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Michael Jackson News / Re: 12/22/09 FBI files link

« on: December 22, 2009, 01:24:56 PM »

Middle name= JOE!!!!!

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Other Odd Things / Re: Please you have to read this!!! ASAP

« on: December 22, 2009, 02:18:31 AM »

I too have heard that he had a slight problem with certain races...

I guess it depends on where you get your info ?
Idk because I remember hearing things about how mad would be if he were to know of Lisa and Michae'ls union etc etc

So therefore I don't think he'd help Michael....
but who knows
since he is in fact the one that introduced Michael and Lisa Marie when she was ten...

I'm not really qualified to make judgements since I don't know too much about Elvis..

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Other Odd Things / Re: Please you have to read this!!! ASAP

« on: December 22, 2009, 01:45:11 AM »

I have to say that this video freaked me out.

How eerie.
Don't know what to make of it.

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The Jacksons ~ A Family Dynasty / Re: The Jack5ons: A Family Dynasty (Reality Mini-series Show)

« on: December 13, 2009, 11:08:51 PM »

well according to his twitter randy chose not to be a part of it right?

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Other Odd Things / Re: Something to consider

« on: December 13, 2009, 10:12:52 PM »

I've wondered this myself.
But I think that there has to be a bigger reason why we have ALL seen the same discrepancies in the death.  This is just too big to be a coincidence... the mere fact that we all at one point or another searched michael jackson and "hoax"...etc etc...

It's bigger than denial.

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Random MJ Talk / Re: I need help

« on: December 06, 2009, 09:08:36 PM »

I know.. I just don't know how to go about moving on... and what to do when those thoughts come back... idk..

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Random MJ Talk / Re: I need help

« on: December 06, 2009, 08:59:30 PM »

Hi there,I'm sorry you're feeling so down.  I am 43 now and believe me I have been there, all I can really say is that it feels like the most terrible time in the world and that it will never pass, but truly truly it does and before you know it.  I expect this is what your mother has said to you, actually she is right... Spend time with your friends and family, watch old movies and try not to eat too much ice cream...all things will pass...

you're probably right I know it will, but right now I'm stuck.  I feel like I'm stuck because I can't stop thinking about it, and worrying over it

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Random MJ Talk / I need help

« on: December 06, 2009, 08:52:12 PM »

I just want to say, first off, that I'm really really thankful for the people that I have met here on this website.  It's so diverse, but we all share one common interest/belief, and I think that that's really  nice.  I've posted on here before and have felt bad about maybe posting again.. I'm really not looking for any type of pity ..I really just want to get better.. so advice is appreciated.. but I'm not trying to sound dramatic.

The problem still revolves around the same issue that I posted last time.
The gist is that I lost my boyfriend.  I have had huge ups and downs ever since then.  I know the situation sounds dumb and that everyone goes through this, but I've been taking it especially hard so try to understand where I'm coming from.  Sometimes I'm okay, and I feel really happy and well-off, and other times I hit super low lows where I feel like I can't go on with the day.  I can't shake my feelings of guilt and regret.  I keep thinking that I wasn't good enough for him, and that I wasn't amazing enough.. and that he's just going to get with someone better.. and then that kills me.  everyone says it wasn't my fault, but I don't know how to accept that.  I really just want to move on but I'm having a hard time.  That's all I want.  I keep telling my mom that I need a therapist but she won't get me one so I'm kind of stuck on this rollercoaster.  It hurts not talking to him, because he was my best friend.. I honestly don't know what even happened.. he changed out of nowhere and he slipped away and there was nothing I could do to get him back or stop it... but now I feel like I should've tried harder or something

sorry about the length of this.. i'm kind of just venting
I just need advice on how to move on and look at the situation... any advice is appreciated.  thank you guys so much.

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Random MJ Talk / Re: How much longer?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

« on: December 04, 2009, 05:03:47 PM »

don't worry, I know how you feel.  I start to think forget what made me even become a believer in the first place, then i think that the reasons werent that convincing anyway... but something always brings me back... so I guess that means that I haven't lost hope completely, otherwise I wouldn't be here every day right?  All I know is there has to be a reason why all of us looking into the possibility of a hoax taking place.  And when I think about that, I feel better.  Personally I believe in the DEA theory-to me it seems like the only legitimate theory to make the hoax possible, so I suggest finding something that makes sense to you and sticking to that.  Don't give up just yet.

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Dr. Conrad Murray / Re: Alleged phone number

« on: November 26, 2009, 02:01:04 PM »

I believe he exists.  That is no surprise.  At first I was a little skeptical but after seeing him on the news in the courtroom that changed my mind.