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« on: February 18, 2010, 01:47:51 AM »
:geek: Ok.. So this is my first topic post, and first try at numbers theory! So bear with me.. So in regards to numbers and how they apply to MJ well lets just say, I am no good with numerology or math. I just pay attention to "EVERYTHING".. everyone's thoughts and especially MJ's. I have been silently S.T.U.D.Y. ing everything. When you watch a master at work you learn things. I am like a sponge, I absorb truth and nothing but, truth. I am making a heart filled honest response to a date that I feel is relevant based on some clues I have seen. 13 R's from the TIAI reveal post on MJ's TII movie. I also know how much MJ admires MLK jr. and the relevance of this very important speech... and what MJ did "ALL" this for. In saying all that I would like to say: 9/28 is somehow important. You are not allowed to view links.
Register or LoginNow all you other brainiacs have fun... I hurt my head with this much thinking! LOL :mrgreen: Thanks for your cooperation... God bless you all. God bless you MJ, I love you more! :geek:
1352
« on: February 12, 2010, 10:10:59 PM »
:geek:
Dear sweet MJ,
I owe you an apology.. When I first saw “This is it” and had my initial reaction to it, then commented on it here, I did it through sad and then shocked eyes.
Meaning the first time I watched was shortly after “The death” and my eyes deceived me from the broken heart I had. Then I watched again shortly after I found this site and read you were alive also the comments I read from other’s played a part in influencing my mind to not actually see you.
I just watched again with clear, open, truthful heart and eyes.
Here is what I saw…
Red pants, sang: from the heart!
“Love is magical, that’s how I feel, there are no other words to explain, to tell you I love you!”
Looking directly into the camera..
Gold pants in the beginning, air bass, it’s funkier.
“I’m not feelin that part enough. It’s not there… I know it’s all for love.”
That is you and your perfection at work.
Red shirt & black pants..
" They don’t really care about us."
“I can’t believe that this is the land from which I came!”
Me neither MJ.. I can’t believe this is the land from which I come from also.
I saw the smile, like you had a secret and soon we would find out!
I saw the excitement on your face when you were performing that song, and soon the world would know what you’ve been trying to tell us all along.
I am angry… right along with you.
Smooth Criminal:
What do you want me to do? Count to 3 like they do in the movies?
Is there some kind of misunderstanding?
“No we’re Sizzzling!”
Love it! You go MJ!
“I gotta feel that!” You know your shit MJ…
Ladies and gentlemen:
The world’s most fabulous group! The Jackson 5...
That was all you MJ, I saw how much fun you were trying to have going back down memory lane…
“You and I must make a pact.. we must bring salvation back.. Where there is love I’ll be there…”
Thriller!
The thriller scene… after you came out from under the spider. Awesome!!
My daughter and I love the dance on the top of the stage when it is opening.
It is as if you were saying: “na, na, na, I will be back suka’s!”… LOL!!! :lol:
I am not going to critic the whole movie and each individual scene. I think I made my point here…
I’m sorry more people didn’t believe that this was you in the movie.
Don’t lose hope and give up faith in us, we will get it right soon enough.
This will not have been done in vain.
God bless you (MJ) and your family.
Love you more!
:geek:
1353
« on: February 11, 2010, 09:08:16 PM »
:geek:
Ok first before you read any further into my message let me clarify here for anyone who may read this and interpret it as me being a "hater or dissing" anyone who enjoys these types of videos and what not.
I am not that girl, I am not a "hater" nor am I saying that if anyone needs to partake in the star tours that they are wrong. Whatever you need to do I suppose to make yourself feel important.
But, um COME ON!! I am only commenting here on the "video" and I was curious about some of these way out there ridiculas threads on the board. The fact that people sit outside of the house for 10 days just to get a look " is obsessive and ridiculas." Who is the "REAL" weirdo's and Wacko's?
The fact that the guy who is the neighbor is bringing MJ some bread and what? That neighbor wasn't very neighborly in my opinion. Exploiting MJ and his personal property, kids, for the neighbor's benefit and every crazy stalkerish person on the planet. WTF?
I get it that people love MJ but, somethings just go to far.
Can you really blame the guy answering the gate intercom for sounding rude? I would of said alot worse things than that to the dude who kept asking why the x-mas stuff was still up.
As a matter of fact, it is now Feb. 11, 2010 and I still have my fake tree and x-mas lights up, with all my other x-mas stuff. It is pretty and it brings me joy, and happiness.
Who the fuck are we to say when it is the right time to put up or take down stuff!! ??
I can see now why people in the spotlight get frustrated and annoyed. I can see why someone would act crazy just to give the "parasites" something to talk about. It is like a train wreck that you just can't stop looking at.
