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I haven't been here in months, I definitely went through more ups and downs in my life since. I even stopped believing in the hoax cause of some brainwashing from someone, but I just have an open mind about whatever happens, and found myself joking about the hoax a few times recently to my mom when she brought him up, so I decided to come back here just to read.
Firstly welcome back..and I know what you're might be feeling. I was never a "fan" of MJ. I knew his music, danced to his music at nightclubs etc..but never was interested in "Him" other than what I read in the tabloids.At the moment, I am studying the stages of grief...the first stage DENIAL....now, for a long time I thought maybe these fans are stuck on the first stage and thats why they are here...But, take into account, that I am not a fan. What brought me here? I am not grieving.It was the weiderness and inconsistencies surrounding the death, that led me here. In other words, I am not in denial.I am someone who has thought something else is going on here. I believe he is still alive, but the world needs to think he is dead. Thats why so many things point to him being dead...otherwise, the whole point of this hoax would have been for nothing....Keep the faith. Regardless of what you believe, and what happens, please know that you are not alone..God bless