Feel like I'm losing him all over again

[thepeacock2012]

I'm sitting here watching 20/20 and dateline....and the stories and Katerine just seem sooo real....I can't stay in hoax state of mind watchin this!!!.  Now I feel like we have failed him not looking for justice this past year and putting our energy into a hoax conspiracy...I'm sooo confused....something is soooo wrong with all of this...please help me digest all this.. :?

[ejay]

Oh im watching the 20/20 interviews and recording the dateline one, Wow..Karen Faye and Michael Bush are very convincing. They are both in tears. They've shown more emotion in the first 25 minutes than the family has throughout this entire year. Hmm :| I dont know what to think. Its all just so confusing and this interview is very damning to the hoax.

[OneLove]

I feel the same way. I'm watching 20/20 too. Their emotions look real.

[Mj5StarChick]

I'm watching also and it makes me wanna cry but I just can't mainly cause dese dang crickets in my ear lol but I just don't kno wat to say on today. I thought I could come out of today with my chin up smiling I promised myself I wouldn't dare cry. I broke both those but only because I see so much going on :cry: . I am still gonna b here after a year I'm just feeling happy yet so so sad . I miss him to much I hope he will come back I know he will :cry:

[missdanipyt]

First of all, this is EXACTLY why i DONT watch those 20/20 news story things haha. i dont need the extra stress and emotions and confusion.

second of all, guys maybe they're simply not in on the hoax!!! I mean isn't it only his family and people close to them that are in on it???

[LyricalMiracles]

I feel the same...  

[King_Michael]

Yeah I thought today was bamsday but was wrong Michael is gone  :cry:  :cry:

[suspicious mind]

if you need to cry go ahead . there is nothing that says emotions won't come no matter what.when your finished get up and shake it off and move on. even if in the end we turn out to be wrong it will be easier to let go a little at a time.if you need a break take one. all the jacket stuff is just for play we don't want anyone to really wind up in one  

[cin_pyt]

IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE YOU SUFFERING. REALLY I DIDN'T WATCH ANYTHING CUS SEEING ALL THAT AFFECTS YOU. PLUS THE MEDIA THEY'RE HYPING IT UP TO THE POINT WHERE IT HURTS THE FANS. REMEMBER THE STUFF IN THE MEDIA IS MADE TO IMPACT, TO LOSE FAITH IN PEOPLE, WE CAN'T BELIEVE EVERY SINGLE TV SPECIAL WAIT IT OUT AND IF HE NEVER COMES BACK WELL AT LEAST IF ALIVE HE'S LIVING A GOOD LIFE HE HAS THE MEANS TO DO SO AND IF NOT WELL REMEMBER HE'S NOT SUFFERING THE ONES SUFFERING ARE US THE LIVING JUST LOOK AT THIS WORLD HE IS RESTING NO ONE CAN HARM HIM.

[Hazzely]

First of all, this is EXACTLY why i DONT watch those 20/20 news story things haha. i dont need the extra stress and emotions and confusion.

second of all, guys maybe they're simply not in on the hoax!!! I mean isn't it only his family and people close to them that are in on it???

They have to be in the hoax since Karen said she did Michael's make-up when he "died".
So something weird is going on..

[karen-ishealive]

MJ's anniversary was always going to be really hard. It doesn't help when you have tabloids talking rubbish about him and documentary's on aswell about him but I still believe he is alive. I never expected he'd return on his anniversary and I don't have it in my head that he'll come back on a particular date. Don't put all your hopes on a return date just go with the flow and watch out for all the slip ups and clues. There's more proof he's alive than dead.

[paula-c]

In one year, I have not looked at the famlies crying ... Jermaine sorry, but dry your tears in one eye, now are these two, Karen Faye and Michael Bush crying before the cameras :geek:

[MJonmind]

Michael told Rivera he wanted to do film in the near future, with "surprises".
Arnie Klein slipped up and said Michael was a good "actor".
This Is It, and the Memorial won awards in the movie category.
Dancers and others in TII are still in their contract, and likely drawing salary.
Katherine said Paris loves acting and already had been a good actress!!
She said Prince likes the movie-making process.
Jermaine said This is It, but This is not really it, there's much more.

Tell why Karen Faye would not also be on salary for good acting, along with the rest of the crew and family.
I'm sure others could think of many more to add.

[missdanipyt]

Katherine said Prince likes the movie-making process.

She also said he likes the "behind-the-scenes" stuff

[suspicious mind]

geezz i hope this movie doesn't go on too long after my bedtime i might fall asleep and miss the ending. :lol: