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Back/Front discussions / Re: Official back & Front thread
« on: October 27, 2012, 07:16:58 AM »
Yes FRONT..... I will be here/there Forever and Always!!!

I might be missing in action a lot of the time, but I am always here! I'm homeschooling my two youngest children this year, and that takes a lot of my time. But Michael is always on my mind.....and I'll never let him part.....for I love him with ALL my HEART!!!   :bearhug:

And I also LOVE my MJ Family!!!   

LOVE,  :bearhug:, and Blessings to you all!!
  :-*

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General Hoax Talk / Re: Who is still here ? ? ? ? ?
« on: August 05, 2012, 10:03:12 PM »
Hello Family...I am here forever and always! :icon_razz: I don't post much but am always here reading and catching up, whether I'm signed in or just a guest. I am very blessed to have found this forum back in Dec. 2009 and to be among all my MJ Family..... I Love & Cherish you all so very much!

@ Michael  :michael_jackson-1135: ...you have been part of my life since I was just a little girl....and I will be 50 this year, so you have been part of me for many, many years!! I have always knew in my heart that you were a loving, caring, wonderful person and I thank you for giving me the opportunity to get to know the true man I never knew, but always believed you were!! I love you with all my heart!!

Love, Blessings, and  :bearhug:  to you all!!!

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Other Odd Things / Media Hoax this weekend...
« on: July 30, 2012, 08:50:07 PM »
Hello Family...Don't know if anyone has already posted this or not. I looked for it and did not see it anywhere so please forgive me if it's already been posted. I found this on yahoo and thought it had Michael written all over it!!   :michael_jackson-1135: You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login

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Back/Front discussions / Re: Official back & Front thread
« on: July 25, 2012, 07:37:16 PM »
Hello to my MJ Family!! I know I haven't posted in a while but I'm still here with you all! I pop in now and then to catch up on all the excitement.

@ Front, it's good to see you pop in too...you sure know how to put a smile on a girls face!  :icon_razz:

Love,  :bearhug: and Blessings to you all!!

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: November 08, 2011, 10:54:54 AM »
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We were NEVER APART ,we were always ONE,is just that we were DIVIDED by HATE and NEGATIVITY.Thank you very much!!!!!
I like to share with you some wise word that a woman left for JIM CARREY on twitter  .After I finished to read ,I understood EVERYTHING all over again !!!!


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To understand everything is to forgive everything ~ buddha ~Ho'oponopono
By forgiving others you can see the beauty of the roll that they played, it makes the hate and anger disappear and fill you with gratitude. By forgiving yourself you are truly liberating yourself from your own prison that’s holding you back wherever you go. But it’s okay to be in that prison, when it’s time to breakout you will  :)


Applehead…..thank you so much for posting this….I am a testament to this statement. I am going to share something with you all….not for pity or for you to feel sorry for me….but as a lesson in the power of forgiving!

I was an abused child…for as far back as I can remember at age 6 to when I left home at 17 to live with my Grandmother. I suffered daily physical, sexual, and mental abuse from my parents. I lived in fear of my Father for 44 years….if I happened across him I would tremble uncontrollably and get sick to my stomach.  My Father had never admitted he had done any wrong and it was always my fault somehow of what had happened to me. I had grown to have this horrible hatred inside of me…I many times wished a horrible death to my Father for what he had done. Then 4 years ago I went through something in my marriage that really tested my faith in God and through that test….my faith strengthened.

 In January of 2008, I got a phone call from my Aunt telling me that my Father had been air lifted to a hospital about 45 minutes from me and he was not doing well. I immediately had this overwhelming feeling that I had to go…even though I hadn’t seen my Father in years. But I feel God was pushing me to go!

I got to the hospital and when I walked into my Fathers room he was hooked up to a ventilator, so he had a tube down his throat and couldn’t talk. The look of pure fear on his face at seeing me, broke my heart…he was scared of me for the first time in my life. I said to him in a soft voice…I’m not here to hurt you; I’m here because I Love You! He instantly had tears streaming down his face and he looked me straight in the eyes and mouthed to me …I’m so sorry, please forgive me?  I told my Father that I forgave him and that I was sorry that we waited so many years to say those things. He started to shake his head in anger and again said to me…..”I’m sorry…you did nothing wrong”. I cannot tell you the feeling of freedom and peace that came over me at that moment…I had waited for so long to hear those words from him and he finally set me free from all the hatred and fear I had carried.

I spent the next 2 days sharing with my Father all the good things he had done for me and had taught me through my time spent living with him. I cherish those moments so very much…because for 2 ½ days I had the Father I had always wanted and shared the last moments of his life as Father & Daughter as it should be. My Father slipped into a coma as his cancer progressed and his organs started to shut down. On the final day my sister and I had to make the decision to take him off life support and my Father slipped peacefully from this earth within an hour. I held his hand and kissed his head and told him it was OK and that I loved him with all my heart.

