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« on: December 15, 2012, 12:25:10 AM »
@bec...I would ask if that's directed at me...but I just don't give a f*ck
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« on: December 15, 2012, 12:05:31 AM »
I'll be here praying tomorrow as I have been with each shooting....each life ending way too soon...praying to a God that I sometimes struggle to understand, especially on days like today.
It was my older daughter's birthday today...the day started out just like any other, except there was 'excitement' in the air...it was going to be a special day. Before I even woke her up this morning...I sent hesouttamylife a pm, as I have for the past two years on this day, letting her know that her and her son...whose birthday would've/should've also been today....are in my thoughts and prayers. I thanked her for teaching me...probably without even knowing it....to cherish every single moment I have with my children, even on days when there's too much to do (like birthdays), even on 'trying' days...treasure it all.
Once the kids were off to school....the hustle and bustle of getting everything ready for a 7pm party tonight at our place for 25 people began. At some point in the late morning...while making a vegetable tray....the day completely changed, my world changed. There's been other shootings...horrific ones, we had one here in Toronto at a mall not too long ago, there's been Columbine, and so many others that I've lost count....not to mention the thousands of children that die each day all over the world and don't make any headlines. Yet, for some reason this one has affected me in ways I don't fully comprehend just yet. And not just me....the 'party' was very somber....not a typical party for a 14 year old girl. My brother pulled me aside shortly after he got here...and apologized for not 'being in the mood'. When I told him I didn't think anyone was....he told me that today was the first day in his 48 years of life that he's doubting the existence of God. That was the start to the party...
I honestly don't know how people are even thinking about anything other than what took place today....how people can even think about anything 'hoax' related. As a mom (and a teacher)...who was able to welcome her kids home today, safe from school....the mere thought of what those parents went through while waiting to hear whether or not their child was killed...or what they will be going through once the lifelong 'emptiness' kicks in....rips my heart into a million jagged pieces.
If this is the kind of world that our children have to look forward to....if this is the best we've got for them, then none of us have any business being here.
@Front...thanks for including Adam, also a victim of the 'village' that failed him.
With L.O.V.E. (and a very heavy heart)
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« on: December 14, 2012, 06:46:35 PM »
Today has been very humbling 
....suddenly a BAM date is the least of my concerns (Sorry Michael, but with your love of children I'm sure you'll understand)
I'm glad there are so many here trying to calculate and figure BAM out, because I just can't turn my mind to it right now. 
Whenever BAM occurs I'm sure it will be fine.
X 777 I can't get my 'head' in the game...no matter who's playing it. Just doesn't seem to matter really...not today. With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 13, 2012, 08:11:18 PM »
I am sure Michael must be smiling at all us trying to figure him out......it's the last thing he would, "allow", LOL.
I don't really have a date, but rather a general time in mind. I still hold fast to my belief that the Carolwood scene
was shot at a different time....of year. My general guess is that what we were privy to, was all done around the holidays,
hence the Christmas decor. In TII, he says "4 years to get it right"....4 years from when that was filmed perhaps......
even parts of TII, I think were done before.....including his ending moral-boosting speech. If that was filmed during
the 2008 holiday period, it would be sometime around the holiday period of 2012. Sometime when it's OK to have decor
out....it could be anytime from after Halloween to mid-January. Christmas is celebrated on different days....because of different
calendar times. It's really interesting to learn about......here's a basic Wiki about the date of Christmas in general:
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I don't think we could predict anything with Michael....he's not only invincible, but dang unpredictable!
If we do happen to stumble upon the correct date.....I am afraid he might choose to change the date, lol.....
