Official back & Front thread

[mindseye]

Jacaranda... was this number mentioned in past threads?   SA 073164   07…3+4 …6+1 = 777

Front help!!! before I go number crazy again.  :icon_lol:

Dunno but i know what that number is.. it was on death pic. played with that too. I dropped the S sinse 'S' has been an extra before lol (pains), then googled it and got a page of a directory of intergers or something. didn't know what to make of that or do with that so left it alone !
I flunked maths big time  :icon_eek:

A073164       Quotients arising in A073162: A046992(n)/n if n is in A073162.
A073162    n is such that partial sum of Pi(k) from 1 to n is divisible by n

Lordy.  :suspect: I just fell into a rabbit hole or black hole.

#073164 color information... it's Blue. RGB:  7, 49, 100  That's simple enough.  :icon_geek:

[jam4truth]

Enoch and Genesis himself mentioned that the sons of God descended from heaven to procreate with the daughters of men (Gen. 6: 1 - 2), and Enoch called these children of God "the guards of the sky", because the mission is monitoring the human being and protect it, however, a group of these Angels they decided one day to descend to Earth to fornicate with the daughters of men and beget a new species on the earth new race of giants.

Book of Enoch

so who were those sons of God?

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A profound summary. Hope that helps!

[PureLove]

Hello my MJ family,

This is going to be one of my last posts or most probably the last one on this forum and I hope some of you read it before it’s getting deleted. I wanted to write on this thread as the admin attacked me here multpile times and tried to insult me on this thread.

As you see I was silenced just because I ignored admin’s fighting request as she kept the same attitude in the PM too.I also do not find ethical to talk about a person after you silence her but oh well… this is souza we’re talking about.

For the past 3,5 years I’ve been on this forum and I’m expecting some of you to know about me a little. I’ve always been sincere and honest on this forum and I’ve always spoken my mind out. What is in my heart and mind is also in my tongue. Although this might have hurt some of you, I prefer to say it in your face instead of talking behind your back. I’m a nice and caring person as long as others behave me the same way I do.

What I can not stand in this life is, liar hypocrite people with unfair behaviours. And unfortunately I had to experience all of these on this forum, and especially by the admin of this forum. Not only towards me but also towards many other good investigators. There’re strict rules on this forum and these are;

-Obey Souza and agree whatever she says, the same goes with bec because they’re best friends.
-Kiss Souza’s ass as much as you can if you want to stay on the forum, do not keep on disagreeing with her and of course with her stablemate if you don’t want to become a target of her.
-Don’t forget that you are just a guest here and your house owner can throw you out whenever she wants.

Seriously? What are we? Just slaves that need to write what pleases Souza? Who is going to stop her when she keeps on bitching at the members? Noone. Well, I am so against this oppressive dictatorship where people are silenced so easily if they don’t please the admin and the admin says and does whatever she wants to members.

The last issue created by souza was the last drop for me. The sad part is, all the humiliation and bitching towards me were done behind a “I like her and I care about her” mask. It wasn’t so hard to see the hypocrisy and true colors behind the mask tho. I hope I can pull out the mask for some of you to see the reality and why I’m leaving the forum.

I was labelled as a crazy stalker, a manipulator, a hypocrite, a jealous bitch, a rude and a selfish person who thinks of herself only and so on. If you are an old member of the forum, you must have read my posts and witnessed how much I care about others. Even if you don’t, even if nobody knows me, God knows me and He knows my heart. He knows that I think of others before I think about myself. So, I’m so confident as I know myself so well.

About souza’s ‘being a jealous bitch’ words, I know why she wrote it. Yes, I asked Front to answer my and other people’s questions too instead of answering bec and souza’s posts but this had nothing to do with being jealous of those but it had a lot to do with being fair. Then I re-read his posts and saw that he answered and wrote back to others including me, not as much as he did to bec and souza but he did, so I deleted my post about it because that would be an unfair behaviour of mine if I kept that post. I also asked him once if he could use simpler words for everyone on the forum to understand what he was talking about. This request of mine was not for myself only but for all the non-native english speakers. I did knew that people were having a hard time in understanding his posts. Front wrote “Do you want Front to cha_ge?” So, I got that he did not want to change his writing style and words which is understandable. But I must admit that some of the non-native english speakers like me felt left out because we couldn’t understand some of his posts. But I preferred to focus on the bigger message and that made me understand Front. And maybe that was the reason why Front didn’t want to use simpler words because he knew we were going to understand him somehow and we did.

I am a 34 year old person and noone in my life tried to insult me like souza did. What a hate this is?! And I’m asking you guys what I had done to get all this insult?

