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Michael,

It's been awhile, I know.  I just have been disheartened lately but I am still here.  It's been so hard. The ups and downs. Sometimes I just want to give up and let you go but when I'm about to, I just can't do it.  I need to know what really happened and I know I will never be at peace until I do. This has to be the most difficult thing I have ever dealt with. Not that I haven't had other sufferings but because of the not knowing, it's very hard.  People would probably say, "why do you care?"  Because I care about people, that's why. I care about suffering and injustice and discrimination and those who have to endure such things.  I care.  That's always been a blessing but also a curse. To feel others pain. I always wanted the best ending for you and I hope it is still to come. My mind can't comprehend that you were murdered. It just won't accept it. It can't be. This has to be a "dream", an illusion, a hoax. If it is, I will not be angry at you for doing it, even though it's been 7 months of hell,  because I know you would have to have a very good reason for it. I will support you, ok? If it isn't, I just don't know how long it's gonna take me to accept that.  I truly care about you, Michael and I always will. God loves you so much, always remember that.  Please come back soon.  Please!

All My Love,
Alive

I feel your words in my heart, Alive. I feel them as though they are my own. God bless you.

Thank you so much for that. God Bless you too.  :)

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Michael,

Missing you and your smile.  But I'm sure to see it again soon when you have the last laugh.

I Believe!     Get em' good MJ!  :)      Behind you 100%!

Love to you. You're the best :!:  :!:  :!:  :!:  :!:  :!:  :!:  (seven of course  :lol: )

Alive  ;)

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Michael,

"You know that place between sleeping and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always think of you."
Alive

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"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."

Love you Michael,
Alive

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Michael,

8 months without you......missing you......waiting........love you Michael!   :)

Alive

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Michael,

We're still here. We're still waiting. We're still missing you while you are away.

You are not alone. We are here with you. Peace and blessings to you many time over. Please come back soon. We love you more.

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michael,

I can't BELIEVE it's been a year since THIS all began.  you are missed so much.  IS IT ending? will we see YOUr beautiful smile again soon? all good things COME in time, right?
well, i must get BACK to reading the forums. so much to read these last few days. i hope this will SOON be over. it's exhausting! all this searching for clues. love to you MICHAEL and thank you for this adventure. you are amazing!  :)

love,
alive