I'll just wait.....and wait.....and wait.......pretty soon I'll be so dang virtuous, The Louver is going to have a dang statue
of me :icon_lol:
Blessings Always
PS> October 28th has always played in my mind as well....but dang, I try to avoid that one....another 10 months of this......I'd be
looney for sure!!!! (no offense anyone.....nothing but love for you all.....Michael, you'd be pushing it! :fresse:)
This is for you BTC......dog years, or heart palpitations.....I'll hold your hand.... or paw:
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Thanks Wish! :bearhug: You've always held my hand, or paw lol That paw came in hand-y :icon_lol: ![]() With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 13, 2012, 10:16:47 AM »
@Souza...great to see you here :icon_razz: Been wondering about you and hoping, as always, that life is treating you well. As it turns out, you may have been right on the money with some of your past theories...I'm hoping that you're wrong on this last one :icon_lol: Oct 28, 2013 sounds and feels like dog years away! :over-react-smiley:
On another note...thanks for your continued support and dedication to the forum (even though I experience heart palpitations lately whenever the forum goes down :icon_lol:). Having all those links on the main page is great!
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 12, 2012, 09:06:37 AM »
@mjj4ever....thanks for continuously sharing your beautiful self with us. Even in 'down' times, you always manage to find a silver lining and you always find your way back to LOVE. You've been a beacon of light to me and so many others here throughout this 'crazy' ride...and I LOVE YOU for that :icon_razz: I am sorry to hear about your mom...I know what it's like to have a parent struggling with physical health, and all the worry that goes with it. I'm also sorry to hear about your problems with your hubby...relationships are definitely NOT easy (to put it mildly lol). Tell Mr. Mjj4ever that he is one lucky dude to have you in his life....and that he should be thanking God daily for such a gift. I am here for you, and always will be, if you need an extra shoulder, ear, heart, brain lol....whatever you need, I'm here. Love you sis!
I just came across this vid and thought I'd share for those interested....I hadn't heard of this 'event' happening today:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=3boqddWaF1g#![/youtube]
Happy 12-12-12 everyone :icon_bounce:....sending light and love to all.
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 11, 2012, 03:34:54 PM »
@MJonmind/MJonline :icon_razz:....of all the things I have greatly admired and respected about you (and there's been many)...it has been knowing that you home-schooled your children that stuck with me most. As a teacher myself, I have nothing but THE highest regard for anyone who chooses, or is able to, educate their own children. Educating children is, most definitely, not an easy thing to do....at times requiring the patience of a saint lol...and home-schooling your own children is even 'harder' than educating other children. I believe that ALL knowledge is valuable...and that knowledge IS power. The things you taught...or discussed with...your children are there, even if dormant...much like what I try to teach my children. Some of that may never come to pass....some might be far from 100% accurate. IMO, what matters is, as you said...that the seeds are planted. IF the time comes that the knowledge is required or beneficial....they are one step ahead of the 'game'. You can't possibly hope to challenge or 'lift the veil' of the 'illusion'....if one is not even aware than the 'illusion' exists.
@Sim...you always manage to bring sunshine to my day :icon_razz: After reading your comments....this is what came to mind:
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
As you so brilliantly noted...no-one can, or should, force others to think 'differently' or to see beyond what they've been told. Although it is frustrating at times to see 'ignorance' alive and kicking....even with ALL the info that is readily available....we must accept that we cannot change what others don't want, or are not ready, to change. Energy is much better spent on the things we can change.
@Wish...I LOVED Bo Bice!!!! He was my fav of that season and I was disappointed when he was eliminated. Thanks for the way-back playback :icon_razz:
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 11, 2012, 08:59:47 AM »
@LoveUnited and Wish...thanks for your comments, blessings to you both :icon_razz:
I completely agree Wish...'moving forward' is definitely not the 'easier' path, much easier to just stay put lol. It's MUCH like exercising haha (for me, it's kickboxing)...I sometimes dread it, much 'easier' to grab a bag of cheetos and put some 'dead' weight on the couch lol. But, once the 'pain' of the exercise is over with....the rewards become obvious and any 'pain' worthwhile.
Anything worth fighting for often involves a 'fight'....sometimes with oneself :icon_e_wink:
@Jos....yes, I too often wonder about our dear Front. Where the heck is he??? No doubt, he's putting the finishing touches on that great feast he's been busy preparing for what feels like a lifetime :icon_albino: If you are reading, Front...in the words of our dear Wish, why don't you 'snippet us'?....give us another small taste of what you're cooking up :ghsdf:
Edited to add this vid...after I read RK's post, this was the first song to pop into my head :beerchug:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4DvQZbdeE0[/youtube]
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 11, 2012, 08:17:46 AM »
@Loveunited & @RK: I am glad to hear that ^^
Because at least in my country, people are still very much unaware (ignorant) and the few who know something are in denial....
