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I know it doesnt look good ,at all.I will never accept it but I am trying so hard to live with it.... I did not see any Murray supporters out there and no one from this forum either.I had a chat with a lady from California and she said that over here no one really believes he is alive...If you have time I will share something with you..today something very amazing happened and I still can`t believe it...It really started like 1,5 months ago when I was still working in Finland.I have always had this connection with Mike but this time I was something more...I felt like he is pushing me to somewhere else..even at work strange things started to happen..when I left my office and closed the doors after me ,my co workers said after I left, the doors where wide open..for three days straight...At home the lamps started twinkling and, stopped working properly..I took it as a sign ..At that moment I knew I had to leave..it was my time to go and be part of his life,how it was and what will happen.I had a good luck and got very cheap tickets to LA for me and my friend.We had only one month rent money and we didn`t honestly know where to stay after a month because we are broke ....I did not worry and still don`t because I believe that he got me this far for a reason and he will find the way to keep me here.Today I went to the court and after the hearing my friend wanted to leave..I didn`t..I said lets be here for more,I want to feel the energy here.Ten minutes later a lady came over and started chatting with us.We had a really nice conversation about Mike and she asked where we live and what we do in LA.We told her about our situation and she said....Mike got us together,I will help you girls.If you need help and a place to stay you are always welcome.As we chatted in her car it turned out that she was a model in the 80`s and so am I .I am trying so hard for it and it was so bizarre how we got to know eachother.She knows people from fashion industry..We saw her pictures when she was modeling for designers and magazines.We went to her home for a lunch and that house was amazing..It was just like a small copy of Neverland.She showed us her studio (she is an artist now)and there was this big door next to her studio.She said we can live over there .The moment I saw the room I started crying because it was just like Michaels bed with all the Disney stuff around ,big TV with his movies.It was just like a dream..The room looks amazing with secret places where you can have candies and cookies...She also does sculptures of Mike and my new room is full of his pictures and the energy over there ....omg it is amazing...With these 10 days in LA I met the Jackson family,went to Forest Lawn..and soon have an agency for modeling.I am so sure Michael has something to do with this ,it can`t be a coincidence...I just love him so much and feel so blessed to have him in my life ,even if it just spiritually.....I really feel there is a lot more to come...I will keep you updated
I know it doesnt look good ,at all.I will never accept it but I am trying so hard to live with it....