Please again I will state this isn't meant as a attack on anyone in particular.
This is my feelings on the subject of WTF? did MJ not have any right to privacy at all?
:geek:
We all want to have our privacy right? :geek:
God bless you MJ, Luv you more...
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« on: February 10, 2010, 09:35:13 PM »
Hello World:
:geek:
May I remind you of MJ's words and how they definetly apply here in this section and every where else on this board. I feel I am going to use these lyrics many times as a learning tool. Please read and absorb them. Please apply them when you are reading anything on this board or watching T.V. or reading the tabloids, do not be a junkie to them.
Luv you MJ, God Bless You!
Tabloid Junkie
Speculate to break the one you hate
Circulate the lie you confiscate
Assassinate and mutilate
As the hounding media in hysteria
Who's the next for you to resurrect
JFK exposed the CIA
Truth be told the grassy knoll
As the blackmail story in all your glory
It's slander
You say it's not a sword
But with your pen you torture men
You'd crucify the Lord
And you don't have to read it, read it
And you don't have to eat it, eat it
To buy it is to feed it, feed it
So why do we keep foolin' ourselves
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Though everybody wants to read all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual, actual
They say he's homosexual
In the hood
Frame him if you could
Shoot to kill
To blame him if you will
If he dies sympathize
Such false witnesses
Damn self righteousness
In the black
Stab me in the back
In the face
To lie and shame the race
Heroine and Marilyn
As the headline stories of
All your glory
It's slander
With the words you use
You're a parasite in black and white
Do anything for news
And you don't go and buy it, buy it
And they won't glorify it, 'fy it
To read it sanctifies it, 'fies it
Then why do we keep foolin' ourselves
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Everybody wants to read all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
See, but everybody wants to believe all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
See, but everybody wants to believe all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual, actual
She's blonde and she's bisexual
Scandal
With the words you use
You're a parasite in black and white
Do anything for news
And you don't go and buy it, buy it
And they won't glorify it, 'fy it
To read it sanctifies it, 'fies it
Why do we keep foolin' ourselves
Slander
You say it's not a sin
But with your pen you torture men
Then why do we keep foolin' ourselves
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Though everybody wants to read all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
See, but everybody wants to read all about it
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Just because you read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual, actual
You're so damn disrespectable
:geek: Put your truth glasses on people!
I got mine on! :geek:
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« on: February 10, 2010, 03:41:19 AM »
Dear M.J./ T.S./ Study (the world):
:geek:
In following your (MJ) lessons and outlines of revelations in process and order, I am going to try my best to put down and express each and every relevant lessons I have learned and why, how they relate to me and the world.
Note: I understand this section to be for the topic of army of L.O.V.E. and it will reflect on this subject with extra info.
Testimonies:
1: Testimonies are important as a teaching tool and to show relevance of the power in belief of a higher power in control of our lives. The power of having faith and trusting in something other than our own will and that a power greater than ourselves has the right plan for our lives if only we will listen.
It is no accident and or coincidence that you (MJ) were chosen by God to be a great teacher, messenger for the world to hear the very ” IMPORTANT” things of our time to be addressed. The influence that you possess due in part because of your status as “ The king of Pop” can and has/ will continue to move people in the right direction of learning.
In keeping with the theme of testimonies here is mine in a short version. I offer this to the world to be used as a lesson for anyone who reads this.
I have suffered many trials and tribulations at the hands of abusers. I now know that it wasn’t their fault but it was the evil spiritual influence on those who wronged me.
I was beaten by my father at a very young age and it continued up until around the age of 15. I was adopted <(personal issue and demon for me) at 3 weeks old and I have 2 younger sisters who are my adopted parents biological children but, obviously I don’t share that bond. I, being the oldest had to be made an example of by my father.
At the time I did not know the circumstances surrounding my father’s anger issues. I now know he was an alcoholic, and my parents marriage was falling apart. There were adultery affairs with other married people by both my dad and mom. That was a huge factor in why my father beat me. The fact that both my parents worked long hours and were not at home with us children also played a huge role in attitudes and upbringing.. Misunderstandings. The way my father was raised was reflected in action by how he punished me versus my sisters.
I grew up the “black sheep” of the family. To keep this simple I can’t go into every detail, that would take a novel to write.
My point in this testimony is:
The impact of my childhood has stayed with me for years. I had to go on a journey of “self awareness” to understand why I did what I did as an adult. So begins the first part of my “Awakening!”
On topic with the very important lessons I have learned from you MJ and your powerful statement of AIR.
Also due to time constraints I have to try to keep this as simple as possible but, also try to relate the experience to what I have learned so far from your “statement.”
