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Random MJ Talk / Re: I can't do this anymore guys

« on: November 25, 2009, 08:26:19 PM »

Life isnt a "precious gift" its a punishment, or a lesson to be learned. Dont be so down on yourself, you're already going through hell. No things don't really get better, if its anyhelp Mj has never really seemed to be an entirely happy person, he loved people the way we need to be loved and maybe hoping for someone as sweet as you and himself all he got was sht, people always hurt him, and if he didnt die, there were times he must have felt like it. And even if you dont ever meet mj, you are more mj than anyone whos met him because you feel his pain.

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Random MJ Talk / Re: The 10 minutes on the 25th thing

« on: November 25, 2009, 06:45:09 PM »

I was concerned about how my "family" would think of me too. But all in all, I was stupid and it hurts to know that, not that ignorance is bliss, it sucks when you begin to realize the mistakes you've made when they are so life altering. Esp when you are in a bad place because of your bad choices. and the people you've blown off are lost and irreplaceable. Like Mike.
Eah. Whatelse is new.

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Random MJ Talk / The 10 minutes on the 25th thing

« on: November 25, 2009, 05:55:09 PM »

On Michael Jackson's official website some fan started this thing where you meditate on MJS love  2pm pacific time the 25th of every month. I did it this month today.. and I feel empty as ever. It didn't feel like I was there with all these other people really. All it felt like was, sucky. Alone, and like it didn't help. I didnt feel really connected at all. Mj made me realise my ways were wrong but now that i know that I think about this kid I blew off that was an awesome kid, but I wouldn't date cuz he was black and I was white. Now I feel so crappy about the lost opportunities and junk and how stupid I used to be. I also feel that everytime someone awesome comes along some stupid part of me wont recognize it and just be superficial or judgemental. I feel at such a loss.

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HIStory / Re: New World Order

« on: November 25, 2009, 05:45:28 PM »

The "will me " lyrics are very similar to Garabage's Paranoid which goes;
"Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me

Bend me break me
Anyway you need me"


Just an observation. I know it has nothing to do with anything. Cept that Shirley Manson or him may be cross influencing eachother.

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Educate yourself: New World Order & Mind Control Videos / Re: You;ve got to see this

« on: November 24, 2009, 07:55:57 PM »

Wow, thanks missy thatsss creeepy.

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Introduce yourself / Happy Returns

« on: November 24, 2009, 07:49:15 PM »

...to everyone from the old board! This time I spelled Michael's name right whooo hoo!(shameful I know)..and an emphasis on "IS" present tense The new board looks great Mo and Souza!