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Random MJ Talk / This has taken a great toll on me.
« on: June 29, 2010, 12:50:42 AM »
I have wavered back and forth all year about this hoax. I totally agree that the circumstances surrounding Micheal's no longer being here/death is very strange. I have never seen anything like this. I had such a strange feeling this last week. I am really beginning to believe that he is gone and he was murdered. I think the family is split because some are getting $$ and some are not. I think Randy is telling the truth. Michael would have to have so many in on this it makes no sense. However I do think that AEG has the buck to make this all look like a hoax to keep us all going and hoping. Unless Michael knew he was going to be taken out and he got out before they could do anything to him. In that case I cannot see the family slipping up and giving out clues. I saw Katherine Jackson at the Beverly Hilton and she looked pained. As a mother I saw true sadness in her face. She may try and keep a strong demeanor but inside her heart is broken. My own mother was a strong lady much like Katherine and she hide her pain but in private she cried. She too lost a child/my brother. So I guess I have been seeing things the way I wanted to not deal with my own pain. I feel I have lost a year trying to prove he is alive. If he is, he may not want or need to be found. I love him and that will never change. I had hope at one time but now after seeing her up close I could feel it. So I guess I am throwing in the towel and will now work at finding justice for him.
God bless you all. I admit it has been interesting and I really appreciate you all and your opinions. I can't do this anymore. I know in my soul he is in heaven now.

« on: June 27, 2010, 06:09:22 PM »
Hi Everyone,

Yes my family and I went to the event at the Beverly Hilton Hotel. Sorry to post so late but I was up most of the night. I had bought the tickets just this week as I was wavering if I should go or not. When it came time to go, my family had to practically drag me out of the house and put me in the car. I really was hesitant because I have been a believer for this entire year and I felt as if I had to go say GOODBYE to Michael and I hung on for dear life. I never expected I would feel this way. The trip down to Beverly Hills was weird. I did the driving and hardly said one word and I am usually a chatty Kathy kind of person LOL.
So we get there and I am totally freaked because the event parking was in the exact same place as for the Julien Auction last yr in May. I was stunned!! The auction was in the old Robinson May Co. building and the BH is directly across the driveway. So we arrived a bit early so we could grab a bite to eat as dinner was not included in the general admission ticket. Only VIP tickets were served dinner. I swear by all the I am that I has the most bizarre feeling as I waited to go in. They had a pic for sale of MJ in the entry way. Its Michael with wings stepping on the devil. I think someone posted that pic in the forum before. Anyway the gallery shop there wanted $155,000.00!!! Can you imagine that!! They told my husband its because there were only five made in the world. Whatever. Okay, so my son tells me, "Mom its time to go in." I started to cry and held back. I was nausea and felt dizzy. I felt something was wrong just couldn't explain it. Then, I turned around and there was Sherilyn Lee the nurse that came out on the news and said Michael asked her for Deprivan! I was shocked, then I looked at the lady behind her and it was Ola Rae!! I though OMG what the hell are they doing here and guess what? They came together!!!! They walked in together and were chatting it up! I looked at Sherilyn Lee and I am sorry I must have given her the evil eye I mean the look on my face must have been a real bad one because she sheepishly slithered into the banquet room. I know anyone could get a ticket. She did not nor did Ola Rae have VIP tickets because they both checked into the general admission area. Lots of ppl stopped Ola Rae and took pic with her. I would have never ever knew who she was if I hadn't see her on one of the news shows the night before. Ola is suing Michael saying she never got her royalties from Thriller and Ms. Lee, well we all know about her. I wanted to grab a pic but my husband had the camera. I am sure there are others that got pics. Corey Feldman, Brian Oxman were there. We did gets pic of them and the actor that played Joe Jackson in American Dream. I am sorry I forgot his name. What I found strange is when Michaels cousin got on stage, she sang Human Nature then after that, she said, "thank you all for being here tonight, I know it's important to my Uncle Michael and to my family." She did not say, Micheal would have loved this etc. It was "It's important to my Uncle Michael!" There was some of Michaels videos played and Tito put on a great show. There were lots of award for Michael and tribute stuff. There was no Rest in Peace or When Micheal died statements. The evening was fun but there was this strange feeling ya all. I tell you I believe now more that ever that Michael was with his children the weekend while we all paid tribute. I will try and post pics later. XXOO

