Hi there,
I'm new to MJHD although I've been following it for a while... when MJ "died" I was in my car on my way back from the movie theatre where we watched Transformers. They said on the radio that Mike had been taken to the hospital and that there were rumors he had died. I nearly crashed my car. First thing I did when I was back home was check TMZ for news and when I went to the bedroom later, my boyfriend was watching CNN and he was crying. I was just numb, the words "MJ died" never really sunk in. I didn't believe it. I still don't, though I sometimes find myself thinking about the possibility that he may have actually died. I have learned so much about this wonderful person during the past months. However, there were so many things that made the whole "death" seem weird. One day I just googled "MJ faked his death" and I came across the old forum run by Amy but I never signed up for it, I just read it. I just couldn't take it if he was really dead. There seem to be so many odd things going on... I strongly believe that he is alive. I just miss him like crazy...
Sorry I haven't introduced myself earlier, I've just been lurking around. kinda stalkerish ;) It's great to see there are so many people who believe or know within their hearts that this beautiful person is actually still around. Everybody around here (my friends and family) think I'm crazy for believing and knowing deep within my heart that Michael is still there. Anyways...just wanted to say hey :)
Mel
