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jacilovesmichael wrote:Ohhh come on everyone... we all know the minute Michael bams every single member that left will come running back. Why waste time on petty arguments that only feed our egos? Sorry to say, but this isn't about you. It's not about me either. The bigger picture is so much more important than who's right and wrong about the little details. Like Stephen King says you have to "kill your darlings" in order to get anywhere artistically and in life. Meaning - don't let those little things you hold so dear get in the way of what really matters in the long run. This isn't aimed at anyone inparticular. I just think at this point in the hoax, it's plain silly to leave and it's even more silly to blame it on someone else who is on the same level as you: only human.
Ohhh come on everyone... we all know the minute Michael bams every single member that left will come running back. Why waste time on petty arguments that only feed our egos? Sorry to say, but this isn't about you. It's not about me either. The bigger picture is so much more important than who's right and wrong about the little details. Like Stephen King says you have to "kill your darlings" in order to get anywhere artistically and in life. Meaning - don't let those little things you hold so dear get in the way of what really matters in the long run. This isn't aimed at anyone inparticular. I just think at this point in the hoax, it's plain silly to leave and it's even more silly to blame it on someone else who is on the same level as you: only human.
Well you all got your wishes. I'm gone. I hope you all find what you are looking for because we are not looking for the same thing. I cannot stay in a place where every post I make is torn to pieces or ignored all together, where the leader of this forum has her own vendetta against me and where a clique rules the roost. I refuse to be with an "IN" crowd!!!! I am me forever. Singular and me, unchanged by anyone. I want only Michael back and if not back then safe. I don't give a rats ass about the rest of the crap. I can investigate on my own. I can wait on my own. I have found nothing here but hurt and more hurt, tears and more tears. Keep your cliques. Keep your noses in the air. I was never good enough for you. Well I'm good enough for me.
backstager wrote:Because this "family"... is getting pretty disfunctional.What is going on..?
The time has come for me to say goodbye, I will miss many of you, and have been blessed to have been friends with some of you in private message even if for a short while, you know who you are, you are, and will always be my friends, thank you.I must stress very strongly 3 things before I continue:1. If I by writting this I anger,offend or hurt anyone, please forgive me, it is not my intention. My intention is to let you know some of the reasons why I have choosen to leave and to let you read for yourselfs if you choose what is contained on this website.2.Here is the website that found it's way to me late last night, I was not even aware it existed. You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login 3. By posting this website address, I am NOT saying Michael is guilty.The truth of the matter is, I was up very late last night, reading much of this blog site, after I was done reading alot of articles on the site, I suddendly realized I am right back to where I began with my thought about Michael before he died. I always said to anyone who asked me if they thought Michael was guitly my reply always was "I do not know if he did or not, only God knows that" after Michael died I jumped on the bandwagon it seemed everyone else was riding, the bandwagon of grief, and deep sorrow, after I had looked up online anything I could find about Michael, naturally I found a abundance of his interviews, and concert videos, then that all gave way to joining the hoax site, buying his old/new music, books about him. I started to feel sorry for him, and to some degree even as I write this I feel bad for him.
Certianly I feel the media can be evil in many ways, but we must admit, alot the bad choice Michael made brought trouble to his doorstep. Such as the most obvious of them, letting boys sleep in his bed with him. This is not normal no matter how you look at it, not matter how many loving excuses one might make as to why they feel it is normal. I am also certian that Michael did feel genuine love for the children that is indisputable.Other indisputable FACTS:1.Michael seemed to always travel on tour with boys, although I do remember some photos with a girl here or there usually they were the boy's sister, but he was usually sleeping with the boy.2.It would seem he did not trust women, or was not to fond of them.3.Emanuel Lewis was 26yrs old when he was around Michael, never knew that until last night.4.Michael had a hidden room in the closet of his room, I remember seeing photos of this room, was filled with photos of boys, if any were half naked as the press says I do not know, the photo I saw did not show any such thing. 5.Michael attested on the witness stand to owning the book that was held up, and the title read to him, of boys in various undress, I do remember him saying that fans would buy him these books of children.
I'm not even going to grace this with a reply. People can be so evil.Souza: ban this user please.
Seems to me there has been an attempt to bring this shit to our site lately with the posting of links to these type of biased blogs. This is what the media did to the public during the court hearing in 05. As the good book says...a double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
