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I want the truth and yes I want Michael to be alive or discovered alive whether he is coming back full force or not. And being here on this forum among people who do not seem so inhibited by the grief, and can at least explore this in some agreement without killing each other is a huge therapy in itself. I have not been depressed since coming to this forum whereas on non BeLIEver forums I was dying inside. I have sad moments now about Michael but this friendship here on this forum is so dear to me and mending while exploring this mystery is like a breath of fresh air. I don't want to die in depths of sadness, I want to live in hope and friendship with like personalities.
Quote from: "nefari"I want the truth and yes I want Michael to be alive or discovered alive whether he is coming back full force or not. And being here on this forum among people who do not seem so inhibited by the grief, and can at least explore this in some agreement without killing each other is a huge therapy in itself. I have not been depressed since coming to this forum whereas on non BeLIEver forums I was dying inside. I have sad moments now about Michael but this friendship here on this forum is so dear to me and mending while exploring this mystery is like a breath of fresh air. I don't want to die in depths of sadness, I want to live in hope and friendship with like personalities. I agree with what all of you guys are saying but especially with this one! It's really hard to explain how I feel about this, but it's like I prefer to have hope than to except what the media tells us and be completely devastated and heartbroken. It's just a better feeling. But it's like no matter what I WANT to believe I know in my heart, I can't deny, that my heart is telling me there's much more to this than meets the eye, and Michael is alive. I guess only time will tell, but for now I very much enjoy being part of something that's much bigger than I am, I mean there's hundreds of thousands of fans all over the world that believe Michael is still alive, it may not seem like it, but trust me there are! And while it is sad to see the "non believers" and "believers" in the MJ community separating at the moment, hopefully soon that will end. I guess the biggest satisfaction I get is knowing that it's very possible Michael could still be alive! And that's what we all really want...It's better to be hopeful and think as if you're living out Michael's message than to be depressed and crying yourself to sleep thinking your hero is gone forever and there's nothing you can do about it. Too many things about this 'death' DO NOT add up, and I get satisfaction knowing that I'm one of the people that realizes this!Sorry about the lengthy post!! haha
(Sorry I posted this in the wrong section, I didn't know where to put it lol)POLL QUESTION: What self satisfaction in life do you get from beLIEving? How does it benefit your life?
I agree, that it's so good to be part of something big, world-wide that connect ordinary people with a love for someone who's been hated so much. I love the mental stimulation of the thinking you have to do. I have to see this to the end to witness good overcome evil. I want to see my gut feelings validated. I love the souls and emotions laid bare by people here. In ordinary life people are not that honest and live mostly surface lives. It's like the real me can come out.
My satisfaction comes from knowing that Michael will get the last laugh on the haters and those that destroyed his name. I really need that for him.
Quote from: "bec"My satisfaction comes from knowing that Michael will get the last laugh on the haters and those that destroyed his name. I really need that for him. Yes, Bec, I get you, too- that was one of the primary reasons why my heart was nearly smashed on June 25th until October, because it was just too unfair, too wrong that someone with such a beautiful, good soul who has never done anything but good for others- many, many, many others, should have his life ended this way..so soon an either by the evil bastards with souls full of greed and hate, or because of the addiction caused by the stress 'they' gave him..Just that pure injustice was too horrible- but I forgot how strong MJ is.. I forgot that he himself said that he is a warrior! He always has been..and I believe in him and his message with every fiber in me, because I know that he is one of those incredibly rare, precious people with not only the will and drive and soul to truly want to help "Heal the World", but also the ability to gain the support of thousands upon millions!
Quote from: "PinkTopaz"Quote from: "bec"My satisfaction comes from knowing that Michael will get the last laugh on the haters and those that destroyed his name. I really need that for him. Yes, Bec, I get you, too- that was one of the primary reasons why my heart was nearly smashed on June 25th until October, because it was just too unfair, too wrong that someone with such a beautiful, good soul who has never done anything but good for others- many, many, many others, should have his life ended this way..so soon an either by the evil bastards with souls full of greed and hate, or because of the addiction caused by the stress 'they' gave him..Just that pure injustice was too horrible- but I forgot how strong MJ is.. I forgot that he himself said that he is a warrior! He always has been..and I believe in him and his message with every fiber in me, because I know that he is one of those incredibly rare, precious people with not only the will and drive and soul to truly want to help "Heal the World", but also the ability to gain the support of thousands upon millions! YES! woop woop!
Quote from: "missdanipyt"Quote from: "PinkTopaz"Quote from: "bec"My satisfaction comes from knowing that Michael will get the last laugh on the haters and those that destroyed his name. I really need that for him. Yes, Bec, I get you, too- that was one of the primary reasons why my heart was nearly smashed on June 25th until October, because it was just too unfair, too wrong that someone with such a beautiful, good soul who has never done anything but good for others- many, many, many others, should have his life ended this way..so soon an either by the evil bastards with souls full of greed and hate, or because of the addiction caused by the stress 'they' gave him..Just that pure injustice was too horrible- but I forgot how strong MJ is.. I forgot that he himself said that he is a warrior! He always has been..and I believe in him and his message with every fiber in me, because I know that he is one of those incredibly rare, precious people with not only the will and drive and soul to truly want to help "Heal the World", but also the ability to gain the support of thousands upon millions! YES! woop woop! Wow, it's you again, Dani! Michael makes me feel empowered, hahaha! People tend to underestimate a man who presents himself as "shy", "vulnerable" or even just "soft-spoken"! But he's always been a fightah of L.O.V.E., haHA! ^O^ I wanted to say, I also get some self-satisfaction from the fact that the story isn't over yet, seeing as one of the most depressing comments I ever heard on a TV special about him around this time last year was: (while showing his gold "casket") "Now that the book of Life has closed on Michael Jackson," Well, it hasn't, and I really like knowing that there is still more to read in his incredible HIStory book!
