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« on: June 12, 2013, 02:00:30 AM »
I just think that until it's been confirmed by family that the report was bogus or exaggerated or twisted (as media most often ends up doing) I think the ''absoluteness'' of not allowing Paris to be fragile ''as much as any human being can be'' only stresses her out more. I remember as a teenager myself, when my parents presumed that I was ''not'' seriously emotionally stressed, and ''stated'' that they ''had confidence'' that I was a much stronger, better person than that...it made me ANGRY. I felt like ''who are YOU to tell me that I would NEVER succumb to depression, or be an emotional mess, or want to become a rebel? Why CAN'T I be what I feel? Why do I ALWAYS have to be the IMAGE of what YOUR PERCEPTION states?
That's all I'm saying. Because my parents did not want me to be weak, they let their perception of who I was, become the default choice of who I should be. For whatever reasons we don't want to believe that someone could be fragile, it is still a source of stress on him/her to not be allowed the possibility of being only human. It's different if society/media is accusing the person of a criminal act - such as what MJ had to go through...but in situations where personal human weaknesses are in play, I sure as hell would want the right to be weak from time to time, and not have my fans or those that love me, deny the fact that YES I could be in need of help from a psychiatrist in the lowest time of my life. I do NOT want to be a super human. Leave me alone and let me be down if I want to be down...that's all I'm saying....but of course, if the family says it's untrue, why push it. I'm just looking at it from the other side...being human. I'm sure it pissed MJ off major whenever everyone would not let him just ''be'', even in his most deepest troubled moments...he must have really just wanted to be whatever he felt like, without having proof to justify the whys and hows.
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« on: June 11, 2013, 10:30:58 PM »
I can understand the thing about not accepting everything that comes out in media or not believing in things that come out without careful inspection...but...sometimes I wonder about those who immediately refuse to give way to the fact that those that we love (Paris, etc..) are also human beings. They have a right and a natural tendency like all of us to go through stress and anxieties and even unfortunate episodes of depression and suicide attempts. To immediately refuse the possibility that Paris did this, is in a way saying that she has no right to fall as a human being. That is life...you fall, you get up...you fall again and keep trying to get up....I think instead of refusing to accept the POSSIBILITY that Paris had attempted suicide, we should embrace her with the love and acceptance that everyone needs an outlet...and she is absolutely normal for feeling the anxieties that come with her life...and the upcoming June date that reminds her once again for the 4th year, that her dad is missing from her life...(I didn't say dead - I said missing from her life...as anxieties that come from the unknown, from missing loved ones...are often just as stressful and painful as that which comes from confirmed death of a loved one.)
We need to let Paris know that we do not expect her to be the perfect person many want her to be, to be totally free of pressures and anxieties...rather she is to know that there are so many of us out here that sympathize with the fact that she may feel pressured to keep up this image of a young woman who is totally ''fine'' now...and no longer suffers from the fact that she does not have her father in her life. It's okay Paris, to be mourning even today...how can 4 years possibly erase the pain and emptiness that although you try to fill and mend - cannot in many ways be fixed. You just keep getting up each morning, Paris, and tell yourself that you do not need to fill the expectations of society...rather fill the expectations you have of yourself. Be it small, simple, or otherwise. You have everything you need in life to get there...the unfortunate things that hinder your peace of mind are only perceptions...because so many other people in the world come from far unfortunate places of struggle and lack of opportunities. The perception of difficulty in our personal lives can shift...and it is up to us as individuals. You will make it and be great whatever you end up as, Paris, as long as it is okay by YOU. YOUR perception is what matters - with everything...whether you are reviewing your difficulties, or pointing out your blessings. We love you and know you will make it through and get up on your feet again. But this time, a stronger Paris than before, not because WE expect it, but because YOU want it. :bearhug:
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« on: May 22, 2013, 12:29:24 PM »
I had made a decision when the first news of an interview with Robson recently came out regarding his ''announcement''...that I was not even going to give him his few minutes of fame. When you open the lid of a trash can, you don't get the aroma of pure, beautiful flowers...you get a waft of garbage. :TongueOutSmiley:
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« on: May 22, 2013, 12:15:57 PM »
I love the song! First time for me to hear it. I don't care for Daft Punk but...this song...because of the MJ likeness....I love it. 
