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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:27:32 PM »
This was not a surprise... it was painful to watch. Only thing I can think is A. We didn't see the tomb B. Tito said " I want him back whether he sings another note or not" or something like that. I was too busy crying again. I don't get it... I'm not blown away. I am devasted all over again. I'm with you *passes tissue box*
Passing tissue boxes to all..... They kept mentioning that he was there with them always in spirit. In their hearts, etc. But the dream could be a key. Just reaching out here. Damm what a way to end the night.
i hear you 
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:17:19 PM »
I just dont get it. At all.
Also... notice how they didnt film the crypt?? But Karen Faye is allowed to take pictures of it and put it on facebook???
Yes! I find that strange when there was already a camera man filming from the inside as the brothers were entering!
i also find that strange
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:15:47 PM »
I'm with you *passes tissue box* Can I have one tissue, please? I've already used mine ;(
I'm trying not even to hear, what's on my mind... cause the rational part of 'the_lost_child' saw the brothers visiting Michael at Forest Lawn... God... ;( I really wanna die right now ;(
Mee too, and sure pass the whole box along
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:14:25 PM »
anyone else thinking with all the hes gone and shit that maybe he really is gone i dont want to believe he is and that he is coming back, but what if we go thru all this and we find out he really is gone, i dont wanna be like the elvis fans who sat around for years in denial. i don;t wanna go thru the thought of him being gone all over again. i cant handle it.
All I can say, is that if your ready to let go and find peace, then please do so. I have so many bad days thinking that he is really gone, that I don't know if I can take it one more minute. I am like you, I don't want to be one of those Elvis fans either. My heart will tell me when it's time to let go. At this point, I am still in this. My heart is feeling heavy watching the last 10 minutes of the show. When I saw them walking into Forrest Lawn, I got this heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach and it is still there. I want it so badly to go away. I cannot imagine the world without Michael. The world doesn't seem the same since he left. Maybe it's me. But, I don't feel that people are as loving as they once were. The world needs Michael. His voice, his humantarian, and his presence. Michael has such a wonderful glow about him. I just don't think I could go another day without seeing that glow. I cannot stop listening to his music. His cd's are in all my cd players, so when ever I need to hear him all I got to do is press play.
I know i thought they were gonna show his grave my tummy turned but they didnt so that gave me a little hope , when i visit my grandpa i was around the cemetary and visit other people i knew also, so its easy for them to just walk in and put the flowers in any random place, i think if his grave was actually shown i woulda lost more faith but they didnt
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:12:32 PM »
Don't worry mjj nobody said this would be easy, when someone dies they don't give you clues and they don't have a lot of inconsistencies in there death either someone is playing a sick joke or Michael is still alive i vote for the latter, don't lose faith hopefully my post at least helped you a little thank you 
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:10:04 PM »
This was not a surprise... it was painful to watch. Only thing I can think is A. We didn't see the tomb B. Tito said " I want him back whether he sings another note or not" or something like that. I was too busy crying again. I don't get it... I'm not blown away. I am devasted all over again. I'm with you *passes tissue box*
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:09:26 PM »
Okay, we have 2 choices:
1. Accept MJ's dead.
2. Or hope that they are trying really hard to convince us, so that when he comes back, the impact and surprise will be that much stronger and sweeter. I;M BEGGING LITERALLY BEGGIN ITS NUMBER 2 I DONT WANNT ACCEPT HIS DETAH IT WAS HARD ENUFF THE FIRST TIME I CRIED EVERYDAY
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:06:31 PM »
Guy's i think maybe he is really gone i mean i know they didnt show a grave so theres still no proof but its getting weirder, i hope he is coming back cause right now it seems he might really be gone
Steph,
I'm having a "moment", too. Your post mirrors my feelings.
Jill
i dont want it to be true my heart cant take that again:(
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:04:34 PM »
Okay, that was totally sad with them going to Forrest Lawn. My heart is so heavy right now. Seeing them go and Jermaine crying, I just don't know what to think anymore. I feel you, my hearts turning to that sad place once again
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:03:38 PM »
Guy's i think maybe he is really gone i mean i know they didnt show a grave so theres still no proof but its getting weirder, i hope he is coming back cause right now it seems he might really be gone
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:02:32 PM »
OKAY SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? ?
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:01:14 PM »
:evil: :evil: :evil: I'm pissed!!!!!! is this continuing or is the one on now old?
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« on: January 17, 2010, 10:00:30 PM »
Oh my goodness.... I do not feel well at all. They did not show the actual crypt, though. i know my tummy turned for a split second but no grave shown no proof
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