 My Aunts (his sisters) all said to me, “that I had given him the greatest gift anyone could have given him…..”Forgiveness”   But to me…I felt I had gotten the greatest gift…I was able to forgive and be set free. 

I have been told by some family members that they do not understand how I could forgive my Father or Mother for the horrible things they done……and I tell them that it is not for them to understand….for it’s between my Father, Mother, myself and God above. And until they understand the true meaning of forgiveness and feel it in their heart….they will not understand!

 Both my Mother & Father passed away from cancer within a year and a half of each other and both left this world knowing…. how very much I loved them and that I had forgave them! Now I am left with all my “Good” memories of my parents and I cherish them!!! 

To forgive is the greatest gift our heart can give….and to forgive lets in an abundance of LOVE!!!

Thank you for letting me share with you….I love you all so very much…and thank God for you…for I am truly blessed to be here and be a part of this adventure!!
   bearhug

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: November 07, 2011, 09:20:55 PM »
Well I'm with you all....my family thinks I have lost it..... I'm sure they have been ready to call in the white jackets a few times. My little children 11 & 13 believe and love Michael, they are my only supporters. My sisters make fun of me and tease me and say "yeah yeah we know Michael's alive and with Elvis". My hubby does not judge me.....he knows I love Michael and supports it but he's not sure about the whole Michael is alive thing. But his eyes are being opened slowly thanks in part to things he has watched about the "end of the world", the NWO and so forth.....it's got him thinking.   ::)

 I also see a change happening in my hubby for the good, so the change is starting! I just can't wait to see my sisters and others jaws drop and eyes bug out   afraid/ when Michael comes home after his long journey of helping to save the world.....and they have to say..."guess you were right"   /toldya/

We might be Nuts.....but we are a whole bunch of Nuts....and together we can make that change!!!   
bearhug

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: November 07, 2011, 08:52:14 PM »
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The mere fact that they didn't ask Murray to stand when they read the verdict, proves this isn't real! LOL

Don't give up now family...the next phase will be awakening humanity to  the Truth! With ever negative thought you have, you are feeding the "FEAR". Until you can Believe 100% in something, you are living with FEAR.  This journey takes extreme "Faith". Michael said this was all for LOVE,  yet most don't understand that this is the most important part of all of this! Listen to Michael's pleas in his lyrics. Michael didn't write about hoaxing his death in his lyrics, he wrote about LOVE! We all need to rekindle the flame of life...LOVE! Talk about it with your families, nourish it in your life and LOVE will grow!  When you walk down the street, smile at people, wish them a beautiful day...Be positive, always look at the bright side, don't let the negative forces in. Say No to fear once and for all! When you make a conscious effort to do this, you then create it, and it spreads to others....We need to concentrate on the LOVE!!! Michael is counting on us to understand this...the world is changing...are you going to change and move forward to the next phase, or are you going to stay "trapped" inside the darkness, following the other lost souls. I know you all have the LOVE inside of you, because otherwise you wouldn't be on this site. Michael brought us together because of his LOVE for us, not because he wanted to Just entertain us!
 
We know that there are many layers to this hoax, but the LOVE part is what we must all strive for if we are going to make a difference!It is so sad that we have all lost our will to really LIVE! The Negative energy is everywhere, Fear is everywhere and until we can break free and reverse the negative energy cycle, we have no chance of making a change! The positive energy must outnumber the negative. LOVE must eradicate the FEAR!!!

If you have negativity and fear in your life, you are not living the life God intended you too! FEAR is an epidemic of epic proportions! Where is the LOVE??? Where is our Faith??, Where is our Innocence?? It is there buried in your soul waiting for you to release it!  You have a choice of which path you take...you are the master of your mind! Think LOVE and LIVE LOVE...BELIEVE i it and you will be healing the world!!!!

I LOVE you all so very much, I pray you find the LOVE inside and bring yourselves Back To LIFE!

@Applehead...that 11/11/11 video says a lot doesn't it? I LOVE You...we will get through one of these days! lol I will never give up on this mission of LOVE...our evolution has begun...it will happen.

I could not have said this better myself Sister and agree with all of you.....We are Michael's Army of LOVE and it's time for us to step up and help our beloved Michael. He said it himself in "CRY" I can't do this by myself, I'm gonna need somebody's help!  He needs his Army to help him bring LOVE back into our hearts....our lives...and our planet!  We can do this for Michael...we can do this for all of us!

