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Thank you all friends for sharing this very intimate feeling we all have been carrying inside of us..for over a year now.All this deep emotions, over one Man, most of us never even met in real life. Michael has got a strong hold on us and I do not believe he will ever let go. But, it is a reminder to each and everyone of us, that love really does connect us all, where ever and whom ever we may be.I say, Michael must have carried the biggest heart ever full of Love in the whole world, to summon such strong and enduring love from people from all around the world. The void Michael has left personally in my heart, when he suddenly disappeared , I do not see it ever closing. It is my prayer that God in his mercy will fill it soon in His Goodness and Wisdom,otherwise,I am afraid, ..... the hurt is so deep and the wound still so fresh, I have now been resigned myself to let it be which ever way it may choose to take me. I mean the Grip on my heart that Michael has is so strong, that , there is no logical explanation for it to happen.I mean, never even met the Man.What I continue to puzzle over is , why oh' why does the hurt and pain not lessen from day to day. Time is supposed to heal all wounds..Well, I am living witness, that it is increasing the pain that I feel even more from day to day. Never a day goes by that I do not think of Mike. Yes the tears have long been flowing but it does not seem at all they ever wash away the deep hurt in my heart and being.Especially when the doubts come knocking and it dawns on me like new, maybe, just maybe there will never be a day coming again, to countenance the blessed smile that has melted millions of hearts. That of one Michael Jackson. A true Angel on Earth, if ever there was one.!!. May God bless Michael, wherever he may be. And may God bless us with him..where ever we also be. NO matter what, we can still thank God for bringing us all together here to share our true feelings and our pain also, teaching us how to love, all because one Man in his life dared to show us real unconditional LOve. The Prince of Love..Michael J. Jackson.Love you Michael from the bottom of my heart. Peace.
I think that since you were not a fan of his before June 25th. Well, I think that you are using his death as a sort of diversion from your problems. Maybe it is a way to focus on something other than yourself and your problems. Sometimes really looking at a painful situation within our own selves can be a very excruciating thing to do. Maybe you can look at Michael situation and handle it much more better than you could ever handle your own prolems. My comment to you are not in any way meant to hurt or belittle your situation, because I know I have experienced it before. Plus fixation can also be a form of escapism. God Bless YOU !!