Due to the nature of how important this is for the world and the relevance of time. I became more aware of the NWO, illuminati, mind control, elite, etc. at a very relevant time in history. Although I did not fully understand it at the time. Looking back on the date I now realize when and why I felt a urgent frenzy need to research and absorb as much information as possible starting on Jan. 18th 2010. MLK B-day. <Relevant! Which was long before I found this site and your revelations.
2: NWO:
I had been introduced to the subject of the NWO by a black man who was serving 70 years in prison back in 1998. He had sent me some copied information from a book about this subject. I read it and understood it but, I was not fully aware at the time of how important that information was. I do now! As with most people my life was a mess and full of personal demons that distracted me from fully absorbing the info.
3: Media influence/mind control:
Fast forward to 1993. Your (MJ) first accusations of child molestations. I am not the type of person who watched the news or paid much attention to what the media said about you and the issue. I was pregnant at that time with my daughter so I was distracted by that. I am now grateful for that due in part because I wasn’t influenced by said media to have a negative outlook upon you. I was aware of it but, did not believe the story being told or portrayed of you through the news. What a blessing for me to have been distracted by pregnancy to not fall victim of media mind control.
Media mind control/ influence:
Fast forward to 2005. Your second accusation. At this very important time in your life, I was again distracted by my own personal demons. Shortly after my 37 th b-day by roughly 3 days I had ruptured my lower colon. This caused my bowels to release a toxic poison into my system that was going to kill me for sure. Timing is everything. I felt a sharp pain but, brushed it off. After some convincing by my neighbor and the ill feeling I had I finally went to the ER. I was originally misdiagnosed by the ER dr. and was sent home. I have a time ticking bomb inside of me and I am unaware of it. I went through the next four days with poison filling my blood from the feces and was almost at death’s door when I could no longer take the pain.
On May 15th 2005 I finally drove myself back to the ER and was then properly diagnosed. I was told that I needed emergency life saving surgeries or I would die. I was told that if I had waited one more day I would not have lived. I was told of the procedures that needed to be done and why. I was under the influence of pain medication but, I understood the nature of this conversation. I had no choice but, to say yes to life and allow the surgeon to perform the operations. I was alone in the hospital.
All my family was out of town and I only had my faith in the Lord to save me. I prayed faithfully to the Lord to guide the surgeons hands to save me. I had to let go and trust in God. I knew that my time here wasn’t over. I had felt that for a long time that I hadn’t reached the point of being used for God’s divine purpose so I had to stay alive to figure out what God has in store for me.
I underwent the first exploratory surgery on May 15th 2005 and was kept sedated and on a respiratory machine in a medical coma for 2 days for the 2 necessary surgeries. I knew I was going to wake up with a colostomy bag and was fully prepared for that knowing it needed to be done to save my life. For those who don’t know what a colostomy bag is: it is a bag that is placed on the front of your abdomen to catch the shit coming out of your body because my colon was separated and brought up to come out to the front for necessary repair and healing.
The relevant part here is I had no more control. No control of my life or my bowels. I had to completely surrender. During my 2 week stay in the hospital I underwent one more surgery. So that is 3 total. This was also the time of your trial. 2005. Again for me, I was aware of it but, very distracted by my own health issues. I was heavily sedated by morphine drip and other medicines. I understand addiction from surgery to pain medication.
Following my 2 week stay and 3 surgeries I had to learn how to adjust for 7 ½ months living with a shit bag. I woke up every day and heavily sedated myself to proceed on with my life. I had no control over my bowel functions. I had to let the natural process happen.
Fast forward to Dec. 2005. I went in for my 4th surgery for repair and reversal of the colostomy. I am not 100% to this day but, I am alive. I had became addicted to prescription meds. for about 3 years. That is a very powerful demon to get rid of.
4: Your call to serve in the army of L.O.V.E.
My experience with my surgeries and the medical aspect of it has led me in a direction of wanting to do something in the health care field. Due to the timing and lack of time I have now narrowed it down to C.N.A. This is in part because of my experience with the nurses at the hospital and their valuable role they played.
Also now because of Obama’s true health care reform and not the fake one he portrays on the media I now know it is very important for people to be there to stop the depopulation that is in motion from this Obama administration.
I have learned of it and know that I fall into the category of the ones who will be first to go. I am a single mother, first strike. I do not contribute as of right now to the standard of society’s norms, strike 2. I have had medical issues in the past and could fall victim to the 5 year of medical attention needed and seen by Obama’s administration as necessary to get rid of me to save the health care costs.
I also am aware of his plan to get rid of the disabled people, retarded, elderly, or frail population. By the way not my language of choice but is how it is stated.
