Hey friends,
this is actually my very first post.
been here for a while, but never felt the need to write.
but now... now i know you guys are the only ones who can understand what I'm feeling.
It's a holiday here in israel, a beginning of a new jewish year. not that i'm religious (not at all actually) but it's still suppose to be a happy day. and yet, all I can think about is that picture of michael's "body" and that creepy audio of yesterday and it hurts so bad.
I've been a believer for over two years now. as a journalist I've written two huge articles about the hoax in israeli magazines and I'm talking about it with anyone whos willing to listen. from the second I started to believe, i never looked back. never questioned, never thought MJ might actually be dead,
so why am i so sad today?
why do i have such a crappy gut feeling?
and the main question mark that's bothering me: what's going to happen if murray will go to jail? will that mean that MJ really is dead?
it makes me question all of this. I know the facts, I saw the clues with my own eyes. I've read everything and taken it all in. and I'm an intelligent woman, you don't need to be a rocket scientist to figure out that something is fishy as hell with MJ's "death", but could it just be that we all want to believe, cause we're having trouble saying goodbye?
GOD, I hate this!!!
I wanna go back to believing that MJ is still out there, alive, happy and free.
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