The Official Negativity Thread - Whine, Cry And Rant In Here

[Sarahli]

I was listening to Schubert's Serenade a while ago. It's heart braking!!! So I decided to turn MJ Beatz on and change the gloomy mood because I really don't like to be sad!!! I miss the laughter so much. You know what?  I'll go look for Bunny .....!!!!

I don't feel like people love and care for me

[BeTheChange]

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

[wishingstar]

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

And...if I may be so bold as to add to a poem of Mother Teresa's..........

If the world thinks you crazy for beLIEving,
beLIEve anyway


What a beautiful poem BTC.....I do hope it makes the minds full
of peace and hearts full of tranquility......thank you so much for posting it...
just beautiful!

Blessings Always

[emulik]

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

wow, that was amazing! thank you so much BeTheChange! 

[emulik]

And...if I may be so bold as to add to a poem of Mother Teresa's..........

If the world thinks you crazy for beLIEving,
beLIEve anyway

yes, believe anyway, sing "we are not alone, he is here with us,...."

Hugs to you Wishingstar bearhug

[diggyon]

Thank You BeTheChange for the great poem.
It's just sooo difficult to forget and forgive..That's not easy at all!!! We are all human and which human would easily forget and forgive as if nothing happened??? The more I forgive the more I feel sad because I try to hide my sad feelings as if nothing happened, then people continue to behave the same way!!! Forgiveness is considered as weakness and people never appreciate those who forgive!!

[PureLove]

You're really great PureLove. I guess i am getting to know you better now ! I guess we have so many things in common, which is very strange in my opinion!! I also don't have so many friends on that forum. But as you see we can loose friends so easily. Well, can you keep a secret? The husband of my cousin comes from Istambul, Turkey!! I bet you know that city very well. She spends the winter there and she loves the snow in Turkey. I wish I could visit your country one day.... big hugs sis.....and thank you for caring... I must say that I feel better already after reading you post!! God bless you...

Your cousin's husband is Turkish? Why is this a secret?  lolol/ Just kidding. : How can't I know Istanbul? The university I studied in was in Istanbul. I lived there for 5 years. It is the biggest and populous city of Turkey. It's like LA. I left Istanbul as soon as I graduated from university. I live on the south part of Turkey which is sunny and hot. Istanbul's cold weather and snow was definitely not for me. And where do you live? Why not, maybe one day you will come and visit me.  :mrgreen: Big hugs for you.  bearhug

[PureLove]

I was listening to Schubert's Serenade a while ago. It's heart braking!!! So I decided to turn MJ Beatz on and change the gloomy mood because I really don't like to be sad!!! I miss the laughter so much. You know what?  I'll go look for Bunny .....!!!!

I don't feel like people love and care for me

I know you do Sarahli sweets.  bearhug But guess what?!

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

Thank you for that beautiful and inspiring poem BTC. I wish I could be that strong to stand up every time I fall but I'm too tired. I haven't given up yet and I'm working on it and trying to be stronger person. Thank you so much to both of you Sarahli and BTC for being there for me and for Diggyon.

[skyways]

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

THAT IS AMAZING POEM,BeTheChange , thank you for sharing!@@ truly match your Name@@

[everlastinglove_MJ]

I do care. It's maybe because we care a lot for people and that is the reason why they use us and throw us away when they receive what they need. Sometimes I really wish to be a selfish person and think for myself only but I can not do that. I think others more than myself and this makes me hurt by others so often. I know the problem and wish I could change myself but I can not. I wish I could learn not to be heartbroken every time they hurt me but I couldn't learn it either. I'm too sensitive and thoughtful that instead of hurting someone else, I prefer to hurt myself. My poor soul died long ago and the worse part is my body started to die as well. I have vitiligo, asthma, hypothyroid, hypoglycemia, panic attacks and anxiety disorder and I have a tumor in my liver that can turn into cancer anytime.

Although I hate to feel alone, I tried to isolate myself from people because I don't want to get hurt no more. I have no strength for that, not mentally and not physically. I'm still trying to hang on. I don't feel like people love and care for me, not even on this forum. There's just one or two people who loves me here, I know that. And I know the reason. Because I write the things that most people do not have the courage to write on the forum. I'm too honest and write away what's on my mind. But after I saw people started to hate me, and blame me with the things that I've never done, I stopped posting on the forum. I rarely make posts because I do not want to hurt or offend anyone.

Wow, look at that. I never thought that I was going to write all these on this forum but I did. I think I needed to get it off my chest. I feel a little better now. Thank you Diggyon for sharing your pain here because if you haven't done that, I could never ever write my own problems here. Big hugs and love for you.

               bearhug     bearhug     bearhug     bearhug     bearhug      bearhug 

PureLove, please don't loose faith in people, caused by the persons who have hurted you. They are not worth it. Just stay the way you are and know that you are loved. LOVE you and lots of bearhug s



and LOVE to you too Diggyon    bearhug

[mrbigshot]

