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« on: October 08, 2011, 06:41:30 AM »
I can't believe I did that last night - can't even blame the vino, only had a glass. I am so sorry you guys :cry: - I am tired, physically and mentally (as I know probably everyone here is too). It's been a very long, hard-working summer, and coupled with the trial starting recently, I think my head and heart just got mashed. I woke up this morning feeling bereft and realised what a stupid, stupid thing I had done - you are the only people I can talk to about Michael in this way (though I know I don't contribute much). Please can I stay amongst you - I promise I won't do it again and I will go and sit on the naughty step for 15 minutes for being so bl**dy childish mj_bad/ I've attached (I hope, if I do it right) a song which says things much more nicely than I can, and I also think it is a great song when thinking of Michael. Love to you all. xxxx You are not allowed to view links.
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« on: October 06, 2011, 02:04:07 PM »
Excellent summing up Mish, and thank you for doing it.
The only thing I would add is that although she destroyed her notes from 25th June, because that is what she always does after writing up the official forms, she didn't destroy her notes from 29th because they had more details that she obviously felt worth keeping. At least I believe that is what Ed managed to get from her?
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« on: July 25, 2011, 06:11:48 PM »
Thank you Souza The find new posts was really the only link I ever used previousy so to have that back (I think, I haven't even checked lol) is a real bonus. I don't know how you manage to keep everything going here, hold down a full time job and actually have a life of your own - all credit to you 
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« on: July 23, 2011, 01:12:18 PM »
Hi! I was just wondering if this new forum will have the "new posts" button like that last one. That really helped me keep up with all the latest. Or, if there is a button on here which directs to me something like that, please let me know.
The forum is impressive!
I was wondering that as well.
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« on: June 20, 2011, 11:18:03 AM »
Wow - I was riveted from start to finish. What a life story especially when you consider just how much you have gone through - the thought of you at 2, feeling so ill and so unwanted is heartbreaking. No child should have to feel like that, or any person at any age for that matter. Quite lost for words really, not that say very much on here anyway lol.
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« on: June 14, 2011, 05:55:44 AM »
Definitely got the total package
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« on: June 14, 2011, 01:07:47 AM »
I can't believe I've never seen these, despite watching so much over the last couple of years. Stating the obvious I know, but what a beautiful man, with a beautiful soul. xx
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« on: March 24, 2011, 01:47:58 PM »
Looking at the various news reports on this it seems no-one really knows the "right" answer - there is talk of her being buried next to her parents, her ashes being sent over to Wales - this is the article I read and it certainly doesn't say she is being buried next to Michael: You are not allowed to view links.
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« on: March 14, 2011, 02:11:20 PM »
Please don't bash me, cos I don't post often at all, though I read sooo much on here. I've been reading this thread from the start and I don't know why but the question suddenly came to me the other day about whether there were any photos taken of the ambulance(s) actually arriving at Michael's house? I am really sorry if this has been discussed - I do try and keep up with everything all you amazing "detectives" are doing, but I could have missed this. I have gained the impression that there was always "someone" outside the gates of his house, and if so, why are the only photos we see of vehicles already inside the property boundaries, or leaving to go to the hospital - did no-one think it important enough to photograph an ambulance actually arriving at his house - or was no-one there? If this has been discussed and dispensed with I am sorry for bringing it up again - I'm not very good at all this  Sue
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« on: February 10, 2011, 02:45:56 AM »
I don't post much at all I'm afraid, but I do visit regularly to see what you amazing people are doing/finding out etc. I did wonder what had happened - I don't know the ins and outs, nor do I need to - just glad to be back again (My only worry is going to be remembering what password I am currently using, if we have to change it every 30 days - but that's just me and my scatty memory)
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« on: June 17, 2010, 06:06:58 AM »
