyyyy" look but that's okay....at least he heard something different than MJ is dead.What I want to rant on is: Is this now how Dr's are going to label Propophol....the one that killed MJ? I guess in a way it keeps MJ's name out there but it sure give Propophol a bad name! :?