This does somewhat disturb me. It is possible for Micheal closest friends/clothing designer to have done this. The man dress Michael for years. At the families request this could have been done. Please don't think I am strange at saying this but, when my mother died, I did a lot for her. Well it was I guess more for me at that point. I took care of my Mom in my home. When she passed the hospice nurses came. I requested to give her a bath one more time before they took her. I know this may sound weird but I knew my Mom would want me to use her special soap and lotion so her body would smell nice. It was almost like the way that they used to anoint bodies with precious oils and perfumes in the old days. When I went the next day to the funeral home I requested that my niece do her hair and I would dress her. I also did her make-up and nails. These were so important to my mother. I was her only daughter out of seven children and the baby. We shared all the girlie things. So this is not far fetched at all. I pray it's not true. I hope he is in on the hoax. God I hope so. I had a friend that was at FL for the memorial and I was told that Micheal Bush looked extremely upset. Either he is a good actor or he was upset about something. Could be he was upset that Micheal has to fake his death and he wouldn't see him again. Or the body wasn't Micheal at all and he thought it was.

Other Odd Things / Re: Wow Im Shocked!!!
« on: June 22, 2010, 10:45:20 PM »
Quote from: "dragonflylilies"
I have the same feeling as well.  But it is also so close to the one year anniversary.  The media knows what sells and it is Michael.
 I honestly cant seem to get enough of him these past few days.  I feel like I am going to get fired from my job because I am coming on this site when we are slow.  My DVR is getting full from everything that I have recorded from day one.

God Bless you dragonflylillies for this post. I love Micheal supporters like you. You are the best.

with the L.O.V.E.

Katherine Jackson / Re: Katherine Jackson Video Statement
« on: June 22, 2010, 12:33:35 AM »
Ahhhhhhh :D Mrs. Jackson!! I love her so much. You all are correct, she'd do anything for her children ANYTHING. She is a love. I believe she is smiling for a reason. A good reason.

Michael Jackson News / Re: The oil spill - WAKE UP!
« on: June 20, 2010, 05:25:55 PM »
This is very disturbing news. I have been watching the reports daily. I am sickened. There is a painting of Michael that pretty much sums this entire thing up. I tried to post it here but couldn't. It is an Apocalyptic painting of Michael. The ocean looks like its on fire and red. Very strange stuff. He absolutely knew/knows what the hell is happening.

Michael Jackson News / Re: Internet 'kill switch' proposed for US
« on: June 19, 2010, 10:51:31 PM »
I really am thankful for all of you here that post things like this. I had heard about this before on Glenn Beck. I am sorry but this congress and president have gone to far. I knew about his social agenda before he was voted in. I did vote but they were already announcing his win right after I voted! Yeah, that was a weird one. No one man/party should have this kind of power. I pray that good people stand against this white house and it's total disregard for the constitution. We are being sold out and shut down right under our noses. They now control our banks, housing, health care, education, and now our very basic freedoms. Freedom of speech. I pray for all of us here in this forum because we understand and know the truth (thanks to Michael) and I pray for those that have not a clue about what is happening and about to happen. All I can say is...God Speed Michael, God Speed.

This makes no sense to me at all. Will someone please help me because I am totally confused, or I am just stupid? First of all, Michael supposedly has a complex physical before the rehearsals began. This was to make sure he was up for the concerts. I know that they had to have run a drug screen at that time. Come on now we are talking about millions of dollars here and they ran him through many screenings. The insurance company would have demanded a drug screening too. Yet we are hearing that AEG knew  nothing about this so called drug addiction? They have said repeatedly that Michael was well and physically fit!
 "According to the complaint, AEG Live executives were so concerned over Michael Jackson's alleged failure to show up for rehearsals, that AEG representatives demanded that Murray step in and "wean" Jackson off his alleged dependence on medications provided by other doctors which caused chronic fatigue and disorientation."
Oh and let's not forget that the autopsy showed no other drugs in Michael's system except for the ones Murray supposedly gave him! I swear this crap makes no sense. If Michael is dead (and I don't think he is) the ones trying to cover it up are not doing a very good job of it. And if he did die, it was pre meditated MURDER!!! So Why in the world would AEG sign Michael if they had prior knowledge of this addiction unless they planned to off him all along and reap the benefits.