Hello Ditto, ditto, ditto to virtually all the posts before mine. Unbelievable how similar all our stories are isn't it. I grew up with Michael (not personally, sadly ) but I am exactly 6 months older than him and one of my first ever records was Got to be There, which I still love to this day. At the same as Michael and the Jackson 5, The Osmonds appeared and I'm afraid Donny really stole my heart (I'm sucker for a soppy song) so although I listened to alot of Michael's and the Jackson 5's songs, all the albums/records I ever made absolutely sure I bought, were Donny's and the Osmonds, as well as plastering my bedroom in their pictures (I still remember how my dad used to groan when he walked in my room and say such as "how can you sleep with all those teeth around you :lol: ). I can still vividly remember the huge build up to the Thriller video and song and was absolutely mesmorised by it, and still am every time I see it. I was always interested in news about Michael though more often than not it was some stupid story the media had made up and then exaggerated beyond belief and I was 100% sure of his innocence during the trials, and never waivered from my belief in him and his purity. The poor, poor man - I could cry now when I think of what he went through - it would be an horrific ordeal for any one of us but for such a sweet and gentle soul, I'm amazed how well he kept his composure and dignity. When he finally walked free, looking so frail and weak, I said to my husband "I bet he makes a come back" - something which couldn't have looked further from the truth at the time. The question I now ask myself is - "which come back was I possibly referring to"? I don't know now I was on the internet on 25th June last year when I came across the headline about Michael being rushed to hospital, and then "allegedly" had died. I cannot explain what came over me but since that day I have not been able to let a day pass without checking this forum, and a couple of others, to make sure I haven't missed anything at all about him, watch videos of him - some of which I had never seen before. I can't talk about how I feel to my husband because he just thinks I am bonkers but anytime anything Michael related comes on tv, in the paper, radio etc. he looks at me and I just say "poor Michael" and leave it at that. I can remember the day Diana died like it was yesterday and the thunderbolt that went through me too but I never once questioned it was true, though I did question the cirumstances. I just felt it was such a tragic waste of a young life, of someone who had so much more to give and who was finally finding her own way in life. Enough I think - I still have days when I am not really sure but something, or someone, is just keeping me tied to all this and I don't think I could break free from it, even if I wanted to. Much love xxx
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« on: January 29, 2010, 05:52:41 AM »
Just found this article about Lupus (from someone who suffers from it) and possible connections with what Michael was suffering from - alot of it sounds very familiar but it also gives alot of background info on why people who suffer with certain types of Lupus behave as they do, and how they can be totally misunderstood by anyone who knows nothing about it. You are not allowed to view links.
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« on: January 24, 2010, 01:39:31 PM »
"Now, The Globe predicts that Dr Murray's legal team may want to conduct a fourth autopsy by demanding Michael's body be exhumed."
I think the above statement proves it is just another money making tabloid trying to sell their scummy paper/mag or whatever it is. "The Globe predicts" so they haven't actually been informed by anyone that this is going to happen?
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« on: December 15, 2009, 05:33:48 AM »
I have to say I wasn't too impressed really though I did try to take on board that the judges were looking for people who "felt" the music like Michael did, rather than just people who imitated him. I did think they would have played a lot more of his music though and was disappointed that they didn't, and there were some good dancers.
I have tried to keep out of the Jermaine related comments but when I sat and watched him last night, explaining what he was looking for in a dancer, and what Michael was like blah, blah, I just couldn't help thinking "and what the hell do you know, you never danced liked Michael yourself so how can you judge anyone else". Just really got up my nose!
And some of those poor kids are so desperate to dance in front of Jermaine, why?
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« on: December 13, 2009, 12:14:24 PM »
forevermichael That was so brave of you, to tell us about your childhood, and I can't even begin to imagine what it must have been like. There are a constant stream of adverts on tv these days, trying to show us what life is like for abused children but I doubt any of us can really imagine just what it must be like, unless we have lived through it. My heart and soul goes out to you - the thought of hurting your own child, knowingly, goes against everything most people believe, but there are people who just don't see things the way we do. Why? God only knows - their upbringing, their personality, their beliefs - I really don't know the answer to that. To be the victim of one of these people, one of the people you most trust and love in the world must be virtually impossible to comprehend, particularly as a small, innocent child. It is only possibly later, as we grow up and learn from our peers and friends, that we realise our childhood wasn't quite "normal". My daughter was subjected to severe bullying at school - it wasn't physical, but mentally totally destroying and I JUST DIDN'T SEE IT. She is one of the most soft, caring and emotional people I know, and to now understand what she went through, breaks my heart. Crikey, I could go on but I won't forevermichael - just know that you are as important as every person you pass in the street, every person you talk to, in fact, every person you ever see or meet - no one person is above you, or better than you - and believe that, because it is true. You didn't deserve in any way what happened to you. PS - Just realised this was my first post  Been around here, and the "other" forum for as far back as I can remember but never really felt there was much I could contribute to - but this one just got to me forevermichael - you are a star, wherever you decide to sparkle 
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