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I'm listening to Earth Song while I write this, and I will be honest here, the song sometimes makes me cry. Not because I miss Michael, but because this song has been written on behalf of Mother Nature, as a cry for help, but it feels like no one is listening. I try so hard to "make that change", but I feel so powerless. My friends don't listen to me when I try to get them to be kind to other people, no matter what they did to them first. They think it's okay to, oh I don't know, throw a mandarin at someone (this actually has happened lolol/ ) because they were being annoying. They laugh at me for thinking that Michael isn't dead, even though the only proof they have is the media reporting it. They just say, "He's dead, get over it". I try to explain the hoax to them, but I guess that's when it's complexity comes in. They can't understand it unless they want to understand it. On the lighter side, I guess it shows how much I have changed, how much Michael has changed me. I clearly remember waking up early to watch the memorial service. I didn't know about the hoax back then, but I did write down the two 'possibilities' about what happened on 25/6/2009: either he really died, or he faked his death. I don't what I was thinking then, maybe I was in denial, but I'm so glad I didn't give up on the hope that he still might be alive. And then, oh happy day, I found this forum. If my friends won't believe what I say about MJ, then I know all the wonderful people here will.I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel we need Michael back to lead his Army of L.O.V.E. I still try to get my friends to be kind, and I won't give up on spreading the love, but I want Michael to come back to show us how it's done. Maybe then my friends will listen. Maybe then, EVERYONE will listen.