Other Odd Things / Re: June 25--What are you thinking or expecting??
« on: June 15, 2010, 09:53:46 PM »
Wow! This is a very good question. I am not sure what to expect. Every moment since last June 25th has been absolutely a roller coaster. I certainly do not plain to relive that day in my head or heart if I can help it. Truly it was the worst day of my life. I am sincere about that. I have lost loved ones and this hit me so hard that I could not breath. I felt as if the breath got knocked out of this world. I first thought I would go to FL since I am so close to it. Then I thought maybe Neverland because I am about 100 miles from there. Again, I thought about his star in Hollywood and Disneyland to see Captain EO. I honestly do not know what to do. I want to be with BELIEVER'S for sure. I don't want to go to FL because I know that many will be there crying and I can't do that. I have cried lately a lot. I miss him. I don't think it will be bams day although I hope in my heart like a little kid that it could be. If anyone else lives in Los Angeles and knows of an event to go to please PM me about it. I would love to be with other fans that are believers. Anyway, please keep the faith. I really really wish that all of us could get together and link hands and cry out, "CAN YOU FEEL IT!!!!!"
Much Love,

Other Odd Things / Re: Exciting News---Not from today
« on: June 14, 2010, 11:14:09 PM »
Quote from: "whosbadmjsbad"
Me and my brother were trying to get up to the hearing room in the courthouse in LA and we happened to go the back way and ended up near the freight elevator.We were the only ppl there. We then decided to go back around to the other side...Before we started walking the elevator door opens and The Jackson's walk out: security guards, Latoya, Jermaine, Joe, Kathrine, Jermaine, Jermaine's wife and son....Randy was there but not at that time( he came around the front earlier and we got to see him)...Latoya and Jermaine actually said hi to us!! We didn't take pictures cuz we didn't want to bother them but we followed them out the door and the papparrazzi were everywhere!! It was crazy....Then they loaded up in an SUV and drove away.... You could genuinely see the emotion on their faces...They looked hurt and a bit depressed...:( We didn't see Murray he went to the car garage and drove off. IDK what this means for the hoax but they sure did look upset...Katherine looks very frail in person....I think Jermaine was mad...he even slapped one of his security guards on the It was a great experience and we were soooooo lucky to be there at that time.. We might have been the only ppl that got that close to the Jackson's...its amazing seeing relatives of Michael in of the security guards came up to us and said: "Just between you and me,If you are looking for MICHAEL JACKSON he is already in the building...I wouldn't want you to waste your time".....?????? What does that mean...Michael is supposed to be dead..Lemme know what ya'll think...
Okay question, I am not trying to discredit you in anyway. So please don't take this the wrong way. I can imagine that you were very excited when this all happened. Now you said that, "Me and my brother were trying to get up to the hearing room in the courthouse in LA and we happened to go the back way and ended up near the freight elevator.We were the only ppl there." Then you said that your dad heard this also and your whole family. So who all heard this? When asked if anyone else was listening you said, "Nope." So please clarify your statement. This could be very important but I am sure you understand that a statement like this important if this is exactly what he said. Facts are important but we have to have facts. Please do not take this to be an attack on you. Thanks

Michael Jackson News / Geraldo last night.
« on: June 14, 2010, 10:49:39 PM »
Please forgive me in advance if there is already a posting on this. I did not see one. Geraldo Rivera broke his silence last night about his long time friend Michael Jackson. He has not said a word since last year about his death. He had Joe Jackson on via phone and it was hard to hear but I swear when Joe was asked, " Does it still pain you when you hear Michael was worth more dead than alive?" Joe sounded like he said, "He is worth more alive!. The phone call was not a good connection but he did say Michael was worth more alive than dead. That is money would not be controlled by anyone but him when he is alive. What really shocked me is that Joe did not appear on camera. Only a phone call. Just weird I thought. Then after Geraldo hung up he said that his sources tell him that the brothers are keeping quiet because they are getting $10,000.00 monthly and the children are as well. He said the are receiving this money to keep them quiet about what really happened. I think it was horrible to say that about the children they have absolutely no control over this at all! This has to be a hoax because I can't imagine that Geraldo would ever even consider saying this about the children I mean COME ON NOW! He smiled often during all of the interview. He asked Joe about the law suit that Brain Oxman is bringing against AEG and Joe said he agrees with it but the rest of the family does not. Please if you can see this on Youtube you have to watch it. Nothing about this made any sense. Geraldo said if you want to know why there has been a virtual media black out about the Jackson case I will tell you why after this break or something to that effect. He talked about Michael's trail and how he knew he was innocent and set up. He did a good piece on the fact that MJ was treated like a monster in the media. He knows something. He smiled almost the entire time. Yeah he knows something. I think it has to do with that interview Micheal did with him when he was asked whats next? Micheal said, "FILM."

Random MJ Talk / Five Years Ago Today...
« on: June 13, 2010, 10:11:59 PM »
 I woke up this morning thinking, "this is the 13th of June. Five years ago today Micheal was found NOT GUILTY on all TEN COUNTS in a Santa Barbara courtroom. I remember that day so clearly and just how over joyed we were. Our knees hit the ground and just keep saying, "Thank you Jesus!" we cried so much and then bam! We were celebrating! I want to be happy again. I want to know he is okay. I know I am not the only one. I sometimes feel, what if I am looking in the wrong direction? What if Michael was murdered and here I sit doing nothing to fight for him all the while the killers get away with it. I am confused and today, I am having a very bad day. I cry a lot lately. The closer June 25th comes the more my heart breaks. I am sad and not sure of anything anymore. Everything in my life since that day has changed. Some of it not for the good. I want my smile back. I hope that Michael has his. He deserves it so very much. Either in Heaven or here on earth. I love you Michael and I will never stop.

Other Odd Things / Re: Last Time Michael Jackson Was "Normal"
« on: June 09, 2010, 12:34:27 AM »
I have watched Micheal since he was 10 years old. People change. None of us look the same from year to year. Skin disease a couple of surgeries and natural aging. He is more normal than we realize. He is an artist that knows no limits on his creativity. Times changes and so do we. His music however is absolutely timeless. You can listen to one of his songs today and then listen to it ten years from now and it still has it's greatness and meaning. Michael's children were covered to protect them from evil people that would want to do harm to him by way of his children. When Micheal had guest in his children were not covered. He would not allow anyone to have camera's but it was completely normal. You have to understand the mind of an artistic genius and the heart of a wonderful loving father then I think you'll get it. He bleeds just like you and I. He cries and feels pain just like us. He is human. Micheal is not strange. What the world did to him is weird and strange.

Other Odd Things / Re: CSI Miami...Hoax Connection
« on: June 09, 2010, 12:12:06 AM »
Wow!! I am so damned impressed. You all are amazing! I heard about this late last night when my sister called me about it. She knows very little about the hoax. Pretty much what I have told her. She really thinks Michael is dead. She told me that she got chills and she felt there was a direct connection to this episode and what I have been telling her. She even saw the connection and that is saying something folks. She told me it made her stop and think about Michael's death and how he was burned in the Pepsi commercial etc. So, if she got it, all I can say is I think it was a message to us the fans. Maybe I am making more of it than there is. Who knows? It is about a 95% on my weird crap-ometer. LOL I truly believe that this month all hell will break lose. I can't say why, just some things I have heard from credible sources. Hold on everyone it's about to get REAL.

Other Odd Things / Re: David Letterman King Tut MJ Joke....
« on: June 04, 2010, 10:56:57 PM »
After I saw this post last night I watched Letterman and you're right it was a joke about King Tut and Micheal. It referred to the, "the personal physician at his side" I wasn't able to catch it all either he said it so fast. I thought it was odd.

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