I cried all the way to get my children from school listening to "Hold my Hand" and "Cry" I had such an emotion come over me that I can not describe....I was so filled with LOVE For God and Michael....they were tears of joy...I have never experienced anything like that before in my life.

I love you all so very much and thank God everyday for bringing us together.....you are my family and together as one...there's nothing that can't be done!! 

Michael....I love you so very much and THANK YOU for all you have and are doing for us...we get it Michael and we are ready to hold your hand ....and bring LOVE back to our plant!!  I LOVE YOU Always & Forever!!!!!!

LOVE....HUGS....& BLESSINGS to YOU ALL!!    bearhug 

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: November 06, 2011, 09:46:20 AM »
I just want to say “Thank You” to all of you who work so hard at connecting the dots and piecing together this puzzle. It helps those of us like ME….that are not “Super Sleuths” I LOVE & Appreciate everything you all do!   /bravo/

Now….I’m going to stick with what I have thought all along through this trial…..That “Conrad Murray” is “Michael” in disguise!!  How more in your face….or being in plain sight is that!  I have never put anything past Michael….I feel he is capable of anything and what better way to “rock the trial” then to reveal that Conrad Murray does not even exist…..he was only an illusion!  Go ahead …call me crazy…..but that’s my story and I’m sticking to it!  lolol/

And…..It has always puzzled me…..that everything being released or written seems to portray Michael in his younger days or as still having black skin. Have we been fooled and/or pranked for the last however many years with all the face changes and him turning white??  Was that all an illusion too???   suspicious//

Anyway…..Thank You again to all who work hard and all my MJ Family….I don’t know what I would have done without you for the past 2+ years…..I feel so blessed to be here among you all and LOVE you with all my heart!   bearhug

And to Michael….There are no words to tell you how I feel…..I am Speechless!  It amazes me how your LOVE has brought us all together from all over the world…and how you have helped change so many lives here on this forum and across the world. I know for me… my life will never be the same. My faith in God has strengthened and I have more love & compassion in my heart. I am forever grateful to you for all you have/are doing for us and our planet. Thank you Michael…for your unconditional LOVE & for being YOU! GOD BLESS YOU!! I LOVE YOU with all my heart… always & forever!!!    mj_bad/  bearhug

LOVE & Blessings to you All!! 


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Back/Front discussions / Re: Official back & Front thread
« on: November 05, 2011, 01:02:19 AM »
Hello.....is no one posting on this thread anymore?   Yooo Hooo @ FRONT.....we could use a visit!  I know you are probably busy....but can you just please pop in and say Hi? It would really be appreciated!  We miss you!!   bearhug

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: November 03, 2011, 07:48:51 AM »
Just want to share about the seal....in the first week of the trial I was watching on HLN and when they went to break one day. Someone must have messed up with the cameras because when it broke away from the courtroom, the angle we saw was from the side camera and for a brief moment it showed the main camera pointed at a easel like thing with the picture of the seal exactly like we see on the live feed. So it was just a picture, like a big poster. Ford saw it too as we were talking about it in chat that day.  Just thought I'd share that, not sure if it has any significance or not.

LOVE & HUGS to my MJ Family!!!  And Michael/TS/FRONT....We LOVE You MORE!!!!  Hee Hee   :)

And just as a side note....my name on chat is a little different it's MJAlwaysandForever...when I made my nic I must have been sleeping because I did it opposite of this nic...lol     :shock:


                                                       bearhug                  mj_bad/

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Back/Front discussions / Re: Official back & Front thread
« on: October 31, 2011, 11:09:01 PM »
Happy Halloween to you FRONT & All my MJ Family!!   /cook/

Sending Lots of L.O.V.E.,  bearhug 's and Blessings to All!!!


I LOVE You Michael!!!!  Always & Forever      michael-jackson/
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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: October 28, 2011, 09:44:55 PM »
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MJ_ForeverandAlways. I hope you have an amazing day sweety. I Love You.  bearhug

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October 28, 2011
 Happy Birthdays MJ_ForeverandAlways beerchug   



Thank you PureLove & Paula-C for the Birthday wishes.....They really mean a lot to me!!                  I Love you all..... with all my heart!!     bearhug

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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: October 28, 2011, 08:08:41 AM »
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  I feel the need to address something before it becomes an issue.  Every day, during court testimony, many of us watch the trial via the live feed provided by this site (thank you for that BTW). I for one watch in order to  find clues about the hoax, share perspective, learn and enjoy myself doing so.
  There are times when the conversation in the chat room becomes jovial, immature and even R-rated.  Some do not care much for conversation and would rather just watch and listen to the trial without distraction and I can respect that.
  There is nothing wrong with  :lol: or lolol/ or party/ while we converse about  we all have an intrest in. We all came here in different ways. Some have known all along that this is a hoax while others are just now "waking up" to it.  However we got here, we are all aware that something is happening and that we want to know more.
   Michael Jackson, along with my family, friends and life experiance, taught me to be myself and be okay with it. To be a child at heart and to laugh when I want to is my  right as a soul carrying human being and I choose to share that with others. Laughter has seen me through many a struggle and will continue to  do so.  "Why so serious?"  WTF??
  My intellect and respect for Michael has been called into question and this post is my response.

