i know theres already been alotta posts saying this same thing, but im just having so many mixed feelings right now...its been a whole year and i just dont know what 2 expect....i dnt wanna b selfish, but i miss u so much, Michael...ever since i could remember u have been a part of my life...im a better person cuz of u...i love u so much...more than words can say...whether u decide 2 BAM or not i just need 2 know ur safe...please please send some kind of sign or clue or something...i want nothing more than ur safety and happiness.......losing u was the worst experience of my life...although i do beLIEve ur still with us it hurts that ur gone...i miss u so much!!!!! Forever more i will love you more, Mikey!!!!!