All very dear to my heart. I have a neighbor who is on SS disability. I have a retarded/ mentally and physically disabled uncle. I have a grandma who is in a Alzheimer’s facility. All very important to me!
All on the list to go if Obama’s health care plan passes.
In saying all that my pledge to your (MJ) call to serve in the army of love. I have started with the woman in the mirror and I now need to start on my journey to become a C.N.A. (fast track) as my way of infiltrating the medical issues at hand.
5: “Sweet home Alabama”
I was at first hesitant to trust fully in who was writing to the board. T.S. I now know who after ready that story. That sealed the deal for me.
I believe in the man who is singing to the world now. Not the guy on the jukebox.
I am going to end this now. Not finished with this at all. There is way more to say and way more to do.
God bless you MJ and love you more. :geek:
My special glasses for seeing the truth are on!
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« on: February 09, 2010, 03:59:42 PM »
:geek:
Dear sweet MJ:
I have to let you know MJ you are brilliant. I will admit here about my viewing of the speech scene in your TII movie. I have actually had a copy of TII way before it hit the movies in Oct. 09. You know some of us old school folks still know how to get a bootleg copy, LOL oops my bad.. forgive me ok..
My point in saying that is when I first brought the dvd home I watched very little of it. Due in part to the fact that I was very sad about your "death" and somehow the dvd wasn't cutting it for me as a rememberance of you. I also never attended a movie screening. I felt uneasy at some of the performances in the begining by "red pants dude" or "gold pants dude". Those are terms coined by another here in this site. Again forgive the terms. I can't even say for sure if at the time I thought it was you or a body double and even after having the info from this site itself where others have claimed they think it wasn't you the whole movie I still have no way of knowing for sure. Not important though. What was important for me at that time was something didn't seem right about those two mentioned above. I also had other ways that I remembered you.
Your music, pictures, there was at one time a multitude of youtube vids shortly after the "death" in which I was able to get to see the real MJ. The home vids and the other interview scenes from your cameras when "the living with MJ" was filmed ( I consumed at many hours those cherished and treasured home vids) and of course my own personal cherished memories of growing up listening to you.
I am 41, a white female in portland OR. I first started to listen to you when I was roughly 10, my first very fond memories of your work was "Off the wall" I loved that and still do to this day. I would have garage house parties and for sure you were there singing your songs while us groovy kids danced in the garage.
Back to the point of this post on the movie and the message it contained. Like I said I didn't watch all the way through. My daughter had watched it all the way through. She is 16 and is half black. It is ALL relevant and I can't explain in detail why but, it is.
I found this site one day from viewing youtube and vids that had been created on there about the possibility that you were still alive. I only came on board for the ride and adventure of a lifetime recently. As in maybe 3 days ago from the date of this post.
I scanned this site quickly for relevant information and tada I found something here that stood out. And it actually wasn't on this thread that triggered my reaction to watch the dvd. I instantly got my dvd copy and started watching. I knew there was something in it that was meant for me to know and at the time not knowing all the details as I do now of this great, brilliant, art performance statement I watched intensely.
Your speech MJ when you held your dancers, crew people, band members, etc. hands in a circle and said directly into the camera." This is very important.. we only have 4 years ...before it is irreversable" Not a complete quote but, I knew right then it wasn't an accident for you to be looking directly into the camera and making a statement to the viewing audience. You were piercing through my screen and into my soul with that message. I understood it to be a very serious message meant for the world. I knew that Kenny said that these vids were for your private collection in the beg. of the movie.. so I thought how odd of MJ to be looking directly at the camera with that message. Lightbulb!!!
I am going to have to end this long post now. But, there is way more to hear from me on this.... in other sections of this site. I am coming to a conclusion here that many have missed the point. Alot have been right on target, but, then sometimes fall.
I will help be a voice in your message. I believe in what it is your doing here. I am not afraid of the naysayers, and any of the other nonsense. If I only could tell about my history on my background... you would know for sure I am a black sheep of society.
I am the complete opposite of society norm. and govt. run sheeples.
Brilliant, genius, amazing demonstration so far. I am so glad to have been witnessed to this. Thank you. :geek:
Those are my special glasses to see the truth!!
P.S. The topics of this demostration have been a "very heavy, important mission" for me to read and learn over the last 3 or so weeks at great lengths. I had only become aware of the NWO, illuminati, freemasons, MKultra mind control, corrupt govt. and the elite plan, etc. within the last 3 weeks or so before I found out about your plan. I have spent endless hours upon hours researching and watching every vid available on youtube way before this reveal or knowledge that it was ALL related to why you needed to do this. I think for me that is why it was not hard at all to see why, and what you were doing this for... THANK YOU!!! For being a servant of the Lord and for caring enough about the planet and the people to sacrifice like this for us.
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