I feel self-absorbed in my inadequacies at times. I often stop to wonder how I can even allow myself get such cynical, but once despair consumes me, it strips me of all my ambition and I feel abysmal at times. like everything I do has no weight or bearing on it. As if I feel strangled by the burden of inferiority and helplessness. It's great to have music to have that sense of escapism, though.  I feel unappreciated, but then I realize that there are others who are deprived of the necessities in life that I often take for granted. I get it, we're all human, so we're supposed to have our moments of introspection wrapped up in our own cynicism, but It's not something i'm particularly fond of. I'm ranting of course, and this is merely an insignificant and rather unimportant issue that I'm battling, so i'll get over whatever negativity i'm trying to terminate at the moment, but every once in a while we always have those moments in which we stop and wonder where we're going in our lives. I don't need advice or reassurance and explanation. I'm simply narrating a small fraction of my life's simplistic problems that can easily be worked out if I don't let it take advantage of me.

actually to be completely honest I felt inspired by the first sentence I first fostered up so I decided to elaborate on that thought and see how poetic it turned out to be. hehe, im funny sometimes.  /toldya/

[MaryK]

I feel self-absorbed in my inadequacies at times. I often stop to wonder how I can even allow myself get such cynical, but once despair consumes me, it strips me of all my ambition and I feel abysmal at times. like everything I do has no weight or bearing on it. As if I feel strangled by the burden of inferiority and helplessness. It's great to have music to have that sense of escapism, though.  I feel unappreciated, but then I realize that there are others who are deprived of the necessities in life that I often take for granted. I get it, we're all human, so we're supposed to have our moments of introspection wrapped up in our own cynicism, but It's not something i'm particularly fond of. I'm ranting of course, and this is merely an insignificant and rather unimportant issue that I'm battling, so i'll get over whatever negativity i'm trying to terminate at the moment, but every once in a while we always have those moments in which we stop and wonder where we're going in our lives. I don't need advice or reassurance and explanation. I'm simply narrating a small fraction of my life's simplistic problems that can easily be worked out if I don't let it take advantage of me.

actually to be completely honest I felt inspired by the first sentence I first fostered up so I decided to elaborate on that thought and see how poetic it turned out to be. hehe, im funny sometimes.  /toldya/

That first sentence was grand.
I totally understand why you delved into that. 

[diggyon]

I was listening to Schubert's Serenade a while ago. It's heart braking!!! So I decided to turn MJ Beatz on and change the gloomy mood because I really don't like to be sad!!! I miss the laughter so much. You know what?  I'll go look for Bunny .....!!!!

I don't feel like people love and care for me

Thank you soo much Sarahli .... I really appreciate it soooo much!!!

[MJonmind]

First of all, to Wishingstar, PureLove, Diggyon, and SimPattyK, I do feel your heart-pain (I've been there.)
Though I'm not very good in showing affection, I want you to know how much I appreciate each of you, your personalities, your humor, your intelligence, your kindness, your being you that I've come to know over these months. Your beauty comes through loud and clear, and I can't tell you how often I sit and smile or tear up, after reading one of your posts!





I hope I can help to make you smile!!


MrBigShot, I enjoy reading your rants—rather poetic they are--just keep on talking it all out till you feel better. typing/

Isn’t it amazing that once you start speaking or writing, you’re amazed at what actually comes out, and one thing leads to another, and by the time you’re finished you look at it, and say wow, did I write that?  That’s why it’s so important to just start sharing!  There’s all this unspoken emotion in our hearts, all jumbled, but once you start taking out each one and defining it, the way you actually feel becomes clearer, and you feel more at peace with yourself!  So I've made 4561 posts, and each one has been a surprise to me, pulling up from inside me, or is a response to others, or digging up some info I learned.  That's why I believe the internet and forums like this has been such a miraculous God-send healing for people to openly/freely share their thoughts and knowledge with others without fear, that one might have face to face.

Gina, I spent a little time just now on the site you posted, on MJ, women and sex. I've read it pretty much all before. :oops: It reminded me of Bec's post recently on another thread.

Bec
This has always been my impression of MJ as well. Religion, race, gender, and style; he transcends all social dividing lines. In addition, he is able to represent all nations and countries and political persuasions. MJ is a collage of cultural identities. Thanks to the gay rumors, funnily enough, he is even able to cross sexual identity boundaries. No group or classification of persons can lay sole claim to MJ as their homeboy.

Everyone on this earth can identify in some way with MJ, which makes him unlike any other human being on the planet, current or historical, and puts him in a unique position of influence. You can't even say that about Jesus Christ.

I responded

I 100% agree with you, and he’s black and/or white!  Representing all skin colors!
 I’ve said before, MJ could/should be the intergalactic representative.

But I'd like to add now that somehow he's come through this over-sexualized childhood-- understanding children, women and men in a deeply profound way almost like a doctor or counselor.  Jesus comes across to me as almost non-sexual (although he was accused of eating and drinking with sinners, whatever that all included), but MJ is so very complete in his love, tenderness, and understanding. And we have come to trust him implicitly after we and the world have examined him in the 2005 trial and this death hoax so intimately, perhaps more than ANY human has ever been examined before, and he has emerged so fully pure in heart (hoaxing and pranking aside).

[xxmjxx]

To all here...but especially to diggyon and PureLove:

Mother Teresa's Anyway Poem

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;......There were never more truer words spoken...xxxxx
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

With L.O.V.E. always.

.........There were never more truer words spoken...xxxxx