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« on: May 01, 2013, 04:38:42 PM »
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« on: May 01, 2013, 08:19:53 AM »
Hey...I found this (an Arabic ''Yahoo!OMG" page - a vid about Janet learning the Arabic language. In the video, she is seated next to her husband from Qatar...WHO IS SITTING ON JANET's LEFT? Who's shoulder and hair is that?! WHEN was this photo taken? This photo of Janet has to be POST MJ death. Why do I feel the shoulder and hair of the person on Janet's left is like MJ's??? (see at 22 seconds into the video. Forget about what the host is saying..I can't understand what she is saying. But just look towards Janet's left shouldre at 22 seconds. WHO IS THAT?) You are not allowed to view links.
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« on: March 03, 2013, 01:19:42 AM »
Ok I see all of your views on it..
I do not like Lady Gaga and Jay-Z personally...because of what I believe they are (esp. Jay-Z)...and it has nothing to do with my taste in music.
But putting that aside...I can also see maybe that Sneddon may have a lot to do with influencing the whole of the area and what they do not want happening because of Neverland being in the area. I still think though - that there is always a way to have control over places of visitation. You don't have to let any body and every body all at once, all the time, flocking and making a commotion in a peaceful neighborhood. There are ways of going about this and maintaining control. And it's not like there are immediate neighbors so close within one another like in a normal neighborhood down our own streets...BUT...I suppose it is what it is...thanks for the input everyone.
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« on: March 02, 2013, 09:49:43 PM »
I have a question that I'd like an opinion/answer to...the other day a friend of mine said, ''If MJ really did die, why wouldn't his family want to turn Neverland into the same thing as what Graceland was setup later as? A beautiful memorial / museum for fans all over the world to come and visit, throughout time...It would serve as a respectable, beautiful way to create continuous income for MJ's kids...in honor of their dad's great impact on the world. why wouldn't they? It's odd.''
SO...any thoughts on this?
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« on: March 02, 2013, 04:52:16 AM »
OMIGOD i love Tucker! He is SO FUNNY...and does a good verbal impersonation of MJ. :thjajaja121:
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« on: March 02, 2013, 04:38:15 AM »
MJonmind: Thanks for your help to move this over to this forum... 
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« on: March 02, 2013, 02:00:46 AM »
Hey...I haven't been on the site for a long time...I have something to post here that a friend of mine came up with one night after we were watching some Jackson family documentary on tv. Her mind is able to go into things differently than mine, and I thought it was pretty interesting what she sent me in email. I will post them one at a time below. What do you think of all this? You are not allowed to view links.
Register or LoginBieber Believe JACKSONville AEG - same people who did THIS IS IT. Each $1 goes to Pencil of Promise - that sounds like an organization that MJ would do PoP=King of Pop This charity (Pencil of Promise) was founded by Adam Braun who his Bieber's manager's brother. You are not allowed to view links.
Register or Login Why is Bieber here at the Grauman's theater ceremony for MJ? Other than we know that he has always been a MJ fan, been inspired by him...Is there more to him and his love for MJ that seems to connect him with so much on MJ? AND moreso lately than when before the MJ death incident? Suddenly he is all over the place connected with MJ? The latitude and longitude position on earth, of the Jacksonville Veteran's Memorial Arena where Bieber will be stopping by for his tour: 30.3258° N, 81.6451° W Jacksonville Veterans Memorial Arena, Coordinates 30.3258 3+3+2=8/58 month and year MJ was born 81.6451 8+1+6+4+5+1=25 Day MJ died AND THEN, unrelated to Bieber but still connected in an odd way, is Jermain's change of spelling in his last name and this: Jermaine changed his named to Jack sun.A company called Jacksun sells wigs Jacksun's Wig . Website : You are not allowed to view links.
