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Other Odd Things / Re: WHO IS IT - Larry Shaw says IT'S HIM

« on: May 25, 2010, 05:01:40 AM »

This is not a true gauge for anything, but every time  I see a True picture of MJ I feel calm. I am looking, admiring, appreciating, etc

When I opened the page for the web-cam pic of ol' "Barry" I got instantly spooked. Tried to look again at it when someone had it pasted in their message, and again just  :?  spooked. I could not look for more than a few seconds.

MJ, never did that to me, even in pics where he was having a bad hair day, lol.

What that means to me, oh hell I don't know, maybe it's just 6 a.m and I haven't slept yet.lol

I do go   ?huh?   when people can wholeheartedly accept that MJ could pull of a massive-elaborate-intricate-brilliant hoax BUTTTT not have a few body doubles back him up  and go unseen.lol (and I seesaw on my own BD's opinion too)

Peace & Respect All !

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Info for new members / Re: The Slipup-list.

« on: May 25, 2010, 03:20:50 AM »

Hi There! I do not know what to say. Forgive me as my English is not good.  I am very very sad, still very sad about Michael's death.  I went thru a lot just to know what my heart wants for him.  Or God wants him to be.  I have been using much of my time since his 'passing' to find hope of his well-being coz I really want him to be alive.  My friends do not believe me and cannot understand my profound sadness.  They asked me what would I gain out of this (the time of wanting to know him being alive)?  He is Michael Jackson & u are just a fan.  Ultimately, even he's alive, he has to live his life.  Their point is I have to live my life till fullest.  Take one day at a time.  I understand their concerns and points.  However, I really do not understand what I want from MJ to be alived.  I can admit MJ has indeed touches my life througout my life at certain point of my own struggles and difficulties.  I feel very connected to him thru his songs & music & everything.  I know how one feels to get addicted to presciption drugs.  I had quitted my presciption drugs and then after MJ "died", I thought I could handle it by joing the Hoax discussions or even viewing all the MJ is alive theories, I was wrong, I got hit when I questioned the persons who made the vids, I was teased by my own friends and family member that they are thinking I am real nuts/crazy, I cannot talk to any of my friend, if even I talked abt MJ too much, they laughed in their heart and I know it.  All of that was okay.  Until I tried to talk to MJ in This is it web-page, I shared with him and just recently I shared with him I saw him in the Jackson 5 Dynasty, I thought just share.  When friends asked me where and now it had been removed, I cannot say I have passed message to TII feedback, I am not sure whether it was MJ or his management removed him, from that originally to be 9 mins clip reduced to 7mins plus clip.  I went back to TII and feedback again,  I felt very betrayed. I never betray him and I shared here because it is hoax page--it is relevant.  Then, I relapsed.  I took 3 heavy-duty sleeping pills to get high.  Then, I got hooked again.  I was so high and I went back to TII and I wrote something to MJ and then the next day I wrote to him and apologized because I really forget what I did, I have a vague memory but I am not sure when I woke up.  I want my life back.  A drug-free life.  I wanna MJ to know ur fans though many, please treasure each of them.  I do not expect u to know my whole life.  I do want my life back.  I love MJ.  I do not understand why u have to do this.

@Rabbitmj
I understand pain, I DO.Many people in here do. And MANY understand your pain relating to your connection with Micheal Jackson. But, taking pills, forgetting things you are have posting on other forums,and your patten of lost and frantic writing is beyond what someone can just share with strangers. It's hard to get the attention you need in a forum. PLEASE PLEASE FIND SOMEONE to speak too. IF YOUR FAMILY or Friends Don't hear you Find Someone who will. Insist on a life without PILLS numbing your pain. Pill one, two, three may not, BUT PILL FOUR will most likely kill you. They don't get you high, they take you down very very low into a FOREVER SLUMBER. There are to many other ways to cope! PLEASE find hope and help. USE Michael as a guide to what is pure and good in life. YOU want your life back??? TAKE IT!!!


Ok, on to the forum thread. This list is really good. I had not caught many of them before this. And, if you place them in  context of when,where, and who it really does paint a clearer picture of people who ARE NOT good at keeping secrets.
Some people are exceptional liars, but can not keep from telling Just Someone about something oh so GOOOOODDDD-for the life of them. Imagine what could be oh so goooood. LOL. (thanks for your work on this guys!)

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Introduce yourself / Crossed Eyed From Your Posts and LuV It

« on: May 25, 2010, 02:45:24 AM »

Hi all,

I have been reading the forum, head to toe, back and forth, and so on for months. I am cockeyed    and now able to hopefully join in the discussion.

I should say where I stand I suppose.

The day MJ died it DID not seem real. Not for Heart felt reasons. Just for reasons that stuck my in the stomach. Reasons that I have never been able to explain to others with 'just the right words'. I am "native" American and come from a long line of women that have a certain sense, and we follow that sense well before any facts you may give us. It may seem silly to others, but it has yet to steer us ME wrong in this misguided life.

Do I think it is a hoax?!I still don't know.  And, I say that with the honesty I find vital in uncovering and understanding things beyond the foggy mirrors created by media and others.  know that so much does not add up. I know that the MJ that I wore on those oversized button, on  my over sized jean jacket, was murdered years ago. (metaphorically of course). There are many things I have read on the forum that strike me, that make me sit back and say Son Of a Biscuit    They have a bulls-eye, "why doesn't anyone else get that" kind of point!

There are also things that make me go    Ah COme' on now, you're pushing some limits there buddy, Grabbing those straws.

In the end of every reading session I do above all respect each of you for your heart, your thoughts, and your opinions.
I hope to begin being a apart of that.

(I follow a few twitter accounts for the pure insanity and some eeriness...but still wish there was a list in the twitter section of the forum of the "Who are blatant fakes" and "Who are maybe this one or that ones" and finally "Who are the blatant fakes but so funny to read ones"

PEace&Repect