Bec makes a post:

I love Michael in all forms of love. He's been a father, a brother, a friend and a lover to me.

 :icon_eek: :WTF:

I imagine what it would be like if I were reading page after page of forum posts written by people who never met me, saying stuff like this about me and I get the creepy crawlys. This is too much.

This is not a post to make me show like a bad person but when I make this post:

I really do not get some of the things. What change did you see in Front's persona? Do you expect him to make serious posts all the time? When he wants to show his appreciation and gives a flower to us, does it mean that he changes his persona? His persona changes when he shares a snippet and makes jokes too?  :WTF: Leave the man alone and let him write what he wants. There're no different personas behind Front. He is the one and only person posting according to his mood and according to the circumstances of the hoax.
 
Something is coming up, that's what I got from his post but also he wanted to change the subject about the love discussion. He did the best and did it at the right moment because it was going to turn into a nasty one again as some still do not know to respect other's point of views! Now we'll need to dig more about what Front was talking about.

It is making “others” look bad and makes me a jealous bitch? Is this fair treatment by the admin? I’m asking you these questions although I know that most of you can not write your honest opinion because you know that you will become the new target of the admin and will keep on getting attacks by her and finally will be silenced just like the way she did to me! And you know that I’m not the first investigator who was behaved like I’m a sick troll and not going to be the last! I also know that many will be agreeing and pating souza on the back for what she says and does to me but I also know that most of these praises are going to be written just to look good to the admin and because of the admin fear as noone wants to become a victim/target of the Red Queen. Souza became the most hated person in the hoax arena not only  for keeping the forum clean from trolls! She needs to look in the mirror first and start thinking about the unfair treatments she has done and her bitchy dictatorship attitude if her big ego allows her of course.

She thought that I was expecting a marriage with Michael but how funny to see her writing such a thing while she was looking so desperately for her secret ‘Bob’ who writes and sounds exactly like Front and so Michael! She is still the one who changed her profile picture to show how pretty she is to Front and to ‘Bob’! Well Souza, it looks like you are the one who is expecting a marriage at the end of the rainbow!

She also says that she doesn’t talk about people behind their back but it looks like she forgot what she wrote to me about Gema and Gina in PMs! It looks like souza was describing herself so perfectly with the words she used for me!

If this place was a home to me, I liked to stay in it because of you guys and Front/TS, not because of our home owner, not because I approve her rudeness and not because I like to see her defending her best friend but attacking others to save her ass. It would be a nice behaviour to be on your friend’s side as long as you behave equal and fair to all members and give them the credits when they are right against your friend.

To the Red Queen:

Go on and delete my post as you wouldn’t like others to read it and ban me to silence me forever on the forum! Now you can keep on bitching at me as much as you want which has no value for me. You can say that I’m Pure “Love”, Pure Hate, Pure Bitch, playing the sweet innocent victim and all sorts of insulting words which will show your level and personality. There is a very nice old saying in my country. ‘If the village is in the eye sight, you do not need to have a guide’.

And the Red Queen says: “Off with her head!”

END OF RANT

My sweet friends, I want you to know that I’ll missing you a lot and will be remembering you all in the rest of my life. I apologize from the bottom of my heart if I hurt any of you. I want to thank you for being my companions during this long bumpy ride. I’ll keep on following the adventure on different places but my heart is going to be with you guys. Believe it or not, I love you all more than you can imagine. Love, Hugs and Blessings to all.

P.S: Simm, I swear to God that I didn’t take that Elvis news from your FB page. I found it myself on the internet. Believe it or not my friend.

Front/TS:

I’ve always believed that you and TS is the same person. Forgive me if I’m wrong but I’ll write by thinking that you are the same person.

You might have pissed at me because of this post of mine. I’m sorry if I disappointed you. I tried to remain calm and nice but I can not stand when someone keeps on lying about me and try to show me like a bad person with her humiliating words. Actually I’m glad she did it on this thread too. I’m just hoping that you got to know me a little by my posts on the forum and by our PMs and believed my sincerity. As I wrote you in one of my PMs, I wish you started writing on a different public forum or blog because many good investigators and nice believers didn’t want to join this dictatorship forum and they also didn’t believe your authenticity because of the forum you chose to post. What’s Michael’s message doing on Souza’s forum, most thought because it didn’t take long for us to see her true colors. I know your reasons to choose this forum as you wrote to me but I just wish you were posting on a place where everyone was behaved nice and equal. By everyone, I’m not talking about the Media ASSociates or trojan horse jokeys for sure, but every nice and good investigator who became a member of this family! You will understand it better after I copy and paste one of the PMs I received from a believer and her thoughts about the ugliness going on lately especially.

I want you to know that I appreciate a LOT what you’ve been doing and I can not thank you enough for it. I love you and I have huge respect for you. I am truely sorry if I did something to hurt or disappoint you, that could never be my intent. I’ll try to follow your posts hopefully on another place. Know that I’m still with you and I’ll be there for Michael whatever it takes! Thank you and God bless.

Now here is the PM I mentioned before and by her permission I’m copying it here.

hey there!

You don't know me, but i've been watching silently what was going on with Front's thread... and I just wanna say, i agree with you 100%, and what - sorry, it's gonna be unpleasant
revelation for Souza, if she'd decide to read this DM, for she can, as an admin...

So, the only 'jealous nasty bitch' I can see here is Souza herself. I was trying to find something related to Front in that thread, but found only that 'vanity fair'... all  those girls behave like there is a competition who loves Front/MJ more and better... It's SO ridiculous. and Souza behaves as if she had a MONOPOLY to express her 'feelings' in front of Front, playing 'I'm a woman too!" card, being jealous when someone else is making a good point, better than her own.. she started that worshiping topic herself like 'you don't know how to love Mj the man!', like she knows, she climbs out of the skin to seem NICE AND SPECIAL,  and then someone - Bec - came and said straightly 'wtf is going on here??stop pretending being loving and sweet you all!' (and she was right!) -- Souza just echoed Bec's words as if it wasn't her who started making all that snotty and heartbreaking 'declarations of love' to Front, trying to to present herself as the most smart, deep and unique girl here.

Every two days she sets up another bitch fight, and then finds somebody else to blame. All this is SO OBVIOUS and SO disgusting! she give herself the right to be harsh and rude, but is somebody else would do the same, they are 'SPREADING NEGATIVITY' and should get their ass out of HER forum. even Front's yester post was full of negativity, but noone would tell him this, because he is SOMEONE. it's a hypocricy, you know. you were ABSOLUTELY RIGHT , telling what Front just wanted to change the subject and to stop this circus. I would also say, he did it intentionally, i mean he was rude for a purpose, for all those gals tell they know and love MJ and will accept him bad good and UGLY,  so he gave him a bit of 'ugliness', and what? Bec started her endless reflections about his identity and her hard feelings regarding his masks, and what THIS IS NOT THAT FRONT she is gonna love. QED, really. All this is a hypocrisy and vanity fair, seems it was Gina who told yesterday 'too much words, no actions'. She is right. They are just talking of love, but who did anything to prove it? they still don't sure if he is alive or not, leave alone to understand him...

So I support you and wanted to tell you : don't take their words close to heart, be yourself and don't give a shit about what Souza says. she is the most spoiled and egocentric person here and the most odd admin i've ever seen. really. she just uses her admin's power as the last resort, in that 'competition' and when she can't overcome the opponent intellectually.

because of all this i don't want to post here, i am just trying to gather some useful info related to Front and Back, but instead of that am forced to read all that bullshit.

sorry for such an emotional letter, this really pisses me off.

Stay strong, as Front usually says...

Hugs.

[MissG]

 :icon_eek: About little moi?

"She also says that she doesn’t talk about people behind their back but it looks like she forgot what she wrote to me about Gema and Gina in PMs! It looks like souza was describing herself so perfectly with the words she used for me!"

[SimPattyK]

WoW! :icon_eek: This is epic!  :icon_eek:

I would ignore this.... but I am mentioned too.

I would give my "2 cents" but this is so out of proportions, I don't want to make it bigger than it already is.
I am just at the point where I don't care anymore...

@Souza: if you want to address this and if you think my opinion is needed in here, then you have my permission to publish my private message that I sent you few days ago...

[Dontwalkaway]

Enoch and Genesis himself mentioned that the sons of God descended from heaven to procreate with the daughters of men (Gen. 6: 1 - 2), and Enoch called these children of God "the guards of the sky", because the mission is monitoring the human being and protect it, however, a group of these Angels they decided one day to descend to Earth to fornicate with the daughters of men and beget a new species on the earth new race of giants.

Book of Enoch

so who were those sons of God?

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A profound summary. Hope that helps!

Also, Gina and others.  If you're interested.  I posted a thread for the book of Enoch on the sister site Michael's Army Of Love.  There are also videos and discussion about the Nephilim, and the fallen angels and giants. 