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Register or LoginA human hair, lace front custom wig created and styled for Michael Jackson. Jackson wore this wig during his famous London press conference where he announced his This Is It concert series on March 5, 2009, at The O2 arena in London. The wig is accompanied by the original bill of sale, dated November 20, 2008, from Extensions Plus, which sold the custom wig to Jackson's hairstylist for $3,700. And finally back to Bieber...article with him donning a gas mask. In the footsteps of MJ? MJ never work a real gas mask...but just the thing about masking your face in public...as though he was thinking of someone he is very fond of still...?? You are not allowed to view links.
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« on: November 05, 2012, 03:36:06 AM »
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Register or Login Dear Michael...Souza says it all. Nothing much more to say but to send you this song. I know I already posted in another thread..but..sometimes redundancy works. lol... "You Keep Me Alive..." now - it's your turn Michael. Keep the dream alive...I can almost see you moving to this song on stage... Darn Michael..why is it you are so real in our minds...and yet so far away. :Pulling_hair:
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« on: November 05, 2012, 03:26:10 AM »
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Register or Login For some reason, I have loved this song for years. It always makes me think of Michael. Here are the lyrics to enjoy with the song: Stephen Simmonds - "4 U" Lyric: I'm looking for a friend, so take me as I am The world is filled with lies, the evil never ends My soul is turning pale, my wind ain't got no sail But I when I see you smile, I know that I'll prevail I live for you and I, you keep me alive Girl, you keep me alive Break my heart and I'll die, you keep me alive Girl, you keep me alive It's all I ever knew, and so I turn to you to Keep me from the cold, is all you have to do 'Cause you're my only shield, when sorrow makes me feel As if there is no hope, but I just need to heal So if you just give me time I swear to you that I will treat you like a queen Forever by your side, so be patient with me Everybody makes mistakes but there will be no morning If you're not there when I awake I live for you and I
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« on: September 25, 2012, 01:49:23 AM »
Thanks to all of you. It helps to feel not so alone in this place hovering between doubt and love. The one thing I still do feel is the love. I guess that is the most important, is it not? Without it - all else will crumble.
@Lettingitsimmer: Wow that Khalil Gibran line - SO TRUE. THANKS...such opposite ends our feelings carry us...faith can truly be a lonely road...because it's when everything else feels it has abandoned you - it is then your faith remains...although in that lonely space...
You know in all my uncertainty..I still can not let go and can not replace the one most steadfast admiration and love of MJ. It's like being able to detect a very faint flavor or scent in the midst of the most confusing concoction in life. But you can still detect it...because you are tuned in to that element.
And in this life..MJ is that one element...that can never totally disappear..
Sometimes a part of me says ever so quietly, ''it's ok...it's ok if he isn't physically here anymore...why do you fear that by acknowledging it, you will lose him? You can never lose him. He can never be erased. "
I think it's time to get some pumping MJ music back into my life. It's been months since I stopped listening to his music each day...time for some tweaking up on that. Get a dose of that MJ medicine in my veins, don't you think? lol.
Love you all! So much!!
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« on: September 19, 2012, 12:39:01 PM »
This road feels unfamiliar
And I don't know how many turns I've made
I've been away for quite some time
Not sure of what I wanted
But the weather has changed...
The breeze feels unfamiliar
And I don't recognize the scent in the air
I used to hear your voice
In every little sound
But now the seasons are silent
You feel so distant
And I can't seem to connect
Like really bad acting
That I just can't absorb
What happened Michael...
Everything sounds muffled now
And I don't like the absence
Of the fire I used to feel
The glitter that used to shine
Up ahead in the distance
There is a sunset on the horizon
It's not really what I sought after
Especially not in your name
The cold feels unfamiliar
Something I was never prepared for
Indifference is creeping up behind me
All I want to do is run
My spirit runs on empty
It used to wear your name
Your eyes now look one dimensional
Have I lost the flame?
Michael if you can read this
I just want to let you know...
I don't ever want to be the me
The one that lets go
My battery has run weak
As that sunset gets brighter and closer
I'm searching for an off ramp
Can you help me on my feet?
I want my feet to feel that rhythm
The one your smile knew how to direct
I miss the fire, the hopes and the notion
That somewhere you exist
This yearning feels so unfamiliar
Please make it all return
An ounce of faith I still have within me
The power
Of you
I yearn
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