I still don't have the courage to open up a subject like NWO with anyone here... except maybe my mom who knows things and maybe.... MAYBE one or two friends who accept the discussion even though they are not very sure of anything lol
My experience is along these lines as well, with not many around me 'aware' of the world outside their little bubble. Prior to June 25th, I rarely came across people who were researching 'world events' or interested in supposed 'conspiracies'...while generally unhappy with 'life' (the daily grind), for the most part, most just 'accepted' that that's what life is all about. This has never sat well with me....and being unable to find like-minded people...I began reading everything I could get my hands on....just trying to find some measure of 'order' in all the DISorder I saw all around me. I do believe that 9/11....as horrific and tragic as it was....did help to open the eyes of many (sad that it took something like that to do it). And I also believe that Mike's 'death' served this purpose as well....awareness and awakening. To RK's great post about showing the world, or at least our loved ones, our true 'selves'....I have always been a bit (or alot lol) 'off the norm' and everyone I've ever met knows/knew that. My approach prior to June 25th, and up until about a year or so into the hoax, was to 'cautiously' bring forward topics that most around me were not discussing (the hoax, 9/11, NWO, etc). I was met with looks of sympathy at best (like I was nuts lol)...or ridicule and/or rudeness, at worst. Some of those that did either ARE loved ones....the ones who supposedly love you unconditionally and are, supposedly, there for you no matter what. The experience I've had here....being a part of this great journey....has opened my eyes to many, many things....some very painful things that became apparent as time went on and knowledge increased. As painful as it has been, at several turns along the way....friendships/relationships lost, doors closed, feeling alone while surrounded....I will be forever grateful for the lessons learned and the _ew (lol) and positive changes that have come about out of the negative. I no longer raise these topics with any, other than my children or those who ask. I often read my children posts from the forum (I've involved them in every step of the way), they are very aware of the NWO, very aware of God/love/'oneness', and very aware that this is NOT the life that we (collective) were meant to live. They are aged 14 and 11. I have often been 'rebuked' for educating my children on these issues....and still caution my children about where/when/with whom it is 'appropriate' to discuss certain things. Sad, but true....I know the rejection I have received from many and do not want my children to go through that on their own. Having said all that...if/when the day comes when those who treated me negatively in the past approached me, wanting to know more....I would welcome them with open arms....no apologies needed. I came across this quote just the other day....and it really resonated with my outlook at this time: Few will listen, Of the few who listen, fewer still will understand Of the handful who believe, most may not know what to do Those who even know, how many will actually do? And the rare ones who have done it... Need not listen to you anymore. It all goes back to taking the red pill or blue one....one moves you forward, the other doesn't move you at all. After one has repeatedly tried to help others move forward...only to be met with rejection and ridicule....a point is reached when one must choose to remain behind or keep moving on...even if it means leaving some behind. I've chosen to move forward....but will gladly pause at any time along the way to welcome any choosing to move forward as well. Afterall, it IS a choice we have ALL been given. With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 10, 2012, 01:44:20 PM »
@Sim...what beautiful montages! I'm on like an excitement high these days lol...and those pics put me into overdrive :woohoo2:
Thanks for sharing sis...Love U!
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 09, 2012, 09:47:06 PM »
@Im...I have always loved your posts and like Andrea, enjoy your candor :icon_razz:
I also agree with what Andrea said just a few posts ago...I think a lot of people do things in their daily lives to help others but don't come here to post about them or shout it from the rooftops. For some, just knowing they helped someone is reward enough....for others, discussing it negates the deed. Then there are those who are limited in what they can do/give...for a myriad of reasons, none of which having to do with selfishness, greed, or anything 'negative'. I don't think we can, or should, assume to know what people do in their private lives. I know I've had many convo's with people here, and elsewhere, over the past 3 1/2 years that only after several interactions did they talk about their volunteer work, or charity work, or something as simple as ensuring their children shut the tv off and sit at the dinner table each night to talk. Mike spoke of the importance of that as well...just spending time with your children...sometimes the little things mean so much and the ripple effects are great.