Happy Reading     :icon_e_smile:       :icon_razz:

[MJonmind]

PureLove, I am very sad about your post and how you feel.  It totally reminds of when Serenitys_Dream and Souza had a big falling out.  I find that very intelligent people tend to be rather high strung and drama queens.  Now I could be wrong, but after SD left here, she went to .net and likely had similar issues there, soon left, to work more full time on her blog. I followed her blog because I really respected her knowledge and ability to put together her research in such an organized manner. She seemed to have nothing but troubles with people there as well, and now her site is pulled off and unavailable. A huge shame.  Now why is that?  Why can't she just go with the flow, be consistent, be calm, be in control of her emotions. I missed her so much on this forum, and I miss her blog as well.  I'm thinking why does she have to be so darn angry about everything and everybody...  Sheesh...

Now I see you, PureLove, going off the same way. Many of us here have given you our support, so it shouldn't matter if you simply disagree with Souza. If you were disrespecting members that's where she usually draws the line.  She runs this forum so that's that. You simply have to respect her if you want to stay here. Simple normal rules of life, the way the world works. I don't understand why you want to leave all the friendships here over this. To me this is not a good reason for you to dump everything. Please just calm down, give yourself some away time to relax. I love you, I love Souza, I love Bec, and everyone here. You are an important long-time contributing member here, that I've appreciated so much! I believe things can always be worked diplomatically between people of intelligence who have no evil personality with intent of malice.

Please reconsider!   :bearhug: 

[_Scream_]

PureLove wrote:

Front/TS:

I’ve always believed that you and TS is the same person. Forgive me if I’m wrong but I’ll write by thinking that you are the same person.

You might have pissed at me because of this post of mine. I’m sorry if I disappointed you. I tried to remain calm and nice but I can not stand when someone keeps on lying about me and try to show me like a bad person with her humiliating words. Actually I’m glad she did it on this thread too. I’m just hoping that you got to know me a little by my posts on the forum and by our PMs and believed my sincerity. As I wrote you in one of my PMs, I wish you started writing on a different public forum or blog because many good investigators and nice believers didn’t want to join this dictatorship forum and they also didn’t believe your authenticity because of the forum you chose to post. What’s Michael’s message doing on Souza’s forum, most thought because it didn’t take long for us to see her true colors. I know your reasons to choose this forum as you wrote to me but I just wish you were posting on a place where everyone was behaved nice and equal.

This means TS and/or Front actually reply to PM's and talk to people in private or at least talked to PureLove?

[~Souza~]

@Gema & Gina: really nothing I haven't said straight in your face in PM already last year when we had the drama between the two of you (Gema & Purelove).

@Sim: not necessary, I am not going there. Everyone can give his opinion, good or bad but I have made myself clear on this a few days ago.

@PureLove: You assume a lot. I am sorry my picture annoyed you, I wonder why anyone else's never annoyed you. FYI: I posted it for the simple reason that there were again rumors going on that I was not who I said I was. Seems like I'm not allowed to do things that other people do. I am truly sorry I am not ugly enough for you. I am also sorry you think I didn't care because I said you are acting like a jealous bitch. Apparently you assume it can't be both. Lastly, I discussed my decision with other people on here, and I can tell you that all of them are objective, some even temporarily banned in the past as well when they needed to cool down. They agreed and really not because they are ass kissers, quite the contrary. And may I remember you that I am not the first or only person on here you have had serious issues with, this is not an isolated incident. You keep ignoring requests to continue in pm, this time and previous times with other people you had problems with.

I am not going to ban you as you probably expect, you have been a valuable member for 2.5 years and I still think you can stay a member here, under the condition I mentioned earlier. You wrote your post out of anger and if someone here showed her true colors, it's you. I have never claimed to be a sweetheart. If you want to go, then go. Maybe Front will follow you after the drama in this thread. I don't care, I did what I think was right and I am still behind that decision. Anyone who doesn't agree with what I do or what I say, has ALWAYS been free to leave and start their own forum that they could manage their own way. But this is indeed my house. I work on this place at least 40 hours a week to keep it clean and nice for everyone, so if I see things going on I don't like, it's my right to say something about it and take precautions. Also, since Mo left, not many people were banned really, only those with a foul mouth or suspected disinformers/journalists. But that you probably never noticed, just like everyone else who has this intense hate towards me. I really have more important shit in real life going on that I worry about more, I can't really say that this makes me loose sleep.

Anyway, if you leave, it's your own decision. I can understand one angry rant. But you realize that if you decide not to leave, or come back later when you maybe start to see why I did what I did, that I am not going to take a hate post like this a second time. I really get your anger, I would have been pissed off too, but I would also realize later that I haven't been perfect either and that my emotions might have taken over at some point.

