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Guilty.. Michael would not let an innocent go to prison because of him. This is something i will never believe.It was all a delusional imagination of mine. I don't care how this goes out, I don't care if for opening my mouth to say my opinion people will jump in my head again, I need to take it out of my soul now. I am exhausted, sad, consumed. I can't believe that what I feared for became reality. How can this be just an illusion? It's not. No one can joke with the justice of a country. No one. That's why I never enjoyed this, for me it was never about entertainment and only I know how much it hurts me. I care for him as I care for my brother and for me it was no game. I was a stupid vulnerable. I believed in "clues" and "informers" and everything.Yes, it is a burst for the moment, a consequence of these 2 years of sleepless nights and daily struggle of "what ifs" and "maybe he's alive". I cannot understand, I simply fail to understand why this all began, what was the gain of those who fed it?What I feel now ... I don't know how to say it. I simply look at all this and I have no words anymore.