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« on: December 28, 2009, 02:06:38 AM »
Hi everyone. I just want to say that a similar thing happened to me also. I too saw J5 as a little girl when they toured here in Australia. Then as I grew up and raised my family, I kind of moved on with my own life. I was in the UK visitting my daughter when news Mike was gone hit. It was something to see people everywhere over the world coming together and reflecting on the genius that is MJ. The DJ's were all playing his music, waiting at heathrow his music was coming out of the speakers. I witnessed people doing group thriller dance in the train station at Zurich. But then I came home and that's when I began to cry and cry and cry. And the reason that it affected me so much was that I somehow began to catch a small glimpse into what he had to endure. Being publicly humiliated and villified ,lied about and dare I say this without appearing blasphemous? He mightn't have been crucified physically, but he sure was in every other way possible. By the media and I believe strategically attacked by something purely demonic that was operating through people to bring him down. During this time of constant crying, I found that I would pray constantly that God would vindicate MJ. I would quote scriptures that I could remember such as Lord you said that those who give to the poor lend to the Lord and you said you would repay so I'm reminding you of all that Michael has given to the sick and the needy. And for his children ect. Then TII came out and I was there to see it and had to go back again and then again. I was watering my vege garden and talking to my husband soon after and said it's such a shame that MJ didn't fake his death as he's on top of the charts again, movies a great success and out of debt. And as I said this the penny dropped and I understood, hey, that was too good for mere rehersal footage, and that death date was so convenient. Then everything else started to gell such as why the memorial left me feeling weird. And why there seemed to be no closure for me. Sorry for such a long first post, but then googled for the first time in late october, Michael Jackson Alive and I realized so many others have been experiencing the same thing. And here we are.