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When ive had a bad day, or im really tired.. or any night really.... i hug my pillow and close my eyes and imagine Michael is with me.
Its not a sexual thing... i just imagine he is lying next to me and hugging me to sleep.

It feels so comforting.

I dont know whether i do this because of the grief i am feeling or what.

Am i the only one that does this?
Am i going slowly mad??

My avator picture is my favourite picture of Michael too.  xxxxx

He was gorgeous inside and out and i wish i had been his friend.  I would have been a true friend as im not materialistic and i would have been his friend for the person he is on the inside and nothing else.

 :oops:
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Always the Angel on My Shoulder

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MissG

I don´t do as you. What you do is very sweet. Hugs.
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("Minkin güerveeeee")
Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

Quote from: "Gema"
I don´t do as you. What you do is very sweet. Hugs.


Thankyou   ((hugs))...  in fact have a (((michael hug)))  They are very good! x
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MissG

I wish I knew how those felt  ;) maybe warm and calming? maybe protective?

A hug is always welcome :*

Thanks for the hugs.
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Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

That's very sweet...

Hugging my pillow is a sense of security for me. I also have a lot of teddy bears, so I cuddle with those.. I think of Michael all the time, but I can't think of him holding me... I usually just fall asleep, from being exhausted, or consumed in my endless thoughts.
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Quote from: "Miss.Peppers"
When ive had a bad day, or im really tired.. or any night really.... i hug my pillow and close my eyes and imagine Michael is with me.
Its not a sexual thing... i just imagine he is lying next to me and hugging me to sleep.

It feels so comforting.

I dont know whether i do this because of the grief i am feeling or what.

Am i the only one that does this?
Am i going slowly mad??

My avator picture is my favourite picture of Michael too.  xxxxx

He was gorgeous inside and out and i wish i had been his friend.  I would have been a true friend as im not materialistic and i would have been his friend for the person he is on the inside and nothing else.

 :oops:

I don't think you're going mad.  I think you do it out of love for Michael and it makes you feel maybe a little bit closer to him.  

I have a stuffed elephant I named "Michael."  My boyfriend bought it for me since he knows that I absolutely adore elephants and I kept him at the foot of my bed with other stuffed animals I have.  When Michael left in June I took to sleeping with the stuffed elephant.  I don't know why - I am 41- too old to sleep with toys, I think, but it makes me feel better.  I've cried so many tears for Michael while hugging this stuffed elephant.  I actually can't sleep with out it now.  You're not alone.  I fall asleep clutching my elephant wishing it could be Michael, like you with your pillow.  I think these acts are things we do to make ourselves feel better and I don't think there is anything wrong with it.  

Keep the faith, girl.  Michael will be back.  Believe.  

Hugs to you.
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MissG

I also sleep with a stuffed animal! a polar bear!  :D
His name is BEAR  :P
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Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

Quote from: "Gema"
I also sleep with a stuffed animal! a polar bear!  :D
His name is BEAR  :P

I always sleep with an "I love you" pillow in the shape of a heart! :D

I'm not doing what you do but it really sounds so sweet!
I do think really hard of michael when I'm scared or alone in the dark, in some sort of way I feel unbreakable when I think of him, like his major love will protect me
(does that sounds stupid? :oops: )
Everytime when I walk in the dark outside, I have michael singing in my ear, through my phone offcourse haha, but it's like he takes my fears away and I feel like no one can toutch me! It's a nice feeling, since I am really afraid of the dark cause of things happend to me in the past :)
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...............Whenever you need me, I'll be there................
......................................I love you..................................

Suzy

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I sleep with my dog,my Rattatoulle bear and a t shirt from my beloved Michael. :lol:
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MissG

Hehe, we all need some extra protection ;)

I also sleep with the rable lamp on  :oops:

Aaawwww, I need to overcome my fears!
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Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

MJLover1990

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I do what you do too, when I try to fall asleep and I'm on my side I imagine Michael laying next to me and hugging me or holding me until I fall asleep it's such a nice feeling :D
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Loes

Last thing I do before de light goes out is say goodbay to Michael's poster and sometimes I even kiss the poster ....  :oops:  :lol:
It gives me a very good feeling!!!

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I fall asleep  while listening Michael. I just put on my earphones and iPod and listen to him. When I wake up in the morning, first thing I hear is Michael, still singing in my earphones.
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yeah we all need to cling into something, june 26 I bought a flowerhorn fish and named it michael. I have never felt so empty for the past 20 years since I became an MJ fan but now I feel incomplete. :cry:
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By You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login at 2009-12-06

I always imagine Michael is with me too..holding me as I fall asleep..It is a comfort thing..Did you ever see City of Angels?? Where Nicolas Cage who plays the angel holds Meg Ryan at night until she falls asleep..I love that movie..x
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