[~Souza~]

PureLove wrote:

Front/TS:

I’ve always believed that you and TS is the same person. Forgive me if I’m wrong but I’ll write by thinking that you are the same person.

You might have pissed at me because of this post of mine. I’m sorry if I disappointed you. I tried to remain calm and nice but I can not stand when someone keeps on lying about me and try to show me like a bad person with her humiliating words. Actually I’m glad she did it on this thread too. I’m just hoping that you got to know me a little by my posts on the forum and by our PMs and believed my sincerity. As I wrote you in one of my PMs, I wish you started writing on a different public forum or blog because many good investigators and nice believers didn’t want to join this dictatorship forum and they also didn’t believe your authenticity because of the forum you chose to post. What’s Michael’s message doing on Souza’s forum, most thought because it didn’t take long for us to see her true colors. I know your reasons to choose this forum as you wrote to me but I just wish you were posting on a place where everyone was behaved nice and equal.

This means TS and/or Front actually reply to PM's and talk to people in private or at least talked to PureLove?

TS replies sometimes, Front does not. Most likely because they are not one and the same.

[Andrea]

PureLove – I wish you wouldn’t leave, I’ve always appreciated your thoughts and I like you. 

Sometimes people disagree, it’s human nature.  We all have opinions and they’re all valid as we are all individuals with our own thoughts and feelings.  Everyone counts and is important.  We are also responsible for our own actions.

If Michael is posting on this forum he is doing so for a reason.  Souza does what she has to as an admin and she may not always agree with everything everyone says and doesn’t back down when it comes to speaking her mind.  Neither do you PureLove, same with several other members on the forum.  I like and respect both you and Souza, as well as everyone else here.  Souza does an amazing job as our admin and whatever differences you have with her should be put aside for the sake of the hoax, instead of escalated.  Whatever was said, it’s done now. It’s time to move forward.  I hope you’re feeling better now that you’ve got it off your chest. 

[MissG]

Souza, I don´t remember any drama between me and Gina (or u meant Purelove?) :icon_eek: or if it was "a drama" between us, I never took it that way anyway. I always liked Gina. I like people in general, in fact.

I will never understand this internet intense relations, eeww  :WTF:.
May be this situations won´t happen often if people would get a grip on real life and leave the virtual life on the side.

@Mjonmind, you hit the nail on the head. Same patterns turning like the "the world is against me" , "I am the right one and the rest are wrong" and of course too many emotions and ups and downs, all at the same time. Should feel exhausting 

Maybe PureLove would accept Souza´s offer using her same words as she posted once...something like; "in a family people argues..."


The most frustrating thing is that this situation has emerged from "who loves Michael the most" :icon_e_confused:

[MJonmind]

i started with 1988 and ended with 2009 since, as discussed elsewhere, it's 21 years and 21 is 777.
But, it is also 7671 days between the same date of each year, if you count the end day...or add one for simmering. thats also 2 7's
and a 6+1 = 7.
( i notice 76 was one of backs numbers and 71 was one of fronts..dunno where that fits in, or even if it does).

so i used 7671 days as a circumference ... the radius of that circle is... 1220.8775684579.. or rounded up, 1221. (if you calculate it using just 4 significant figures, instead of the 14 i've got there,  it comes out as 1221)

I haven't tried to go any further with it coz my last brain cell exploded at that point.  :icon_eek:  Thoughts??!!

*EDIT* yeah i just pushed it further... the area of that circle would be 4683000.  4+6+8+3 +0+0+0 = 21.

This is great thinking! Love it!


_Scream_

The Protocols portrays the Jewish people as "cackling villains from a Saturday matinee," as Jon Ronson put it in his documentary about Icke, David Icke, the Lizards and the Jews (2001). It was published in English in 1920 by The Dearborn Independent, Henry Ford's newspaper, becoming mixed up with conspiracy theories about anti-Christian Illuminati, international financiers, and the Rothschilds, a Jewish banking dynasty. After it was exposed that year as a hoax by The Times of London, Michael Barkun writes that it disappeared from mainstream discourse until interest in it was renewed by the American far right in the 1950s. Barkun argues that Icke's reference to it is the first of a number of instances of him moving dangerously close to antisemitism.

Precisely my point before in my post:

There's a lot of areas of history that so many don't want to touch, taboo and politically sacred topics.  But who set up the taboos in the first place--right--them!

'Ant-semitism' is a sacred power word of their creation for their protection, and it’s been very effective in silencing millions and creating fear. Many have gone to prison for this 'crime' of voicing other perspectives. Deep rabbit hole.

[~Souza~]

EXTREMELY deep rabbit hole.

[Andrea]

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