I definitely think that balance is needed in all things, including being 'here'. But there's no way, in many cases, to know what people are doing once they click off the forum.
As for the BAM....I have NO clue what it's going to entail when/if it happens. So it's difficult to know to what extent it will affect anyone's life, including Mike's.
I do miss your posts...but I can understand your reasons for laying low :icon_cool:
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 09, 2012, 09:08:06 PM »
It's always great to see people joining MJ's Army of L.O.V.E. :icon_razz:
God bless!
With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 09, 2012, 05:32:48 AM »
MJonmind On helping heal the world--IMO being here for these 3 1/2 years was our training. I could not have been volunteering somewhere, working, caring for my family, and being here keeping up. Jesus was with his 12 disciples (and women who travelled with as well) for 3 1/2 years too, and then he sent them out, commissioned them. I spent about 30 years of my life volunteering hard core, much of it with children, but my world-view was what the church and media had taught me. Thanks to MJ/TS/Front, and all of you, I will be seeing differently now!
Very well said! While I do believe that going out and doing something positive is beneficial and needed in order to 'change the world'...I also believe that that wasn't the main purpose behind these 3 1/2 years...our being 'here'. It's been kinda like MJ saying...before you can/do go 'out there', stay with me a little while 'here'. That, in NO way, means that we shouldn't 'go out' when/if the opportunity presents itself or when we're able to. But until the one going out has been changed...until their eyes have been opened to what truly needs to change, both internally and externally...the changes, while positive, will only be temporary and/or small scale when compared to 'changing the world'. Mike was/is a HUGE champion for suffering children all over the world...to this day, the one person who has given the most to help those in need. What he gave did change lives for the better, no doubt about it...both those receiving the aid and those seeing him extend his hand and heart...and he deserves a special place in Heaven for all the lives he touched and continues to touch. And yet, there are still children starving all over the world...more so now than ever before in human history...there are still children dying of diseases for which there are cures....there are still children being turned onto drugs, except now the 'dealers' wear lab coats and write prescriptions...there are still children not being given a 'real' education...there are still children being locked up for the color of their skin...and there are still children who are exposed daily to lies, false ideals, questionable 'ethics', and decaying morals...through everything they see, hear, learn, or are told to believe. Until people 'wake up' to the core changes needed...ANY good works we can do, while great and helpful, will not result in the worldwide change that is needed. The entire system needs to change...the same system that makes it very difficult to 'go out' in the first place by having people working multiple jobs just to have enough money to feed their own children. "If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and THEN make a change". The 'change' becomes greater and more powerful when the one making the change is fully awake and aware. These past 3 1/2 years, IMO, were Mike's way of helping us take a look at ourselves...not only our personal selves but also the world around us that GREATLY affects every aspect of our 'selves'. As MJonmind said...it's been a training exercise. And the purpose of any 'training' is to gather the skills, knowledge, self-confidence, and power to prepare for, and succeed in, what is to come. I don't believe the 'best' has come yet...we're still waiting on Mike's command to begin. But I do believe that the 'what is to come' is just around the corner. Instead of passively waiting for it, there is plenty of training that still can, and should, be done...so that we are fully prepared to support Mike when THE momMent arrives. With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 08, 2012, 10:38:49 AM »
@Wish...love your morning thoughts! I wish my morning thoughts were as coherent or positive lol....I'm definitely not a morning person! I have always felt Michael is a master at using language and emotion to convey his messages.
x 7 And when combined with being SO attuned to human nature, needs and desires....it's a killer combo :moonwalk_: With L.O.V.E. always.
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« on: December 08, 2012, 08:15:45 AM »
meh.....so Fro_t likes to watch......no different to any other man.
:LolLolLolLol: I like 'watching' too :icon_razz:...it's amazing what one SEES while watching, especially when no-one knows they are lol With L.O.V.E. always.
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