 Intellect is relative so there is no point in discussing it.  Respect for Michael is another matter entirely. I laugh when i seen an elephant in a courtroom and then say, "hey that elephant has a big ass" or something.  Does anyone honestly think that the only reason there are elephants in the courtroom is to compel us to do research on why it's there (which i do)?  NO.  It's also funny as hell.  "Michael has balls filled with botox." Someone in chat said that today during testimony.  THAT is funny as hell!  :)   I could go on but I think I made my point.  Respect for Michael and his work is not solely based on purchasing it.  It is also shown through appreciation for the time and effort put forth by him whether it be for entertainment or enlightenment.   We are blessed that we recieve both from him.  He wants us to laugh and joke and love and play and be happy....right?  Isn't that why we are here? 
  I look forward to the conversation with my new friends everyday.  I smile and laugh and truly treasure the time that I am lucky enough to share with them.  if I offend someone i will surely apologize but I will not be sorry for enjoying myself.   

@Michael   @peterpan @davedave....whoever the hell you are.....Thank you for reminding me to smile ;D   Love you all.....   Toot.


Tooty….. I love and respect you as part of my MJ Family, and I have to say that I have so very much enjoyed watching the trial with my MJ Family and being able to comment and look for keys & clues throughout every day’s trial broadcast with you and our other family members. But as of the last few days I have found myself very uncomfortable at times with the direction the chat has taken, and with the speed that the chat goes. It’s become so hard to even keep up with all the jokes and videos being posted to chat. It seems at times the hoax discussion has went from hoax related chat to a lot of sexual innuendos and jokes. I am not a prude, but I feel there is a time and place for that kind of talk and behavior. On our public chat where there is at least one known member who is a very young teen and we have no idea how many others are under Anon’s nicks, I feel that this kind of chat is very inappropriate.  I’m all for fun and humor, but some of the things said is just downright raunchy in my opinion.
 
I’m not saying this to be hurtful in any way, it just my feelings! And I say it with love and respect. Even though there were comments made yesterday that ‘you can say or doing anything and it’s OK as long as you follow it with It’s all for LOVE” When I say I love and appreciate all of you I really do mean it and I don’t say those words lightly or with no meaning or emotion behind them, there are not empty words for me! I am sorry if this offends anyone, as it is not meant that way. I just felt I needed to comment and voice my feelings and thoughts.


Much LOVE, Blessings, and  bearhug   to you All!!


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TIAI ~ 2011 / Re: TIAI September 27
« on: October 21, 2011, 08:34:21 PM »
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And I also would like to know if it's allowed for witnesses to have laptops at hand or attend other testimonies. Seems a little strange to say the least.


Souza....I don't know what it's like in other areas of the world, but here in our little city in Michigan.....No one is allowed to take any electronic device into the courtroom. You have to go through a metal detector (just like they showed Michael going through during 2005 trial) and any cell phones either have to be taken to your car or left at the metal detector check in. I know this because my Mother in Law works at the courthouse as a court recorder, and my hubby works at our county jail as a corrections officer. My hubby can not even go into the courthouse with his cell phone...he has to leave it in our vehicle. I also have never heard of other witnesses being allowed in the courtroom while other testimony is being given....and they surely would not be allowed to have a laptop!  It might be different in other courts, but that's how it is here!Love & Blessings to You All        bearhug

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Back/Front discussions / Re: Official back & Front thread
« on: October 21, 2011, 01:44:18 PM »
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Did anyone else see what happened yesterday? The screen went blank for about 2 seconds and what I saw was "formatting disc". Like when you are playing a DVD!  afraid/  A movie!! (whoooohoooo!!) Nice bit of drama!  :lol:  If I had blinked I would have missed it for sure!
 
Of course this reminded me of what Front said:

"DEtAiLS
if you blink, you might miss IT……………."


 ;)

It made my heart beat faster and woke me up from Dr Shafer's testimony!  lolol/

Sarahli....you are not the only one who saw that...but I haven't said anything because I thought I might have been seeing things  afraid/ ...it was really weird and took me by surprise! I thought I was loosing my mind...thank you so much for posting and helping me to know I wasn't seeing things!   bearhug

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