I just had an awful thought..
And i know this is gonna sound weird, but it's really just stunned me.
If Michael does come back. Then.. What's going to happen? To us.. To here?
I actually feel like this site has become part of my daily routine and if Michael comes back then that's just the end of it. Chances are I'll never get to meet him.. I'll never get to see him.. So that's it right? Game over..
There'll be no more Michael Jackson related things for me anymore. What if he never does anymore interviews, no more concerts, no more new music?
I actually have to have a 'daily dose' of MJ :lol: I mean.. Oh I don't but right now this has really just knocked me.
And what if he NEVER comes back? How are we ever going to know the truth? I honestly can't go on not knowing and I can't feel like this forever.
I'm only 16 and I'm starting to feel so depressed. I'd rather sit in and watch MJ videos then go out and socialize. I'm starting to give up on my goals.
I'm probably just having a bad day, week, month or whatever, cos there have been hardly any clues lately but I'm just feeling awful. I've always wanted to meet Michael, not in a crazy fan way, but just to tell him how much he means to me and hug him! I'd give anything for that to happen.
But right now I'm feeling so weird, it's awful. Please someone say something that'll cheer me up!?
IF he comes back, WE have or mickey back :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen: thats oke for me even if he wouldnt do nothing in public we got him back(if he comes back
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Dont give up your goals, i had that thought for a while also, that i didnt want to do something and stuff like that.
But be positive KEEP THE FAITH, go out do some fun stuff with your friends it will help(in my case) it will give you new energy.
I was like hmm i dont want to go out i wanna watch mj, but then i was like oke it can do no harm to go out, my cd's dont walk away
And even if mj would come back, i would still visit the forum, this place gave me comfort in the stressfull and hard emotional rollercoster(wrong spelling i know) times so, i cant not just leave that behind cause mj would be back.
Like it to much here
And remember to put your own health first, if you need a break please take it and come back when you are ready
KEEP THE FAITH
L.O.V.E
