Four years later, how do you feel?

[mrbigshot]

Well, evidently we have officially reached four years since the death (re-birth) of Michael Jackson. As the climactic events unfolded since that time, How have your thoughts, perceptions on the matter significantly impacted YOUR world since the announcement? For many of us, it came as a complete and utter shock. Now that we have reached the point in time in which we have four years to get this circus correct, as michael loosely put it, do you still believe we are going coming to our conclusion? or something of the sort. This is just a thread essentially expressing our thoughts and opinions regarding michael jackson's alleged death in general, how it has impacted your lives..(if at all) etc. Let us set aside all the investigative clues and take us back to that moment on this day (I think it was announced at 2pm actually) that michael had passed away, as only the media announced it followed by Jermaine.

[esfema]

My hopes of seeing him again he disappeared.
 But my love for him grows every day.
 He will not return, but I know he's alive! :moonwalk_: :michael-jackson:

[mrbigshot]

Oh and by the way,

Michael said See You In July, because This Is It.


This is an emphasizing point of contention!


if michael said it...

I think July is our month. for at least something monumental that will prove his physical existence on this earth and he will materialize.

[iamamjbeliever]

its strange nothing is going on today regarding his alleged death

[iLoveyoumore]

He will not return, but I know he's alive! :moonwalk_: :michael-jackson:

I used to think like this too. Then I realized he will come back.
He will come back in his own time.

I think July is our month. for at least something monumental that will prove his physical existence on this earth and he will materialize.

I think the trial has to end before the BAM. But yes, who knows.

its strange nothing is going on today regarding his alleged death

The day is not over yet.   :icon_e_biggrin:

[Faithad777]

In LA, it is only 12:19 pm. (Just after lunch).

[iamamjbeliever]

Fustrating isn't it :icon_rolleyes:

[jujubii]

I... feel very confused.


My heart goes "Chill, he's fine- alive and well."


But the nagging voice in my head (that powerfully affects my heart, too) is telling me...maybe not.
What with Paris' suicide-attempt (missing her dad way too much? understandable) recently, this AEG trial mes, all kinds of other stuff going on that I don't even care to learn details of...

The last time I felt confident was when Conrad Murray was being interviewed by Anderson Cooper- and what a strange interview that was.
I kept hearing Michael's voice coming from Conrad. Michael.
With some odd accent he put to his voice to disguise it. Michael.
Talking about the oddest things, breaking randomly into song, in that familiar soft voice....
Michael...


But now I'm just back into uncertainty when I remember his kids and how they're getting along in their own lives.
Somewhat clearly lacking Michael's presence.

All I want is to know the truth again, to remember, and to learn everything, starting from right now.
I don't want to feel that awful pain of doubt, or like I'm just a fool looking through rose-tinted glasses, ever again.
Especially with how the 1 or 2 people I've told that I believe MJ is alive thinks I'm absolutely crazy and stupid. (and..maybe I am.. x.x)


I'll never give up on Michael, but I'm afraid of being wrong again.


Does anyone else feel this way?

[bec]

I feel more confident then ever and I'm cautiously optimistic that we will have a bamsday.

I knew on day one, 6/25/09, you have to watch this guy (MJ) because things are not always what they seem with him and faking his death would be right up his alley. I wasn't convinced we had something here until 7/17/09 when I stumbled across mjhd.com and the ambulance pic and backing out footage. I hadn't seen any of that stuff until then. But put it together with my initial instincts on day one, the memorial I had already seen with the slide of Liberian Girl MJ behind the camera, the sister's strange comments about Family First and Fans second... and Marlon's weird MJ in disguise story ("you're right there, MJ, you're right there"----->Hatman/Blonde) and Paris's complete lack of real tears, and I was hooked. Come more Liberian Girl pics at the burial and it was hook-line-sinker--no going back.

I'm at a peacefully calm place. After each round of soul searching I become more n more at ease with this, to where I am today, which is very calm, very quietly confident. Nothing that happens can undo what has already been done, nor make me unsee that which I have already seen. 

If anyone had given me the inside scoop in the summer of 09 that we would still be here 4 years later I would have laughed them off the boards. And probably did. I was pretty sure we would have a Halloween bamsday that year. Show's how much I know. Show's how much I learned in 4 years about patience, perseverance, faith, and self confidence. If you "know" it's coming, it doesn't matter how long it takes. Just because the sun isn't up at 3:05 am doesn't mean it won't rise at dawn.

[hopi]

Still here... and will be here till "The end" when ever it may be.
Patience is a virtue and I've learned a lot since day one. I'm thankful for that and I would NEVER have missed it.

[ShyBleuEyes]

i am still here as well, and i am going to stay here as long the forum keeps up.
 four years, looking back it doesnt feel that long.
I am happy that i ran into this place, a place for me called a Home.

Love to you all. happy that i had the chance to meet you all here, you have becoming very precious to me.

<3 Shy

[hopeful10]

I have been here since July 09 and I WILL REMAIN HERE. Loving the great show that only Michael can bring to us. i LOVE this forum and every one here. :bearhug: :woohoo2: :icon_bounce:

[mattie]

Stil here..and wil be til the end.
My story how it started is almost the same as Bec.

I was sometimes frustrated that it tooke so long,and nothing on each Bamsday happened..But i learned to be patient.
Because i know for sure that nothing was what it seemed to be..so there must be a reason for that.
Now i am okay and see what happens. :icon_cool:

[diggyon]

I never thought I would be here for 4 years, because I'm not the kind of person who is obsessed with celebrities. Never thought I would collect all different kinds of information, compare photos, investigate, detect lies etc..... etc.... etc.....But the most important lesson I've learned so far is not to believe the media. I used to believe everything I hear on the radio or see on TV. After I joined the "course of life" I discovered a new world! May be graduation day is near, as the hoax might be ending seen, but I must say that what we have learned here so far in hoax land is lesson for life. I didn't know that MJ is a very good teacher! Those who have missed this experience have missed something huge! I consider myself very LuckY. Joining MJ's college is def a wonderful thing. Looking forward to graduation day

[blankie]

I feel closer and closer Michael and this great adventure give me so much positive energy  :icon_bounce:

After four years to be here every day in our Hoax family is for me a great joy and a great fortune.... UNITED IN L.O.V.E. as Michael want !!!  :icon_razz:

L.O.V.E. you all !!!


Excuse me for the off topic.... Souza the new forum is amazing !!!! :th_bravo: Thanks for your great job!!!!  :bearhug: