I hate that I care so much.. ha.. that hes has so much "control" over me.
But then I imagine my life without him, without his music, his influence... and I just cant. that would completely destroy me. I honestly wouldnt be the person I am today without Michael.
Thank you Michael. From the bottom of my heart.. thank you. 
<3
that is exactly how I feel too, almost like I want to get out of a painful relationship, but it's Michael, how could I? He was always there to cheer me up and whatever has happened should not take power over all the good times.
