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I get the satisfaction of knowing I'm part of something bigger, that we aren't taking what's thrown at us and we're told to just accept. Whether or not MJ is indeed alive, I'm getting satisfaction out of our critical thinking and investigating what doesn't seem right.
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Quote from: "Lonelynation"I get the satisfaction of knowing I'm part of something bigger, that we aren't taking what's thrown at us and we're told to just accept. Whether or not MJ is indeed alive, I'm getting satisfaction out of our critical thinking and investigating what doesn't seem right.Oh ok. So you basically get the satisfaction of holding a really big secret, right? Like being exclusively apart of something that you know most people can't comprehend, therefore they can't apart of it. I love it when people trust me with secrets. Have you always felt like an outcast where you live?
That's not really what I meant. It's not a secret, it's just that some people are scared to go there, and really tell themselves 'hey something isn't right.' I understand that. It does sound kind of nutty to say Michael Jackson is alive. Just like how I roll my eyes when I hear people still going on about Elvis.And no I've never felt like an outcast where I live... I'm not sure what you mean by that or where you got that idea from.My satisfaction is moreso in myself. My satisfaction is that I didn't just ignore what I felt was wrong because it would be easier that way. I'm here, and trying to help find a truth, no matter what that truth may be.
I want the truth and yes I want Michael to be alive or discovered alive whether he is coming back full force or not. And being here on this forum among people who do not seem so inhibited by the grief, and can at least explore this in some agreement without killing each other is a huge therapy in itself. I have not been depressed since coming to this forum whereas on non BeLIEver forums I was dying inside. I have sad moments now about Michael but this friendship here on this forum is so dear to me and mending while exploring this mystery is like a breath of fresh air. I don't want to die in depths of sadness, I want to live in hope and friendship with like personalities.