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sjkafhjksdhfjkhjksdhjkfshdkjfhjksdfjksdi HATE my dad so much. he apparently makes so much money, but yet he never has any for his family because he spends all of it on himself for drugs. i dont eat lunch at school, because my mom cant afford it. i dont eat much for dinner either. thats why im underweight, and that causes me to get sick very often, then i miss school, and thats why my grades have been dropping which only makes my parents yell at me even more. almost every night my dad comes home drunk and all he does is yell in my face, even when I don't say anything to him. i wont even look at him. and most of the time i dont cry until he leaves, but even now im crying, and he doesnt care. i dont know why im writing this, but i trust you all, you guys are my family. i probably wont even post it, or ill end up erasing everything, but i just need to vent. :cry: :cry:
i HATE my dad so much. he apparently makes so much money, but yet he never has any for his family because he spends all of it on himself for drugs. i dont eat lunch at school, because my mom cant afford it. i dont eat much for dinner either. thats why im underweight, and that causes me to get sick very often, then i miss school, and thats why my grades have been dropping which only makes my parents yell at me even more. almost every night my dad comes home drunk and all he does is yell in my face, even when I don't say anything to him. i wont even look at him. and most of the time i dont cry until he leaves, but even now im crying, and he doesnt care. i dont know why im writing this, but i trust you all, you guys are my family. i probably wont even post it, or ill end up erasing everything, but i just need to vent. Thank you for sharing that with us and for trusting your Hoax family! It might be helpful for you to attend some AA meetings if you are able to...maybe your Mom can go too. Your father can't reason if he is drinking....he most likely has a Jekyl/Hyde personality. It must be overwhelming for you to try to do well in school while your home life is so turbulent. At this point you have to just take care of yourself....you can't fix your Dad or your Mom....but you can help yourself. Try to find a school counselor or therapist to talk to....it really does help. In the meantime, please vent as often as you need to!!! :::hugs::::
You are not allowed to view links. Register or Logini HATE my dad so much. he apparently makes so much money, but yet he never has any for his family because he spends all of it on himself for drugs. i dont eat lunch at school, because my mom cant afford it. i dont eat much for dinner either. thats why im underweight, and that causes me to get sick very often, then i miss school, and thats why my grades have been dropping which only makes my parents yell at me even more. almost every night my dad comes home drunk and all he does is yell in my face, even when I don't say anything to him. i wont even look at him. and most of the time i dont cry until he leaves, but even now im crying, and he doesnt care. i dont know why im writing this, but i trust you all, you guys are my family. i probably wont even post it, or ill end up erasing everything, but i just need to vent. Thank you for sharing that with us and for trusting your Hoax family! It might be helpful for you to attend some AA meetings if you are able to...maybe your Mom can go too. Your father can't reason if he is drinking....he most likely has a Jekyl/Hyde personality. It must be overwhelming for you to try to do well in school while your home life is so turbulent. At this point you have to just take care of yourself....you can't fix your Dad or your Mom....but you can help yourself. Try to find a school counselor or therapist to talk to....it really does help. In the meantime, please vent as often as you need to!!! :::hugs::::
i HATE my dad so much. he apparently makes so much money, but yet he never has any for his family because he spends all of it on himself for drugs. i dont eat lunch at school, because my mom cant afford it. i dont eat much for dinner either. thats why im underweight, and that causes me to get sick very often, then i miss school, and thats why my grades have been dropping which only makes my parents yell at me even more. almost every night my dad comes home drunk and all he does is yell in my face, even when I don't say anything to him. i wont even look at him. and most of the time i dont cry until he leaves, but even now im crying, and he doesnt care. i dont know why im writing this, but i trust you all, you guys are my family. i probably wont even post it, or ill end up erasing everything, but i just need to vent.
You are not allowed to view links. Register or Loginsjkafhjksdhfjkhjksdhjkfshdkjfhjksdfjksdi HATE my dad so much. he apparently makes so much money, but yet he never has any for his family because he spends all of it on himself for drugs. i dont eat lunch at school, because my mom cant afford it. i dont eat much for dinner either. thats why im underweight, and that causes me to get sick very often, then i miss school, and thats why my grades have been dropping which only makes my parents yell at me even more. almost every night my dad comes home drunk and all he does is yell in my face, even when I don't say anything to him. i wont even look at him. and most of the time i dont cry until he leaves, but even now im crying, and he doesnt care. i dont know why im writing this, but i trust you all, you guys are my family. i probably wont even post it, or ill end up erasing everything, but i just need to vent. :cry: :cry::cry:Hun, I wish I knew how to help you. Last time we spoke your dad was going for a rehab. Didn't it work for him? I am really so so sorry to hear that your situation didn't change. You are such a very sweet and pretty girl and you shouldn't have to go through all these. Did you try to talk to your dad and tell him how you feel and how he hurts you? Maybe it is better for him to know. Maybe you can try it when he is sober. But like the rest of the friends here wrote, you need to talk to someone professional about this, someone that you can trust and someone who can help you. This is too much for you to handle alone. And think about this. You are 15, right? Just in a couple of years, you will go to college, your life will change. So just hang on girl. Just a couple of years more. Try to eat and take care of yourself and think positive. Everything is going to be great for you because that is what you deserve and that is what you will receive. Believe in that.You can PM me anytime, you know that. My english is not that good but still I feel for you and I will try to do my best for you. I Love You sweety and I am so so sorry. Know that you are cared and loved here. Big big hugs for you. bearhug
@MJFAN7.....I've been thinking about your situation all day . Llike everyone else in your MJ family, I am really concerned. However, I got to thinking, that if you are 15 now, would you consider trying to get a small part time job.... maybe a couple of shifts after school or on the weekend? Here in Australia, there are a lot of jobs for checkout operators in retail for people aged 14 and up. The pay is minimal, but it would at least give you some money of your own as well as getting you out of the house and meeting and mixing with other people. One step outside of your present circumstances may be the very beginning to setting in motion a chain of events that will bring about the change that you so much deserve to have. I'm praying that God will make a way for you where there doesn't appear to be one. A big hug for you bearhug You are beautiful.