You would make Michael so so so very sad and horrified, if he knew you would take your own life for his to return to the world. Please - I know what you mean - the intention, the love that you feel for wanting to give Michael another shot at a better life, to continue healthier, to finish his goals for the world - but you have to understand, if Michael were asked by God, "for your message to live throughout the future, to go down in history, for your music to continue changing the world, many of your fans would have to be killed off - is that okay with you?" Of course, Michael would shake his head strongly and say "NO! NO! NO! Not that way, never!" Michael would never advocate his fans dieing for him. And although there may have been a few that did kill themselves last year, Michael would NEVER EVER see that as any kind of courageous, loving way to show him that he is loved....
Please, pick up your heart - if you truly love MJ and truly want his life and time on earth to not be in vain, be strong and do something in his name - live your life the way you would want MJ to see you and smile that smile and say "HEY! I love you more!"
