I dont want to believe ...

[agathi]

I dont want to believe he is dead or that he is alive..i dont know what i want .,,i just need the truth..and i need so badly Michael Jackson back for my life died when i heard he is dead and i dont want to believe he is anywhere... :roll:  


please tell me he is alive..or that he is not dead i miss him so much :cry:  :?

[ER911]

The truth will soon come.  In the meantime, don't ever let Michael die in your heart.

[agathi]

there is no way Michael will ever die in my heart its just that it hurts so much to love him so much and missing him :cry:  :cry:

[RK]

agathi, we all have low days. Go back over all we have discovered since 25th last year. It works for me to revisit these things again. You will find faith begin to replace the confusion  you are feeling at the moment. Hugs to you sweetie.

[agathi]

thanks ,there are times that nothing help or make me miss him more... :? some times i feel i am getting paranoid and hysterical wish he could see us for a while. :cry:

[ladylee1979]

michael is in my thoughts everyday and one thing i do believe is i dont think hes coming back wether it be in death or life,hes been on my mind alot in the past 48hrs for some unknown reason so i listened to him i watched him and it all made me cry i just watched the michael jackson and bubbles untold story i kept it together right upto the end when latoya started to cry,im driving myself insane asking why the tv are still showing michael programmes asking myself whats the significance to all of this,have i been thinking of him then the sign is there on tv or was it the tv that sparked the thoughts all i know is i miss him dearly and cant imagine life or music without him,your not alone we are all here because we believe something isnt quite right keep your chin up

[Mj5StarChick]

Awww i know we will all know soon you cant give up yet alright
Here's a song for you friend
[youtube:1pnj4xsy]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUzYa-Wah6U[/youtube:1pnj4xsy]
Main Important Lyrics :
So Keep The Faith, Ow
Don't Let Nobody Take You Down,Brother
Just Keep Your Eyes On The Prize
And Your Feet Flat On The Ground
Keep The Faith, Baby, Yea
Because It's Just A Matter Of Time
You Can Be A Winner
If You Keep The Faith
Straighten Out Yourself
And Get Your Mind On Track
Dust Off Your Butt
And Get Your Self-Respect Back
You've Known Me Long Enough
To Know That I Don't Play
Take It Like You Want It
But You Got To Keep The Faith Gon'
Don't Let Nobody Take You Down
Just Keep Your Eyes On The Prize
And Get Your Feet Back On The Ground
Keep The Faith, Baby, Yea
Because It's Just A Matter Of Time
Before Your Confidence Will Win Out
But Till That Day I Said You've Got To Keep The Faith!

[ladylee1979]

orrrrrrrrrrrrrr thanx for that i put this song as my ringtone yesterday hehe i believe if i was givin up id think less and less butthe feelings become stronger with time not less,until i get closure