This is not just an off day... I don't know what to think anymore.
As I started following TS I always believed 100% that Mike is still alive.
But, don't know why, since some time I've such a bad sensation..
I started thinking that it's not as it seems, and all the hoax thing is not real.
Maybe Mike is really gone and someone tried to bring our attention on an hoax that does not exist for real, and succeded in this.
Maybe he had been killed and we are concentrating on a fake death hoax and missing important things to discover who is responsible for his death.
Because, IF he's really dead, it's obvious to me that he had been killed. I don't eat all the drugs and "milk" stuffs.
There's one thing that I can't help thinking of these days: the Oprah interview with the children. I don't know if the chat will be really aired, but i ask myself: if Michael was still here, he really would have let this happen? I don't think so.
And now all the stuff about the new album, and the controversy about the voice. It's really Michael? Or is it a vocal double?
I don't get the meaning of this.. All this news are confusing me a lot. I've not so much faith as some time ago.
I stopped my research, I haven't followed TS since some time ago, and haven't followed any other 'insider'. I started thinking that so much has been said yet, and maybe we just have to wait and see if something happens.
I started cry again, thinking that maybe Michael is really gone. I didn't cried at this thought since ages. I didn't had this feeling since ages.
I come again here to find some confort, I really need it.
I read some recent posts and seems that not many people have lost their faith. I really hope to regain mine.
