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I've actually losing a lot of so called "friends" I had for years, they call me crazy right now cause I can't feel joy and join them doing parties, etc. They all say, I have to move on with my life, cause Michael is dead I said "Goodbye" to those false friends and I'm really glad to have you all here to go through this rollercoaster-journey, sharing our hopes and deepest fears together. I think, I was dead, if i couldn't come here to this peaceful place, where I feel understood, cause we all love our Michael endlessly and unconditionally.Thanks to you all!
I really thank you for your comforting words <3But please understand, I'm not able to feel joy or have fun, cause I'm filled with emptyness and sadness, a life without knowing Michael breathing and laughing somewhere seems not to be worthwile any longer. I can't see any sense in doing party or going to the beach or anything else.And my opinion is, if he's really alive, he WILL come back, maybe not as entertainer and singer as we know him, but sure he would show up somewhere cause he would spend his life with his children. He won't stay in hiding forever. All I need to be happy again is the confirmation, that he lives and is feeling well, I won't ask for more.