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Welcome! => Messages to Michael => Topic started by: 50th_State_Believer2 on May 17, 2012, 11:01:53 AM

Title: How Badly
Post by: 50th_State_Believer2 on May 17, 2012, 11:01:53 AM

When I think about time...in the form of thoughts of you ~~ I could have touched the stars by now.
When I think about hopes...in the form of being a "Believer" ~~ My soul carries them, down to the core of the earth.

How Badly...do I wish you were reading these words right now?
Oh...all of your lyrics from all of your songs ever written...could never come close...to the desire.

I try to see beyond the bad days...and remember the good ones...and reach out to better moments..
But even in the presence of strength, I can hear the tapping of my shattered heart - a sound that never ceases to remind me..
That you are STILL gone. STILL missed. STILL felt.  STILL somewhere ~~ but not here. 

How Badly...do I wish you were almost through with your great plan...almost ready...almost signaling for that curtain call?
Oh...the number of people, all around the world...who know your name - does not even come close...to the desire.

A gentle piano tinkles melodies...recreating your soft gentle smile in my mind...
And How Badly I need to know...that you are quietly comprehending...that you have never..ever..left our thoughts Michael...
If anything is eternal - let it be our arms - still stretched out...still waiting...still needing...

And as the planet continues to circle upon its axis...
How Badly I wish...this waiting is not in vain.
Perhaps this desire, is not the point - to many others here...
But that is all I have, that I can offer.
No answers...no grandeur movements in your name...no pieces to solve the puzzle.
Only the tapping of my shattered heart...

How Badly I wish ...it was enough...
To bring you back.

Title: Re: How Badly
Post by: wishingstar on May 17, 2012, 11:09:56 AM

Beautifully written...thank you for sharing a piece of your heart. 
Have a wonderful day and many blessings to you always!
LOVE

Title: Re: How Badly
Post by: everlastinglove_MJ on May 17, 2012, 11:16:56 AM

A beautiful heartfelt written poem 50th_State_Believer :) Thank you for sharing.

with faith & LOVE

Title: Re: How Badly
Post by: whatyourheartsays on June 11, 2012, 03:19:34 PM

this words go straight to my heart. thank you for sharing.