Well tomorrow is going to be the 2 year anniversary of Michael's 'death'. Can you believe it? 2 years! And let me tell you, it wasn't the easiest 2 years. There have been expectations, doubts, crushed moments etc. But the growing clues has helped us keep the faith right? Tomorrow might be one of those days where we get crushed because Michael didn't come back or it might be the best day of out lives, I'm not sure.
Whatever might happen we have to remember that it is all planned out and taken care of. We also have to remember not to have our hopes too high because then if Michael dosent come back tomorrow we'll be even more crushed. Last year I had my heart set on him coming back on June 25th and when he don't show, well let's just say I don't take dissapointment well.
So this year I have to keep in mind that there is a chance that he might not show up. Actually there is more chance that he will not show up then he will. There are only a few clues that we have as evidence that he might come back tomorrow. So I'm not expecting him to come back, at the most we'll get a few clues, however there is always a chance that I could be wrong and he does.
What I'm trying to say is that dont be disappointed if he dosent show up tommorow. We have plenty more possible BAM dates. No doubt it'll be painful for us but it won't be as painful if we weren't really expecting a BAM. If he does, though, that'll be the best don't you think?
What do you guys think? Do you think he might come back tomorrow or not? Whatever happened, don't forget that were a family and we just have to have faith in Michael. Everything will turn out the way its supposed to be. bearhug